after doing drugs for awhile in all shapes colors and forms ive gotten a new appreciation for sobriety not that i dont enjoy being high but sometimes after a day of smoking or after a night of drinking etc i start to look forward to sobriety ill get tired of being slow minded and tired and having trouble remembering things ill start to look forward to being sober as i would look forward to being high thats why i dont often wake and bake ill usually wait a few hours just to be sober i used to be like many people and have the attitude of doing as much as i can as fast as i can and as soon as i can and never wanting to be sober again anyone else agree ill porbaly not get to many replies not to many of my posts to for some odd reason i guess there just stupid well im in a weird mood and just felt like typing this there may be a few mistakes in it but im to lazy to check them damn guess i better quit typing i already got to the question and i hope it isnt to long for people to read o there i go again typing some more damnit i did it again after doing again and im doing it now im just gonna guit NOW

I knw what you mean. Ths probly wont make to much sense but my perseption of life is different since i started to do drugs. The way i look at the world just doesnt feel real, if that makes any sense.

I definately know where you're coming from. You shouldn't really be "looking forward" to being sober, but you should be happy to sober all the time (kinda the same, i didn't explain it well though). If you're not happy being sober then that's usually when you have a drug problem, or you are depressed.

The part about apprciating life however, was dead on (for me anyways). I noticed things that I never would have before. Every day I try to take notice of new things, or be more observant of other things, and also to try and think of something the way someone else is just to put myself in their shoes for a second or two.

Oh, and the only real problem with the post, is that it is one big run-on sentence more or less.

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The part about apprciating life however, was dead on (for me anyways). I noticed things that I never would have before. Every day I try to take notice of new things, or be more observant of other things, and also to try and think of something the way someone else is just to put myself in their shoes for a second or two.

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yessireebob. drugs help you do this, but can distract you from doing so (i think it's after i'm distracted when i wake up/come down and realize something that was right in front of me)

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Originally posted by r0k:
after doing drugs for awhile in all shapes colors and forms ive gotten a new appreciation for sobriety not that i dont enjoy being high but sometimes after a day of smoking or after a night of drinking etc i start to look forward to sobriety ill get tired of being slow minded and tired and having trouble remembering things ill start to look forward to being sober as i would look forward to being high thats why i dont often wake and bake ill usually wait a few hours just to be sober i used to be like many people and have the attitude of doing as much as i can as fast as i can and as soon as i can and never wanting to be sober again anyone else agree ill porbaly not get to many replies not to many of my posts to for some odd reason i guess there just stupid well im in a weird mood and just felt like typing this there may be a few mistakes in it but im to lazy to check them damn guess i better quit typing i already got to the question and i hope it isnt to long for people to read o there i go again typing some more damnit i did it again after doing again and im doing it now im just gonna guit NOW

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Ever heard of punctuation?
Try throwing in a few "."s for now on to make your posts readable.
Anyway though, I do agree, sobriety is a good thing every now and then.

I've felt like that, every time while drunk. As for stoned...well it's the paranoia that does that. But I've learned to ignore it and just...enjoy.

Sometimes, after I peak, I wish that I could just skip the rest and be sober again. I've always wondered how much of a shock it would be to go from being blasted to completly sober in just a matter of seconds