I'm feeling rather insecure at the moment, and I need someone to slap some sense into me. Just tell me that you love me/hate me/wouldn't care if I dremeled my toes off, etc. If you don't, I just might have to stay up all night writing poetry. Or not.

i don't remember you, that is definetly good. Happy smile to ya theta. feel better soon.

Let me give you a few of my favorite quotes:

'We've been spoon-fed baby food at school when we've hungered for steak.' -The Mentor

'I will not treat you equally, but I will treat you fairly.' -Woody Hansen, CPR Instructor

'The secret of happiness, you see, is not found in seeking more, but in developing the capacity to enjoy less.' -Socrates from The Way of the Peaceful Warrior by Dan Millman

I am not one of them.
I'm different.
I don't talk like they do.
I don't dress like they do.
I don't think like they do.

Perhaps I intimidate them
Or they intimidate me?
Am I better? Stronger?
Or inferior and weak?
Does it matter?

I seek that which I value,
I look for something else,
That they don't see.
That they don't hear.
That they don't believe.

I ask questions.
They are content.
I look for something new,
But they take what is there.
Do I expect to find anything?

And if I find the cure
Will I be happy?
Will they be happy?
Will they care at all?
Will it make a difference?

But it is such a lonely task,
And patience is finite,
And I just want to know if I'm right,
Or if I'm chasing shadows.
But no one seems to care.

Yet I stand outside, and knock,
And they say I can enter.
But I am fearful.
Will I become one of them?
Is the comfort more vital than the quest?

And so I disguise myself,
And walk with them.
But I yearn to be with them,
And I fight to stay away,
And I am torn.

No it shouldn't go in Vogon. It's not evil nasty poetry. It's balls-out honesty that hurts like hell.

*shrugs* who gives a fuck? unveil yourself, and stop being one of them. be whatever the fuck you want to be. if they don't accept you, then, fine. at least you're being honest, neh?

peace out.
sph3ric pyramid

Ok, enough bullshitting fellas,
http://www.thisisacryforhelp.com

That is the most fucked up comic site I ever saw (found it a year ago). The Thicker Than Water strips are good though.

Didn't you post the link to Something Positive? Or was that someone else.

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Originally posted by Prometheus:
Didn't you post the link to Something Positive? Or was that someone else.

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Someone else.

*Nox gives theta a kiss*

*Nox gags, then barfs*

*Nox gargles, brushes teeth, and splashes on copious quantities of disinfectant*

*Nox asks himself, 'What is wrong with you?'*

*Nox figures out it was a 'stupid attack'*

*Nox wishes he would have patted theta on the back instead*

*Silly Nox*


Nox

Ummm, thanks, Nox. I think.

Well, I think my hormonally-fucked-up brain is through with its depression for now, so I'll go back to being the witty, cynical bastard I usually am. Thank you all for your kind, hateful, or otherwise emotional words. Most of all, thank you for putting up with bullshit like this. Mr. Scotty has disengaged the poor-me drive, and we're currently cruising at 3/4 slack.

I promise I'll be happy from now on...or I'll lie and say I am.

Umbilical cord jambalaya, anyone?