edit: meh, I'm over it now

Throw everything you have at your studies.

Enjoy your cooking, sewing and chick flicks.

Or go out, experience some fun stuff in life and try to let your hair down before you go all the way to Vermont to be with your missus.

But seriously...I know what depression is like (had it years ago) and I don't mean to be a bastard while you feel this way...But fuck me man, those things you enjoy doing with your girlfriend or alone and the way you're getting all depressed over not having her there all the time could be construed as very feminine...Almost homosexual.

Nah, I wasn't always like that. Its funny how women mess you up. I use to listen to punk music, smoke weed, try to fuck everything that moves, but over time their interests become your interests. I don't like doing any of things on my own. She likes doing them, I like being with her, so doing those things have like become symbols of being with her, so now I like doing those things because it means I'm doing them with her.

I know they are considered very feminine. Its hard to explain. You change who you are over time based on the people you're around.

So: She broke you.

So: She broke you.

Yea.....

But I'm use to it. To the point of enjoying it.

suck it the fuck up. You don't have shit to complain about and nobody to blame except yourself for being weak and overly suceptable to the female form. Grow some balls or you'll get eaten up later in life. You get to go to uni while decent people like me will never get that opportunity.

Also you're whipped and codependant and bring shame to punk. Jonny rotten would spit in your face should you meet. Probly won't help you with your depression. Best advice I can give you is man the fuck up.

^ you think I don't know that?

Its not as simple as "man the fuck up"

meh, I should have know better than to ask for help on totse...

sorry I was under the impression you had testicles...

Calm down dude.

He's away from someone he loves and he's trying to deal with it.

Don't mean to sound heated but it's just annoyin when people BITCH AND MOAN about the minor inconveniences in their life. Life sucks, get a fucking helmet is what dennis leary said and it's pretty poignant. Pretty much my entire extended family and many friends of mine have died and all that's really left of them are the facebook groups in their memory and a harley davidson motorcycle run every year for my favorite aunt while this pansy's whining about how his bitch goes to a different higher education facility than him.

Seriously is my generation that weak and pathetic? Are the concepts of independence, self sufficiancy and simply being a man alien to 18-23 year olds in the states? Is this dumbfuck gonna be votin for Hilary because she's more manly than him?

Anyways, this threads dumb as hopefully nobody can relate to his codependancy/insecurity problems so there'll be nothin for him to do but "man the fuck up." You'd figure it'd be about time...

Don't mean to sound heated but it's just annoyin when people BITCH AND MOAN about the minor inconveniences in their life. Life sucks, get a fucking helmet is what dennis leary said and it's pretty poignant. Pretty much my entire extended family and many friends of mine have died and all that's really left of them are the facebook groups in their memory and a harley davidson motorcycle run every year for my favorite aunt while this pansy's whining about how his bitch goes to a different higher education facility than him.

Seriously is my generation that weak and pathetic? Are the concepts of independence, self sufficiancy and simply being a man alien to 18-23 year olds in the states? Is this dumbfuck gonna be votin for Hilary because she's more manly than him?

Anyways, this threads dumb as hopefully nobody can relate to his codependancy/insecurity problems so there'll be nothin for him to do but "man the fuck up." You'd figure it'd be about time...

As much as I agree with the sentiment, and I do, it's something he's gotta deal with.

I'm sorry to hear about your bad fortune mate. That really sucks. But you've done exactly what you should have and toughened up. Nuff respect.

Unfortunately, in today's world a lot of guys have to feminise or they are outcast by quite a large group of chicks and just as unfortunately, before they know it, they're sucked in to a point where they have the same dependancies as an insecure teenage girl!

It takes time to toughen up...Give it to him buddy.

Don't listen to these cunts.
I'm the opposite of you but hey I know what love is.
If you feel this really is love then don't let anything stop you.
Just be sure that you're making the right choice. Is she really the one? Do you want to marry her?

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i rest my case^_^

I don't really get why you're depressed, but anyways.

Get a goal. A high fucking goal. Then start on a new school and study as hard as you can, do your very best. And since it's a new school, you can build a new reputation if that's what you like. I just enjoy my own company, and no one elses, so that's how I'm doing, and it's awesome.

Anyway it worked for me.

Im not going to come here and critize the things you like to do or the relationship between you and your girlfreind. I just have one thing to ask . How does she feel about this ? About the college situation and all this. Does she feel as strongly and is as dependent of you as if you are of her ?

Im not trying to jump to conclusions here but it sounds like you have her as a priority while she has you as an option. Even if this is or isnt the case you are going to love her to shreds either way. Its just something you should think about. We're young and feelings go away with time people change. And those three words you might have told her all the time to express your love might be taken away by the wind.

That might of of sounded kind of gay but considering you knit and among the other things I read , I dont think you'll worry to much about that aspect.

Just try to do something enjoyable , something social. Everyone in your college cant be that bad. Has to be some '' non-asian'' people in your school who you can hang with and knit or whatever it is that you do.

Im not going to come here and critize the things you like to do or the relationship between you and your girlfreind. I just have one thing to ask . How does she feel about this ? About the college situation and all this. Does she feel as strongly and is as dependent of you as if you are of her ?

Yea, she's very excited that I want to come to her school. UVM is a better school anyways, they have a better program, a nice town, so its not like I'm losing anything by going there.

That might of of sounded kind of gay but considering you knit

Heh, no, I don't knit. I took a class on costume design and we made like cool Russian shirts and things like that. I like making clothes, which is why I said I like sewing.