i have this friend that i really like. but it's always hard to find time to see her because i was expelled from school for having a 6 inch bladed knife. so mostly now i talk to her online. she said to me though sometimes i made her worried because i had a knife, i showed up at school a couple times just to see her risking getting a fine for tresspassing and i offerd to kill her ex-boyfriend because he tried to rape her. on top of things just a couple days ago she told me that one of the reasons she was busy usualy was because she had a girlfriend and that she is bisexual. and i really like her and i don't want her to be scared or worried about me.

Your in no way a stalker.

Just a protective friend who likes another friend a lot. And bi girls are cool. she must have only been keepin it secret cause... she musta thought you would disaprove of her sexuality.

But, I've offered to kill my friend's ex-bfs all the time, even in front of one's face.

She shouldn't really be afraid of you unless you threaten her directly or anything of that.

Take pictures of her while she's not looking and then leave them on her door step along with a note that says "I love you to DEATH!"

to the last reply. thats not funny i want her to feel safe and the last thing i want is for her to be scared or paranoid. and her girlfriend is protective and doesn't want her seeing me either so that also makes it hard to find time to talk to her other then online

mate, yeah, just be supportive, and tell her you dont carry that knife anymore. that would be enough to freak many people out.

hope i helped

Maybe she doesnt like murdeous people.
Maybe she is scared that you might shank her if she does something.
Like go out with you and then a knife dangeling at her throat if she wants to go.

Dont be so scary seeming to her.

Discard the knife for a month or two and talk to her about shit. And get her confidence in you again, and lesbian relationships last a while, so hang in there.

And, when everything is cool, carry the knife again.

I carry a knife as well. My friend isn't afraid of me, probably cause I've never pulled it on anyone.. but oh well. Good Luck.