i have really become depressed recently. i do nothing right. most times, i'm not happy. any decisions i make look good at first, but then reveal themselves to be negatively life-altering. what the fuck is wrong with me? everything is getting all fucked up and i'm not liking it.

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...ever since, I've been The Champ.

Do lots of drugs.

Do you have a hobby? Art, Mechanics, Stamp or bug collecting. maybe a girl friend? occupy yourself.

if all else fails. Come join my elitist army of destruction. We will destroy islam together.

rangeviper: hang in there man. I'm no expert, but they say it gets worse before it gets better.

hedonism like your username do you really believe in hedonism? I consider myself a hedonist at most times.

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cogito, ergo sum

If you can't afford drugs. Drink copious amounts of cheap malt liquor. Like Colt 45.

Get laid......

white witch: i have some hobbies, mostly sports but i can't even do them becasue i'm stuck in a shitty dead-end job.

hedonism: well i think it's about time for the better part to kick in because some times things seem they can't get worse. and just when i start to think they can't get worse... they do.

white witch: thought about cults, destruction, the whole 9 yards. but if worse ever came to worse i don't want to make anyone else feel like i do. i turn the anger/hate/sorrow inward, not outward.

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...ever since, I've been The Champ.

Quit your job. There are others.

You now what, you probably have clinical depression. Go see your doctor and get prozac, the soma of our modern world.

will you all stop with the drug shit, and the alternatives, fuck hiding from reality, confront it,

drugs, different cituation same result, same as the job shit,

fuck have all my posts been in vein, ahh fuck i have better things to do rang v, you proberly wouldent grasp it,

so pah,

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Originally posted by Templeton:
If you can't afford drugs. Drink copious amounts of cheap malt liquor. Like Colt 45.

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#1 Olde English
#2 Shlitz Blue Bull

No others.


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http://www.thekan.org
inspectaneck@hotmail.com

you're not the only one who feels that way. i can totally relate to what your saying. my life sux too.

the only thing that i've tried to make myself even the littliest bit happy is to not look at everything in such a negative way, but then again, that shit only works once and a while...

i don't know, just hang in there man, life can't suck forever (at least i hope)

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Originally posted by rangeviper:


white witch: thought about cults, destruction, the whole 9 yards. but if worse ever came to worse i don't want to make anyone else feel like i do. i turn the anger/hate/sorrow inward, not outward.

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umm thats your problem. Your imploding. you need a release. after work go dancing with some sexy co workers.

"after work go dancing with some sexy co workers."

don't think i haven't tried. unfortuantely the one of interest seems to enjoy playin with me (not in the good way), which is adding to my loss of self-worth.

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...ever since, I've been The Champ.

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Originally posted by nihilistic:


fuck have all my posts been in vein

so pah,

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No, I liked them.



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You're in a laundry room, You're in a laundry room, the clue just came to you? Oh.

hey rangeviper i feel for you man, hang in there. ive been depressed basically my whole life, its gotten worse in recent years. i find a good cure is meditation. drugs can sometimes help you escape from reality, but then once the drugs are gone the reality is back and worse than ever because you are out of drugs. so try meditation, it has really helped me. also i am talking to a psychologist and a psychiatrist currently. my psychologist is really cool. this may sound dumb or whatever but he has really helped me out a lot just by talking to him. i was glad i was able to talk to someone who understands and can understand what i have to say.

I get what you mean. Depression sucks, but - hey...I could bitch for hours about my problems, and I do - alot, and you could bitch for hours, and it wouldn't help change a thing. I fuck up everything, and do every little bit wrong also. It seem's like no matter what you do, everyone else just seems 'better'.. almost like 'the grass is greener,' but who the fuck see's any green on my side of the gate? Well, sure they'll see me if I have green (marijuana that is),,, heh. So, don't let it get you down. Fake boosters of happyness are fun. Pills, heh. So ya know what, just be your self.
all my friends are throwing a party and won't let me come over... so that's depression. I even have weed too, lol.

Why is there even fences in the first place?

Women can make ya feel good, unfortunately, if things don't work out just right, ya feel worse than ever. Get a job that you really like, it really helps....or, if you can't, work towards getting one that you like. You'll have to work most of yer life, it takes a great deal of yer time, do work you like.

i've been thinkin about a shrink or something. i think i may just need to talk and have someone listen without judgement. and i need someone who won't pass judgement cuz i've got a lot of fucked up shit to say. and when i really think about it, i don't want to end up using Mr Burns' amnesia ray.

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...ever since, I've been The Champ.

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Originally posted by Mazzy12345:
my life sux too.

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Yes, add me to the list of people whoes lives suck as well. I often post on bbs's to cheer myself up. The more meaningless the better.


(I'v had a few drinks, you may want to buckle up)



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the blind, voiceless, mindless gargoyles whose soul is Nyarlathotep.

Self-expanding time foam....

Like self-expanding packing foam only

whats being shipped is your life

having your own helicopter would make more sense

you could worry about hitting wires just when you were least expecting it and then when you di make a truly crucial mistake, people could go "whoops helicopter crash" like it was a joke or something.

Control may seem important, but you'd be amazed at how much room for error and retrial, ala plan b, ergo "If it hadn't of been me I'd of laughed like a mother fucker"

think about it in retrospect before it happens, it's totally doable. My technique is to always take a few seconds to exercise your most valuable asset, your imagination, life can be unbelievably fucked, if you can imagine it you can do it and if you can so can someone else.

I like to just take a few seconds to imagine the worst possible case scenario for anything in which I am involved and either taking for granted or making a descision about, just fire up the ol noodle and cook up some truly fucked scenario.

It's sorta like self sabotage to keep from getting hurt in the first place only you keep it in your head and go ahead and take people at face value, events as they appear to be until something tells you that maybe they're not.

When that happens, start asking questions run the worst cse scenario by someone who's involved or even someone who isnt, could that be whats really going on?

Yes or no? say yes, do something different! be brave, everyperson is just one person , nobody counts for more than one body.

You might just surprise yourself and find out that you can live safely with out being self-expanding time foam and endeavoring consciously or not, to get a handle on everything in your realm, cause if you do do that, and as you see, it isn't too hard to decide your screwd, then there isn;t anyroom left for anything or anyone else but what you've manifested and notarized.

I'm totally serious, just take a deep breath and realize that there is plenty of time and plenty of space for you to live and laugh and love and hate and be right and be wrong, it's not worth the view to insist on coloring in the whole picture before you turn the page to the next one.
Just color a little bit where you know exactly what color you want there and go through the rest of the book and do the same, eventually you;ll probably give the crayons a rest and maybe draw some pictures of your own.

Mr. Johnson

I have a few sugestions.

Occupy yourself.
Do that home improvement project you've been putting off.
Play a vidio game (something without too much thinking and lots of action. Nothing repitious, that will just make it worse.
Try to improve on that old family recipie.
Hang out in hardware stores.

Relax.
Sit back and listen to some music (not that 9 inch nails shit, something calming.) And breathe deeply.
Fly a kite.
Walk around on trails or in the woods.
Read a good book.
Go to the beach and get sunburn (always works for me.)

Feel good about yourself.
Do good things for no apparent reason (eg. taking out the trash for an elderly neighbor.)
Find other people with problems and try to talk them through those problems.

Exercise is the best drug.
I like to go jogging at 3 am and I like to ride my bike, but do what works best for you.