<Guestsachin> hi
<Guestsachin> shall we chat?
<Bongmano> hello
<Bongmano> I suppose
<Guestsachin> i m sachin from india
<Guestsachin> 27/m
<Bongmano> oh, interesting
<Bongmano> what brings you to totse?
<Guestsachin> tell me about this chat room
<Guestsachin> i m new here
<Guestsachin> and the thing is i m thinking of commiting suicide
<Guestsachin> u here?
<Guestsachin> hello
<Bongmano> oh ya
<Bongmano> so why suicide?
<Guestsachin> i m disabled for past 4 year's
<Guestsachin> i had an accident
<Guestsachin> i m tired with all these pain's
<Guestsachin> amswer me man
<Bongmano> oh, IM here
<Guestsachin> answer me then
<Guestsachin> can u help me?
<Bongmano> well, if you really want to kill yourself
<Guestsachin> yes
<Guestsachin> i want painless death
<Bongmano> if it was me I wouldn't have the guts to
<Guestsachin> tell me
<Bongmano> I don't believe in an afterlife and non-existence is scary
<Guestsachin> ok,tell me painless and fast way
<Bongmano> can you get a gun?
<Guestsachin> no
<Bongmano> hmmm
<Guestsachin> tell me few easily available drug's
<Guestsachin> can u?
<Bongmano> I don't think there are any fast or painless drugs
<Bongmano> I don't know of any
<Guestsachin> sleeping pills
<Guestsachin> ?
<Bongmano> I've heard those can get messy
<Bongmano> and they're never for sure
<Guestsachin> how?
<Bongmano> people puke them up
<Guestsachin> u know any name?
<Bongmano> no
<Bongmano> I just know people rarely succeed by taking pills
<Bongmano> people find them unconcious
<Bongmano> bring them to the hospital
<Bongmano> I'd find a tall building or cliff
<Bongmano> then jump off it
<Bongmano> head first
<Guestsachin> then?
<Bongmano> then you hit the ground
<Bongmano> splat
<Guestsachin> hey potasium chloride is easily available?
<Bongmano> I don't know

End of conversation.

[This message has been edited by Bongman (edited 07-09-2001).]

That's fucking heavy man... It's sad that he feels like that, but...

The quickest way I can think of is the gun though... slit wrists is painful, neck is painful, if you get cut in the artery in your leg or neck you last a couple of seconds...

Overdoses last ages, and are excruciatingly painful... the only way of killing yourself is by using a gun. Otherwise, you'll have to get someone else to kill ya.

Suffocation is probably the nastiest way to die... or drowning mebbe.

Mebbe put some explosives in ur mouth... there's plenty in totse's text philes...

Even so.... many, many disabled people live fairly happy lives, and die of old age...

i'd take a fucken flatliner and have one day of glory before i died...

Plenty of people have wound up with a bullet lodged in their palate, or one thats bounced around inside their skull a few times without hitting anything vital.

If you want to go out with a gun, rig a shotgun up with wires to take out the pons. Otherwise, use a large calibre JHP and aim right between the eyes.

Personally I think the best way would be monoxide gassing, provided you don't change your mind halfway through. Then you'll take a couple months to die.

potassium chloride is pretty easily available, its a salt substitute that is made for people who like salt but are not allowed to have too much sodiud. interveneously, relatively large amounts are deadly.

first of what does "sachen" mean. "Im sachen from india". what the fuck does that mean.

ok, now. He is indian. and indians believe in reincarnation. or most do. but they also believe in not harming things because thats bad karma. so if he hurts himself and believes in that reincarnation shit then he is probubly going to come back as a vegitable. His god or natures way of getting him back. maybe a silly little veggie like a tunip. or something smelly like a clove of garlic.

OR MAYBE... a roasted marshmellow jellybean!

ewwwww.
maybe smores