http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php3?ID=5903

Who posted this? i do have to admit it takes balls to post something like this in this forum. i also have to admit that when i read that it moved me and i thought about my mom when i read that, so im gonna measure my doses more carefully in the future.

It wasn't the DXM that killed him though.

THIS WAS MY POST YOU FUCKIN TURD! http://www.totse.com/bbs/Forum5/HTML/000946.html
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How to Lose a Son with Coriciden
DXM & CPM (Coriciden Cough & Cold)
by Mom

DOSE : oral DXM (pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT : 180 lb


I got a call early in the morning from my son's dad. He said he had a situation. Our son, Justin, apparently was very high on something. The next call I got was to tell me he had stopped breathing before the paramedics got there to take him to the pediatric intensive care unit at Hermann Hospital in Houston. We found multiple flats of Coricidan Cough & Cold (with CPM) in his room. He had passed the last plateau in his dosage.

Two days later the coolest of neurologists came into the room and explained how the brain works. The high-octane part, the ganglia, had been deprived of oxygen too long to ever function again. My beloved, gorgeous, talented son was brain dead. I got to sign the papers to remove his life support.

What a trip! Wow!

Then I got into the history section of my computer. I found out that sweet Justin had learned a lot about drugs from sites like this.

My mindset was one of sympathy for people who provided a leg on his journey to his death (present company included).

The setting is the rest of my life without a cherished son.

I made preparations for the experience by loving and providing for him for almost 17 years before he reached for the secret too soon.

Dosage was a lot. Timing was after midnight after his parents went to bed. It was too late to pump his stomach.

What I learned from the experience is that freedom of expression comes with the responsibility not to abuse that freedom. I also learned to educate all the parents of teenagers I know about sites like this one, not to mention a few congressmen and legislators, and the news media.

The cool patterns I saw came through the tracks of endless tears.

I would really like it if you published my experience.

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i just have to say a few things, and i hope this bitch is reading this because she didn't post an email. how can this fucking irresponsible parent blame everyone but herself for this shit? where the fuck was she? she never told her kid not to eat handfulls of fuckin cold medication of something? even if the kid knew about erowid, it specifically warns about using OTC meds that contain CPM ESPECIALLY CORICIEDEN. fuck, the last plateau of the high is when he got caught? whats that like 6 hours in? someone shoulda noticed by then that something was wrong. fuck, its no one fault but his parents and his APPOINTED educators that he was neglagent enough to kill himself intentional or not. maybe he wanted to die, after all it sounds like his family life is mad fucked up, and hes neglected at least mildy, and maybe now his mom is angry that she never got to actually know her son. fuck this shit, it pisses me off.


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thats what i posted at the link at the top of this post on this bbs on ARIL FUCKIN SIXTH 2001 and NO ONE had ANYTHING to FUCKIN SAY.

Why don't you get your panties out your ass? Take a chill pill. You love to rip on people but it's time my son to look in the mirror.

Slpwklr.... that's so not cool.

Seriously, grow up. Maybe if your weren't such a lil prick you would understand that you really don't have to be such a damn asshole about everything. How the fuck was he supposed to know that you already posted that? JCX obviously missed your post so why don't you just chill the fuck out?

slpwlkr I agree that the death of the kid was not erowids fault it wasn't lyceums fault it wasn't any other informational websites fault but it certainly was not his parents fault.

most people don't know that caugh medicine can be used as a drug.



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im just pissed that no one had anything to say when i posted it with a comment-no response, but when and_totse does people respond. im just sayin if that lady wants to point her finger she can point it inside her own household.

heh sorry i missed your post slpwlkr. i woulda responded to that rather than someone hiding behind a community name. and dude i agree with that whole thing about the mom blaming every one but herself. its just plain fucked up. but then again my parents told me not to eat cold medicine to get high as well as warned me about every other drug, but i still use (some) drugs. so i dont think it is entirley the moms fault, but theres no way in hell she can escape some of the blame. i dont know, i just dont like pointing fingers.

the only person at fault here is the stupid kid who ate all that cough medicine. If he in fact did research his drugs on the net he would have found that to have a dxm trip you need pure dxm, the other stuff will kill you. This one is a true darwin award. I say good riddence, the genepool is better now...

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I'm relying on pure THC to get me through the long dark nights of capatilism...

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Oh fuck you Ashun, Wtf do you think this is something to laugh about? The gene pool is better now? This mother and father watched their son convulse in the backseat of the car while driving to the hospital. This kid was no older than you, give or take 3 years. This kid more than likely, read totse. Perhaps, he posted an article?

and you put a fucking smiley face with glasses on.

What the fuck is with that, do you have no morals? No feelings?

That kid was just another kid, right, but he was a person - a living breathing SOUL on this earth MEANT to do render FATE... the world is connected in weird ways, and this... his dying is a tragedy.

and, no, the gene pool is just going to be fucked up even more when your 7 eyed sperm festers into some opium infested egg.

Get it, g?

You're not impressing me.

I agree with diluted because yes the parents or parent saw his kid slowly feel prolonged death and it must have hurt them so much to know that there kid was dieing or had already died in there presence and before themselves without ever getting a chance to work a real job, never feel the greatness of falling in love and holding his own children, but all he can reply is the gene pool will be better.

but I also must admit that people die all the time and every day. in the time it took me to write this post a few have more than likely past on and left this earth obliviose of age, sex, occupation, or way to there death wether it be old age, drug overdose, gunshot that was no more than a life.

lives are lost all the time and every life is lost at sometime and that is where I disagree with diluted because i don't care for that life anymore than I care for any other life I don't even know but I won't sit around and call that kid stupid because he took 20mg to many, or because his grieving mom morns his death and wanted to share that tragic story to others hoping to indulge in a high of that means.



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Actually, I agree with sleepwalker. It wasnt Erowids fault. The parents should have kept a better eye on him. Besides, sites like Erowid are full of warnings and disclaimers, the kid should have known.
Now I'm not here to put down the mother of this tragic situation, but she IS wrong. Her son should have been more responsible.

As for sleepwalker, I really dont approve of you making fun of people who has lost their life. It is unfair, and unethical. Like that women you bitched about who od'd on herion. Now I also agree that picking herion for raving WAS a stupid choice (or picking herion as a drug of choice period), but that is no reason to put down the dead. Let bygones be bygones.

I do agree with slpwalkr, the mom blamed websites like erowid instead of the company Coriciden. You can't always keep an eye on your kids all the time.

Madchemist-my sister didn't OD at a rave. I explained it all under another topic. And I don't have beef with slpwalkr anymore. He says he's prescribed thorazine for his rages so I feel him a lil better now, that when something pisses him off he just goes off.

ok,medchemist-it's under the banana topic. And don't go judging my sister as stupid because you're only making a hippocrite of yourself by not aproving of slpwalkr.

That kid's parents got hit hard.

You could tell by her voice in the writing.

Overall, It's noones fault.

Just, something to hangour heads too.

NO LAUGHING OR POINTING FINGERS.

Two views to every issue, the truth lies in the middle.

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Originally posted by dankgirl420:
ok,medchemist-it's under the banana topic. And don't go judging my sister as stupid because you're only making a hippocrite of yourself by not aproving of slpwalkr.

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*Dizzy from dank girl's change of moods and alliances*

You change your opinions on a whip, basically whenever a moderator shows up.

uh,no what are you talking about

Poinfucker what the hell are you talking about? madchemist is a moderator. Are you a fuckin moron??

I was not implying that your sister was stupid nor OD'd at a rave. But what I did imply was that your sister made A STUPID CHOICE! Reread and re-interpret my shit before you criticize it.

I agree with poindexter, dank you should read his post he knows madchemist is a moderator.

he said you change you veiws the second a moderator comes along.

he was refering to madchemist.

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Shut the fuck up othium. The fuck I care if a "MODERATOR" shows up.

I'm not sure what you care but you just changed your veiw the second madchemist came along.

I was simply explaining to you that you did not fully understand poindexters post.



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**bitchslaps raverz-choice**

I think dank and slpwlkr are the same person.

no real evidence, just they both snap if you disagree with them and since I am generaly mellow I know I have either seldomely or never called either of them down.

I save my insults for people that either piss me off or when I'm in that kind of mood.

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you might wanna lay off the DXM pills with CPM there bucko, i think you might have bled out your great sense of judgement straight out every bodily orfice including your ass and most likely your urethra(ouch!). Yea, me and dank(who are the same person[props for figuring that one out smartguy!]), flamed eachother and disagreed on sooo many topic's for what reason??? Oh, that's right to waste time and hone in your great sherlock holmes skills, with your trusty dick tracy decoder ring doing all the detective work, figuring out that WE ARE THE SAME PERSON.

you save your insults? so far you've been flamed enough to require a skin graft and even had a hate-site dedicated to you from mastermixologist, i think it was. What insult exactly are you talking about having in store? You must feel pretty fuckin stupid now, seeing how i'm up HERE and your down there, after you said i never knew a damn thing i was talkin about. You might wanna check out lab tips, and my answer to the Boron/ beryllium question was correct, and not even a fuckin moderator got it, nor attempted it(hah!). So they can keep copying and pasting basic chemistry from cd rom starter guides and you can keep getting flamed without retaliation. Oh, do me a big favor, and don't ever become a criminal profiler for the royal canadian mounted police. You really suck at making connections, but seem to do well at overlooking dissimilar speech patterns, characteristic, etc... aweful job, even for a 14 year old, even for a canadian(of any age)