alright.. well here i go agine.. (sorry for spelling errors its 2am and i suck at spelling) OK well about 3 months ago i started useing OC because ive always loved pain killers.. i was addicted to morphine for a long time, got off that then came across OC's and so started taking about 20MG a day.. not to much.. but now im up to 40MG per day and spending up to 30$ per pill and my source of pills is going to stop selling.. SO im faced with a big problem.. for the last few days ive tryed to stop cold turkey but its just not working, now with the morphine when i came down i just hurt really bad and when i got the craving for it i would just smoke pot, but i have stoped smoking pot for a good month now and i dont want to start back up as it tweaks me out to much.. all i really want is pills.. i have lots of xanax and valium but its just not helping i still want OC all the time.. anyone had this problem? what would u say to take to help ease the carving? think some lortabs or somthing might help me come down?.. any info is wanted.. thanks

By the way you defined you're addiction, it sounds as if you're more addicted mentaly than physically. It's pretty clear that this is the problem. The only way you're going to be able to kill the "carvings" is to use oxy, thats the bitch about addiction, however, I've noticed that as time passes (in terms of months and then years) the cravings become less and less intense.

You stated that you've tried to "cold turkey", if that didn't work then just ease off of it and if that doesn't work then you're left with two alteritives.

1.) Keep suffering
2.) Seek help (and by that comment, I don't mean on a Bulliten Board System, such as Totse.com)

Ive been off and on OC for about 2 years. Right now im a everyohter day user as to not gety a physicall addiction again. I would quit but the only way to kill a craving for me is to blow 80mg's that is the least to get me high anymore and im not even a fuckin everyday user now! This is how i kick i get sick deal with it i eat lots and lots of benzo's I mean maybe in one dose 2-4mg of xan, 10 or 20mg of valium, and 2mg of ativan. O yes and soma definately helps alot i would at about 1050mgs of that with the benzo's. That is all for physicall though, and it helps. My biggest problem is depression i suffer servere depression and opiates kill it, but when your an addict without an opiate your depressed, so my depression has goteen like 50x worse. I dose to keep a gun out of my mouth seriously. But taking lots of benzos and muscle relaxents may help, sometimes i even like the high better! Ive also kicked cold turkey man that was a bitch, ive weaned, ive used benzos ive done it all. I think the best way was cold turkey after the WD is over you feel great and like a new person, but for me the deprssion comes back. If you can kick with no depression more power to ya man, thats what keeps me comin back, opiates are my anti-d's. I cant wait to wake up and blow some oxy in the morning, after a day of benzo abuse.

OXYCONTIN!!! CONTIN!!! BLEEARRGH!!!

Well i havent found any oc40's where they should be today . I feel a little sick weird, i got the dry ickeies. Im gonna dig the floor for crushed up chunks, maybe i can find like 10mg's of scrap. I have 300 dollars wish i had a hook up to H, if i did i would say fuck these pills and just but a bag of dope and smoke it.

boy that was pathetic, an 18 year old kid coming the carpet wit tweezers for chunks of oc that hasnt been blown yet. i didnt even get 5mg's out of the whole ordeal. It sucks licking rocks to see if there bitter like oxy.

alcohol instead or simple will power

you pay 30 dollars a pill? jesus fucking christ.