ok i know this is long but in in bad shape.ok so theres this girl that i fell in love with 2 years ago we were great together until she started smoking LOTS of crank. cheated on me and turned into a scandelous little crak head and cheated on me and we broke up she eventually went to jail. while in jail she called me up and told me how she realized how great i was.as soon as she got out we were back together .it was great, pure love. she tells me how she wants us to get married and all the shit like that. so i fall so far in love. OK now you know how it was. now let me tell about eddy.. so back when kristin was a crackhead when she was at her worst(1/4 oz a day running from cops)she started fucking around with this crank dealer and they were gonna hookup but they both went to jail, it was like a 2 week fling..so about 7 months into our relationship she tells me that in the first few months wewere going out that she was writing him in jail, talking about having a relationship with him, and her sister said that when she was mad at me that she said she's only gona be with me till he got out. but she was so great to me, i thought it couldnt be true and we talked about him and she told me not to worry and she understood my feelings and didnt want to see him annyway. but he got out and i come over where she is and shes all spun with him, and i have to go to jail a few dayl later. i find out that she was getting fucked up with him alot while i was in there and i hear she slept with him in the same room a bunch o times but she assures me nothing happened and that they are like best friends. so a few weeks go by and someone says that they heard they fooked when i was in jail............so i get all tripped and break up with her. she ends spending the night with him doing crank with a few other ppl and then stays with him for like 4 days. so i get this huge kick in the face from depression , i hit all time low get drunk and figure ill kill myself, i tell her i need her support and she blows me off. so ....long story short i dont die and we just fight non stop but then she says she misses me and that she still conciders me her boyfriend and that shes gonna sty faithfull to me and we make plans to hang out and talk but she allways ends up with him instead, and she stays with him every night but yet she says she wants us to have a baby and she loves me. but she's allways with him, he hates me, she acts like she hates me but still calls. she also says she is so stressed out and things are the way thay are cause we have ben fighting so much and ive hurt her ,and i need to change how i am. and that things will be better........................so i guess the problem is, i dont know whats going on with her, me ,eddy, any thoughts,advise,help,theory's, or ANNYthing would be greatly appreciated thanks justin

Just talk to her and try to get her away from the crank, which seems like the major problem. If she persists in scandalising and going behind your back don�t put up with it. Tell her its finished now and then if she doesn�t commit to you only. Give her one more chance AFTER you have got her away from the crack. If this doesn�t work just end it. She is the only thing that is putting you in this depressed state and nobody needs that.

Think also about the long-term affects she was talking about marriage and the whole kit and caboodle. If you when through the wedding and still had doubts you could see yourself facing a divorce and losing your house money and possibly if you have them your kids.

In retrospect try what i said and then see what happens. But most importantly dont worry about these circumstances this only escalates the problem. Remember there is always somebody in a worse situation.

Fuck it. If your gonna kill yourself over some stupid botch that doesn't care about you, the do it already and spare us the drama.

Normally I would tell you not to do it since your gonna regret it, but I'm getting tired of these lame reasons for suicide people are having. Remove yourself from the gene pool and continue the chain of survival of teh fittest.

If you can't hack it, then check out.

Geezus, this forum's turning into the Jerry Springer of totse..

Any woman that's gonna fuck you around to the point where her actions make you feel like killing yourself is not worth it.

End the relationship, quit seeing her, find someone else, and stay the fuck outta jail while you're at it too..

i say kill eddy, but dont let her find out it was you. and do it so that you dont get caught.

or you could just walk away seeing as she is still a junkie bitch who is fucking you around.

I agree with Suzie, blow her off now while you can. Perhaps you need to move (if you can) start over some where else.

You also seem to have a confidence problem and as a result seem to want to hang on to her... recognise the problem and deal with it. Do something you can manage and be proud off. Perhaps community service of some description. Again this may be easier if you move, or change your routine (perhaps pick up a hobby or sport if you have time).

In short, she's not worth it, move on and pull your life together.

Good luck!

The fact she smokes crank and won't stop should be enough of a reason to permanently be out of that shit. Just because she keeps calling you doesn't mean you can't tell her to bug the fuck off.

Kill Eddy and the girl, and if you still feel bad kill yourself as well.

END YOUR SUFFERING AND KILL YOUR SELF


LIFE IS FILLED WITH SUFFERING DEATH IS BETTER THAN SUFFERING

MWAHAHHAHAHHA

hehehhe more oxygen and natural recources for us non- suicidal people

Break off all contact with the bitch. If she calls hang up, delete any emails she sends and dont even open them, if she comes to your door slam it in her face without saying a word.

She's a crank-head whore and she's using you. Once she's out of your life you'll forget about her and meet someone new. Seriously, breaking off all contact with her will make it 10 times easier.

crak heads and junkies, are the same thing in my book, keep away from em and keep away from jail. Maybe one day when she sorts her self out you can be happy together, it seems obvious she's only with him to freeload his crank.

When he realises it he'll kick her out but she'll still be a crak head. I don't mean to be cruel to people with serious drug addictions having known one too many, but drug addicts arn't the same people, there just zombified messed up shells of the people they used to be.

Normally I'd say do it and quit whining. Unfortunatly I just had a mental image of your mom walking in and finding your brains splattered all over the wall. Just dump the fucking crack whore. Shit, I wouldn't touch a crack addict with a ten foot pole. What the fuck is wrong with you?

I second Suzie & Magician - Enough of the melodrama.

I didn't notice if you gave your age.

No matter: If you're whinning about killing yourself over a girl, you're too young to be killing yourself.

Wait until you get older and get some real issues that might be worth commiting suicide.

And still don't kill yourself.

If I didn't think the others here would throw bricks at me for repetition, I would tell you what I have had to deal with and continue to deal with on a daily basis.

Yet apart from some times when my maic-depression gets too out of control, I don't even think about offing myself.

So chill, forget the bit*h [easier said than done, I know, but also wayeasier than killing yourself].

[This message has been edited by Metaphysicist (edited 09-14-2002).]

Get her off crank.

It's probably the best thing you could do for her.

Or you could just shoot her.

peace out.
sph3ric pyramid.

Welcome to the world of hard drugs....

amazeing how much a chemical can fuck with someones nuerochemistry isnt it? yah... ill post more later shit came up g2g

OK, LISTEN UP. I merely STARTED to read the first line.
"So theres this girl love blablabla FUCKING BLA!"
ITS A PHASE! GET OVER IT!!

... ok I'm sorry. So i read the rest. She's permanenetly fucked up from crack. I'm sorry to say it but that's what happends.


Damnit. give me 2 days. I'll come up with something. Forgive me for the bitching. I just felt I shouldn't delete it so i could be honest. but i read the rest blablabla I'll shutup now. like i said, give me 2 days.

get the fuck out!!! she aint worth nufin. I been through it! don't fuck urself for sum1 who doesn't give a shit.

I'm XeNo, the sweet warm voice in your head. Eddy want to kill you, she hates you, I've seen them fuck. They're all against you. They're playing you, laughing at you. Now listen, you're the only one who can hear me or read my posts here on totse. None else can read this. I'm here to help you, before it's too late, before they've killed you. First you must lure eddy into your place, talk to him, but watch your back cause he'll be armed (to the teeth). Then ,when you see the opportunity, you stap him in his right eye with an icepick. Don't pull it out. When he dies hide him. Now get the bitch to you place. Be sweet, talk calmly and make shure she finds his body, then admire the look on her face as you break her knees with a bat. Rape the cripple slut and lock her up in a closet with eddys corps (make shure she's still alive). Then set the whole place on fire and kille 12 other innocent people.

Remember, I'm here to help you. Never talk to anyone about me. You're special and you're on a holy mission.

Now kill, KILL 'EM ALL.

If your chic is on crank, GET RID OF HER AS A GIRLFRIEND NOW!! If you don't get away from her NOW, the Hell you are experiencing now, will seem like kindergarten to you in the future----because it will get a WHOLE LOT WORSE!! Be smart, and STAY AWAY from her immediately. Love, Venus.

just checking in to see if the poor fella has up and killed himself over the crack ho yet????

You want My openion,
If you want to do it, do it the right, way take a couple of people down with you, kill them both, then kill your self. That will help get the crack head population down. and then everyone will be happy.
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Just kidding, Hey leave the girl, go out find yourself another woman and live on with your life, if that dont work go with my first idea

Two words: "Social Darwinism"

***READ THIS ONE****

Hey man here's the deal.
For one thing you shouldn't be going on totse asking people for advice. Most people don't give a shit about you, but I think you're a relatively nice guy in a shitty situation.
You're girl doesn't love you.. but you love her. She can't love you because she doesn't love herself whatsoever. Anyone who is a crank addict, is an exremely unstable person, and can't truthfully love another person for any other reason than selfish gradification.
Letme guess, when she comes back to you, you don't just chill and talk about problems, you guys probably have sex. You are a reliable fuck buddy for her, and you love her and she loves to be fucked by someone who loves her, because she wants to feel loved. Find another girl, you can do much better. I've been there, you'll always miss what could've been, but she was to selfish.

It's done.

Firstly - I wanna ask if crack and crank are the same thing? I'm assuming so.

Secondly - all you arseholes who are going on about him killing everyone, are a bunch of infantile ignoramus's. You think you're funny, clever, but you are merely juvenile slugs.

Please don't kill yourself, or anyone else. They're not worth it. Life's too short as it is, without you making it shorter. Sounds like you both have problems, issues, and my advice would be to get out of it now, get away if you can. Try and start a new life. You could make it on your own. I suspect making it with her along, would be pretty difficult tho.

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Originally posted by ChrisTPuncheR:
You want My openion

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no, two onions, please ..

Hmm, wonder where pink_e went. lol

YAY LETS ALL REJOICE

*whacker dances around his corpse*
"i am evil homer , i am evil homer"

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drug addicts arn't the same people, there just zombified messed up shells of the people they used to be.

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Amen to that... could'nt say that better myself.


Just get yourself out of the situation and let the two crackheads have their fun together - crackheads deserve each other.

Seriously man, my bro's ex-wife turned into a crack-head... he woke up one Saturday morning, she took his wallet & car, left him alone with their 3 kids and was shacking up with some dealer, he found her the following Sunday evening, walking down the street with no shoes & different clothes than what she left wearing... her excuse was 'they kept me locked in a room and forced me to drink Drain-O'

Who needs that shit? You're only asking for trouble if you stay with her, and real trouble, right down to the STD you'll probably get one day from her if she's whoring around.

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Originally posted by Tooth Fairy:
Firstly - I wanna ask if crack and crank are the same thing? I'm assuming so.

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No.

That confused me a bit; he couldn't seem to make up his mind: She smoked crank, yet called her a crackhead.

Crank: AKA Speed, meth, amphetamines, etc.

Crack: Rocked up cocaine for smoking[I think its free base coke, but I'm too lazy to double check right now, so don't quote me on that]

yes you are correct free base is crack.

powder cocaine is made by reacting crack cocaine with HCl, making an ammonium salt.

this is why powder cocaine destroys your sinus.

I think you believe to much what your beeng told, sometimes I listen to those girls, and I mnake them look that I take it as a yes, but I dont trust any of them.

Sayng shit like, "I loved you the first time I saw you," and giving all those huge reasons how much shes in love, is always fake to me, they try to make it look so freekn real, Ill never believe that type of shit talk, like theyre really desperate fucks who need love, yah right.

I wonder whats going on in their fuckn minds, they want some kind of control or what?

BTW dude, use paragraphs.

Man If a girl fools around with me, I always brought up the truth, and after she screws a second time, Ill just stay with her by playng her game to have her just for her body, sorry guys, thats how I do it,

but its not to be pervert or whatever, Its just that those fucks think they have you, Ill use here as I want cause shes tryng to use me, if it doesnt work, well I have the advantage cause she screwed with me once, so this can be my reason if things dont work out as I wanted to.

After that Im going to get what I want from her anyways, this shit has been going on in my mind since Ive been kid, all thise punks talking about smoking pot or how theyll get drunk in the woods at the end of the year, well I couldnt have dreamed better, to wait there till they all get drunk and take what I fuckn want.

Thats why you must listen to your parenst, my parents were tryng to help me, I one day decided to listen to them, thought about it, and here I am, go smoke your shit, you wont only lose some of your brain cells but also some pocket money.

Or when Im driving, were going abour 90, and some fuckers passes by the road, all the drivers brake, and slide(not on snow), but luckely we didnt hit the fucker, he was still walking while 2 vechicules were slindin on his sides. And hes walking like nothing happened, I realised he smokes to much after I came out to scream at the kid, well I just took his frrekn wallet hehe.

Hmm, man this subject brought some of my inside feelings out. Sorry for the off topic paragraphs, but take them as a lesson of life.

1# YOU DONT HAVE THE POWER TO MAKE ANY BODY DO NOTHING THEY DONT WANT TO DO.
2# YOU CAN INFLUENCE GOOD BEHAVIER BY BEING A ROLE MODAL, AND SETTING STANDERDS,AND BOUNDRIES.
3# ALL YOUR DOING IS ASKING FOR "ADVISE" YOUR REALY LOOKING FOR SOME TO CO YOU.
4# YOU WOULD GAIN AN ESCAPE GOAT FOR THE UNLIKELY EVENT THAT YOU DONT LIKE THE WAY THINGS TURN OUT.

5# MOST IMPORTANLY ARE YOU GOING TO KILL YOURSELF ON SOME ONE ELSES ADVISE? THAT WOULD BE DUM WHEN YOUR DEAD YOUR JUST DEAD ,YOU DONT HAVE THE OPPERTUNITY POINT ANY MORE FINGERS AT ANY ONE,

FOR YOU TO HERE SO MUCH GOSSIP SOUNDS LIKE YOU HANG WITH A CROUD THAT USES DRUGS TO. AND PROBABLY YOU TO...WHO IS TO SAY THERE ADDICTION IS WORSE THAN ANY ONE ELSES ADDICTION?

TAKE HER TO A MEETING N/A , AND LISTEN IF YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THEN KEEP GOING TILL YOU DO..

The caps burn my eyes!

I think you should spend all of your time and every second of your life with her.
eventually you will be so sick and tired of her shit you will just want to run...run ...run rabbit run!

ARGUMENT FROM UPPERCASE ASSERTION

KILL YOURSELF AND SPRUCE UP THE GENE POOL!1!!!
LET LIFE GET THE BEST OF YOU!1!1!!
REALITY: YOU CAN CHECK OUT, BUT YOU CAN'T LEAVE!!!1!!!111!11

LOLOLOLOOOLOLOLOLOLOOLLOOLOLOOO!!!!!11~~~~

Even his name and location are in all caps which means he hasnt take off the caps lock since June.

I FEEL DUMBER FROM READING WHAT DNGRSBLUEYES JUST "SAID".

I'M JUST PICTURING HIM AS A LARGE CAT PAWING KEYS AT RANDOM.

AHHHHH NOw I'm doing it. EVIL. AAAHHHHhhhhh

hey all you fuckers....what up. well i thought youd like a follow up, im gonna kill eddy, put kristin in jail and take a bus to florida (allready done 2 of those things)> well thanks for the advise replys and shit talking....but everyone who talked shit....im cuming for you. but yea ill keep you up to date j

dude, he is lyin cause Kristin blew me for 'rock' money just last night...

Damn chick drags her teeth...

Tell her to fuck off and go buy some weed and a few 40s and rent a good movie... And get it through your head the only person you can trust in this world is yourself.

don't believe anything she says, drug addicts are all the same, they lie, they come up with brilliant schemes to get money food, shelter ....
cut your losses and find a proper woman

anyone live in florida??? i need a place to stay for a few nights??????????

If you love her then try to stay with her, and try to help her....but you should leave not because of the drugs...she can get out of that if she wants to..........but the cheating and I don't care for what reason is fucked up......she can't care if you have told her that it is bothering you and she does not give a shit........I can tell you what to do but my advise is try to help her one more time...but like I said she has to want to change. Then if she doen't then leave her...it will be hard but sometime you have to.

so pink elfanut is a dude? i woulda figured a chick would use that name. you should be blue elfnuts or black elfnuts.

anyway man, the way that you score your chick back and keep her on a short leash is to keep all the crank in your house. she wont ever leave if you keep feeding her lines, so just go buy an ounce or something and start askin for sex in return for her fix. to hell with gettin her off of drugs; shes in the palm of your hand if you control her intake. just barely give her enough to stop shaking, then ask for some butt sex, after about 10 minutes youll be down with the brown and shell be cryin for crank by the time you bust it in her eye.

dont wanna sound like dick but FOR FUCKS SAKE MAN IT AINT THAT BAD!!!!!! there are people out there with worse problems than their girlfriend taking drugs and cheating on them! get out of man and stay out- clean up and straighten out and get yourself a better woman! Just 2 years ago i went out with some one that i thought i would always be with but one day i went back to our flat to find her sucking the dick of our tattooist turns out she wanted my name tattooed on her back but couldnt afford it so she sucked him off as payment but i caught them in the act kicked the shit outta him, stole his tattoo gear, and thru her out cos im takin no shit motherfucker!apart from that i was throw outta home wen i was about 15 i left my girlfriend that i was goin out with out at the time and she killed herself with a heroin od! i got diagnosed with bi-polar disorder (manic depression) wen i was 18 and got stuck on meds. and since then all ive done is look forward to the next day in the hope that something good will happen, ive been single 4 2 years now and im happier now than i was before but obviously bi-p manages to ruin that for me (or improve it) wen it feels like it! ISNT LIFE FUN! cheer up man your not the only one u just gotta realise that women (unless u really no that seh loves you and she doesnt fuck with you) on the whole can be exactly like men BASTARDS! cheer up bud lifes for enjoying not cyrin ova!

Even the most faithful women can cheat... they seem faithful, but I've heard so many times that a long time down the road into the relationship, it just kinda "happens" as they say...


In your case, pink efelant, I'd leave that bitch. No, seriously. Pack your shit, get out of there, and I swear to you that you will be so much happier than you are now within a few months. Life will be getting back to normal, and you know this relationship shit is all a game, people will always cheat on you, so you can either fall in love again or you can just forget relationships altogether. But I'll be honest with you, I know you love her, but she's putting you through too much dude, you're on the verge of killing yourself. Fuck that. Leave her. Once a woman cheats, it changes everything, love is hard though, but you need to forget about her. Quite frankly, she just isn't worth it.

now that I've thought about it more you should leave her..........You should not be put through that shit.........You don't desvere that (no one does).........Even though it may seem that you can't right now you will be able to get your life back together and then you will find someone who can treat you a hell of a lot better then she ever did.....don't kill yourself it's not worth it

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Originally posted by pink_efelant:
im gonna kill eddy, put kristin in jail and take a bus to florida (allready done 2 of those things)>

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Kills dude, jails chick....i like it