i 'am a peer helper. i understnad what peole go througt everday day. i myself went throught alot. so it someone need t ospeak about a problem. let me know. i'll be glad to listen and help out

So, that's the step 11 in the 12 step program?

Why would anyone open there heart and vague unspecified problems to you, A person who we know nothing about other than you want to hear our collective problems, that make you fairly weird and in being weird I and I suspect no one else will want to share their problems with you.

Apart from anything else we've got our own agony aunt in the form of the lovely Suziegirl.

Why do you think your our peer anyway?

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~Kameron
Carpe Aptenodytes! (Seize the Penguins!)

I think I'm more like Dr Ruth lol.. I only give advice on sex and gaming..

hey dont be so hard on him, sometimes its nice to talk to people about life and problems or whatever. im not trying to sound like a fairy, but he's offering an ear to anyone who needs someone to listen to them. thats a nice thing for a stranger to do.

Dr. Ruth my ass, I never saw her give advice on gaming..

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Originally posted by JCX:
hey dont be so hard on him, sometimes its nice to talk to people about life and problems or whatever. im not trying to sound like a fairy, but he's offering an ear to anyone who needs someone to listen to them. thats a nice thing for a stranger to do.

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Yah, Like a bar tender

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Originally posted by Suziegirl:
I think I'm more like Dr Ruth lol.. I only give advice on sex and gaming..

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Why would any body want advice on anything else duh

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~Kameron
Carpe Aptenodytes! (Seize the Penguins!)

Thanx. But don't think you know what you are letting yourself in for, there are some seriosly fucked up people on this board, nihilistic being one of many...


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Do as I say, Not as I do.

I like fairies

Bartenders dispense spirited beverages.

what do you mean by saying that you would understand.

okay willy boy, 2001 years of greed and subjugation, poooolutiong of the lands and minds, and the demise of the planet by the current awarenss and state of hierachey

all backed up by time is running out.

i have burnt churches dwelled in violence, but now know how to really hurt the system and spread awareness and plot the demise from projects of infomation aginst the vatican and for earth friendly technology,

plus i finace shit with a meth lab,
play black metal,(guitarest)

am a founding member of an extreme metal idividually terroist based nihilist arcanum horde,

have such a low tolerance to humans but bask in strength, i train 5 days a week, (weights plus two killing techniques)

make bombs, sodermize lambs(christians etc)

havent seen my parents since i was 17 teen,

am surposed to be in his top job , a resort manager in fiji,

went to the one of the nmost expensive shcoolz in the world, got kicked out for hiring a blow up doll,

know that the race are weak and corrupt by the empirical sense,

and am plotting a major attack on your senses.

please to meet you man, where is the waiting room.

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totally nihilistic


[This message has been edited by nihilistic (edited 04-22-2001).]

ow yeah and i forgot, im 27 102 kilos, and dont drink or take drugs.

bwhahahahahahahahahahaah

and i am totally nihilistic.

[This message has been edited by nihilistic (edited 04-22-2001).]

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ow yeah and i forgot, im 27 102 kilos, and dont drink or take drugs.
bwhahahahahahahahahahaah and i am totally nihilistic.

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READ:
I'm an idiot, I like to lie a lot, and my attention span is slightly bigger than my asshole.

ps - feel free to interpret in any other way.



[This message has been edited by sckbch (edited 04-22-2001).]

Idiot? Hardly.

He is convinced that civilization--and I'll bet even time--began in the year 1 AD.

Now they are saying that the first tribe to wonder Europe was an african tribe.. they found the oldest bones known to man outside of london or some place near and the DNA matches that of some tribe in cameroon.

This is the last thing i want to hear. Im tired of people saying all people were black. and that some black people couldnt handle the heat of africa so they moved to europe and mutated. I think thats so fucking racists and ignorant.

nah i want to be like sch bch, haha, be on a prozac high and then come down and listen to the pixies and pour my meaningless lack of motervation in to litriture, and then say lame insults bwhahahahahahahahahahahahahah

help me , bwhahahahah

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yeah i see the angle white whtch, you see science is only basing their knowledge on what they have found, there can be alot of evidence that exiss out there that can prove and disprove the theory of every thing,

see there is no basis of knowledge of TRUTH
-that is nihilism.

*gets ready to sodermize the prozac weakling*

haha bch, one last thing anti depresent ,

we have already been there about the lien and info that i proved you and your desperate attempt to try and cling to was false,

you lie and shit,
and my photo of my self will be the final blow so dont try your memory weakling,

unless you are prepard to go through all that again,

i think you might run out of pills this time bch

*i feel its is time for.....*

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hahaharrr

blow it out your ass z3m you fucking worm!!!!!
..............and quietly.

but dont forget to read below


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profanatory irreverence

what you think-is weak
what know-is useless
what your are-is both!!!

HEY~! hi!

over here!! NO DOWN here.. hey, you like to talk about problems huh? Well, i've got some problems.. alot.. maybe not as much as some people but enough to keep you getting coffee for HOURS if not DAYS. So lets start shall we?
Umm.. hey! I know, there is no such thing as shrinks.

You pay a person to give you a perscription that you pay for, of some type of drug.

They check interactions, keep a log to make sure you don't kill your self.

and say good bye.

Good bye.

HELP me you fucking faggit HELP ME

Are you bleeding yet Kansas? Bloody fucking westerner. Hey, you know what....

Just fuck you! You're not even good at helping your self. Go help your fucking self, and stop being so god damn insecure too. Like right now, move your arm away from your stomach.. there you go.. a very 'open' gesture now, good.. now.. keep the tone of voice flowing.. a 1-2-3-1-2-3... go, with it... yes.

Good.

Good.
Very good!

nihilistic you are the biggest fucking freak on this entire rock (earth). you need to join all the other mentaly retarded people in a mental hospital and except the fact that if you were correct about all the shit you talk about the goverment or "they" (whoever they are) would have killed you by now.

and now you can moan and cry about how they can't find you and have tried to kill you many times before.

go home, get a small job, invest in video games, and live the rest of your life trying to get the highest possible score on the original double dragon for nintendo.

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cogito, ergo sum

cogito, ergo sum. isnt that what raverz_choice used to put at the end of all his posts? (hint hint)

Like I say you have a job ahead of you...

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Do as I say, Not as I do.

That guy openned a whole can of worms here.
As Per normal nilo posts more than everyone else put together but there you go.

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~Kameron
Carpe Aptenodytes! (Seize the Penguins!)

othium = RC

He said it a month ago.

HEAL ME YOU SUNUVABITCH.

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Originally posted by othium:
nihilistic you are the biggest fucking freak on this entire rock (earth).

all the shit you talk about the goverment or "they" (whoever they are) would have killed you by now.


go home, get a small job, invest in video games, and live the rest of your life trying to get the highest possible score on the original double dragon for nintendo.

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hehh ehhahaaarrr, little raverz,

you 'fryed' fucking deluded oxy theif,

the government havent tryed to kill me,(yet)

nintendo sux arse, so does double dragon, i dont play video games any ways,

see whilst your over there in mad cow county, fryen your brain, thinken about the pac man music and life style you are only capable of living(controlled) in,

i am out training and educating myself,

kaos weakling,
pisses on your drug fryed brain(that you mention you take all the time)

antithesis... the symetry of function will deconstruct in the face of these virulent disorders....
*laughs at the junkie as he cant understand english*

ow yeah this is nihilistic mocking the the rules in chaos,

the illusion is fallen lambs,

regurgitate the its need, and invoke suffering and speak the names of hierachey with mockery embitted toungue, ursup pantheons ursup the body

rise the fucking hatred war encompassing law of inordinate disorder suffering,

mockery.. of its life

i am your death, i am hatred, i am one of the many.... in the fury of battle lust.

*sodermizes raverz*

thanx for calling me a freak man, i train hard to get big, bwhahahahaahaha




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profanatory irreverence

what you think-is weak
what know-is useless
what your are-is both!!!

Nihil, i think you have relised that the government already controlls you, there is nothing you, or a small group of people can rectify. You are right, the government controlls each and every one of us, yes even you, they relise that some people will try and fight the sysytem, which is quite impossible, there is no way that the system can be reverrsed or moulded in any way. Its grown to big now. The only way to truely correct the wrongs is to destroy human existance once and for all and let history repeat itself and hopefully it wont repeat the same process that has occured here this time.

Humans are the problem with the earth not the people you refer to. Sure they are the ones controlling, but the majority of people are happy enough to go with the flow so to speak. i have figured it out a loooooong time ago that you cant beat the sysytem the best thing you can do it use the system to your advantage. Then in the end you will have won. Just dont belive too hard or it will take you too.

P.S. Hateing everyone in the human race will not help you one bit on your quest. I suggest you listen to other peoples views too, Otherwise you will be stuck with your first twisted ideas, listen and expand your knowledge and perceptions.

Nice comebacke, Nihilism. You're dumb.

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"and what you should doubt should be that any thing you say would get my attension,"

I think everyone should just give Z3m all of their money so he can make a super big airplane to fly to minnesota in...

pc thug, interesting i give you my thoughts,

frozen in time your own fear, and in resentment turning and serving the machine that enslaves you is a natural reaction, for some one that would think that by extent of the damage and amount of people here, that infomation cant effect people and not change them and their ways.

you see incapasity, i see strength, know the difference.

your reality makes you live in conformaty
me it makes me more of an individual,

you are young and have a mind of your own, before it turns rotten,

as Negative existential hypotheses in natural language can be supported by the failure of proofs of their contradictories, but positive existential hypotheses are not made plausible by the failure of disproofs of their denials." Michael Scriven

here is the Virus of the Week

the virus is simple text that you can replicate easily with modern technology or even in partial elements through word of mouth or written communication. We hope to spread the word of our crusade to all corners of the world, so that those who have waited long time for revenge will hear the call and take weapons to war!

This week's virus:

Your Time is Wasted
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Humanity: we labor so long and our labor gets us only unnecessary complications from society.Government, culture, and social behavior have become excuses to force us to spend, to keep the economy in forward motion despite its lack of any enduring value. Yet when we question a normative force restricts or brutalizes us.

This tendency originates in the ideas of Christian thought, where man's fundamental
characteristic is being an imperfect creature modeled after the perfection of god. All focus is on the debt of individual humans to the collective goal, or god. Pride and individuality are negated and the overwhelming need of human fear is rectified as a high goal. Furthermore,hard work is idealized and real-world benefits are envisioned are reward for following the path
of Christianity, justifying the righteousness and greed of executors of Christian leaders.


A philosophical sickness, this confusing array of paradoxical objectives has left guilt-ridden humans in fear for many years, restricting western philosophy in order to provide a good source of obedient labor who do not question a world of control. The ideas of Christianity propagate to many levels of human interaction and force a weaker protocol of expression to lead each person toward the conclusion, and acceptance, of helplessness.

The forces of the CHRISTIAN HOLOCAUST cast doubt upon this idea of concrete obedience to a morally correct omnipotent force. To rid this age of this vast curse of weakness we pledge our violence to eradicating the continuation of these ideas by murdering those who believe them in today's world so that next generation may be free of this idiocy.


Support the WAR AGAINST CHRISTIANITY and turn your mind toward deconstructing their lie. Reject their behaviors and do not indulge their guilt, but murder them with gleeful ire. Let the rotting corpses on crosses convince others of the impotence of Christian logic, and may the stench of slaughtered minions feed the tears of god as he laments an empire destroyed. For too
long god and his followers have made profit from the enslavement of their believers, and their believers have in turn corrupted the earth with weakness. Now revenge strikes and SURE DEATH FOR CHRISTIANS follows!

SUPPORT THE CHRISTIAN HOLOCAUST

- god and nihilistic-bwhahahah

and zzzzz3m, just becasue your a string bean,and in street fights take ppl's shoes off and hit them with it, bhahah you fucking worm, that was a cool come back for being called a freak, like you would know what cool is slap nuts.

Don't you live in your dad's car and stuff?

Nope, he lives close to the public library, behind the dumpster.

ok, i double checked, it is step 11 in 12 step program.

lol sckbch.. Hey, whatever happened with your brother? How's he doing?

To get his shoe off I had to knock him down and hold him there...

I don't see how that makes me a "string bean". Specially being 180 and 6'.

are you a fucking biker man,

fuck me,

you better not be shitten me man,!!

are you really 180,

fuck man,

i now have some respect,

see i cant take the bch, seriously,

or fabio or the nerd bch,

as i know bch is this tiny wimp, i will prove that when i post my photo, and fabio is just a fag, that spends way too much time in front of the mirror,(that hair is so nice man)

well you must have a bit of excess body fat man, i cant give you a program to get rid of that, when i was working i was a personal trainer, LOL

hey fabio. dood, havent you taken any notice of my posts you beutiful man, i havent seen my dad since i was 17,LOL

and i have more money than you man, i deal meth you fag, i dont spend my money on material shit, haha, i laugh at your west holywood yuppie try hard envy, i have the top of the line stuff when i do get stuff, like my lab top etc, but that is only to get things done faster,

materialism is meaning less, your enslaved by it, it controlls your happiness, i could live in a dumspter, and still have more than you and the disabled cunts could ever have.

LOL



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profanatory irreverence

what you think-is weak
what know-is useless
what your are-is both!!!

Oh, Suzie, he's doing every drug he can lay his hands on. Being sixteen and sober don't go well together.

sckbch.. that's too bad..

All I can do is advise, and who knows how much attention he pays to what I have to say. You can't force him - that's the rebellious age, but hopefully, there will be no horrible mistakes to learn from.

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Originally posted by nihilistic:

and i have more money than you man, i deal meth you fag, i dont spend my money on material shit, haha, i laugh at your west holywood yuppie try hard envy, i have the top of the line stuff when i do get stuff, like my lab top etc, but that is only to get things done faster,

materialism is meaning less, your enslaved by it, it controlls your happiness, i could live in a dumspter, and still have more than you and the disabled cunts could ever have.

LOL

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HAHA, You're trying to compare the standard of fucking island shithole Australia to LOS ANGELES??? Now that is FUNNY!!!!!!! LOL WAIT, NOT LOS ANGELES!! ORANGE COUNTY!!!!! Hey Nihil, save up 357,000 (the median over here) dollars then try and buy a house in my county, you pathetic little bitch. Dickless, piss ant. BUHAHAHAHA *chokes on laughter* Cough, cough, HAHAHAHAH Nihilism, you slutress!!

Los Angelies, Australia, what does it matter, nothing here really matters.

I remember how good the gui gets in a few years.

You can be anywhere...

fab, my beutiful bro from the yupppie side of west holy wooood, hehehe, hey fab,
thanks for taking time out of your forum 'fags that care for vanity' and putting in your relative two cents fabio.

1) industry and concrete makes your land use less, and your yuppie envy for expensive realestate, meaning you are ripped off hehehe is even more funnier than you on a bad hair day fab.

2) i can make that amount of money in about 4 weeks , so lets not go there lokil.

3) australia, has more natural untouched country than your big load of polluted concrete,

and the riches people here, choose to live out around a rich green tree/mountainous area, with lotza land and no smogggggggg

but fabio, bro, the most beutiful dood here at toste, hehehe, i want to go hang out with you when im there man, and we can go to all the trendy clubs, with our mobiles and sit in cafe's and pretend that we are richer than we really are, and have have l.a conversations.

i cant wait bro, i am so exicited,

can i bring all my horde members and terroists, and band members, we will behave our selfs.

i have never said this to a man before fabio, but you are the most beutifull man in the world.

BUHAHAHAHA, youre funny. And I live off my rents, so go live in the outback, tell me who wins survivor.

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Originally posted by nihilistic:
fab, my beutiful bro from the yupppie side of west holy wooood

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You fruit cake, I go to school in Palos Verdes, but live in Orange County, not West Hollywood. W.H. is for you and your "members" lol. Late, nerd.

he shoots.. he scores..

shot him down lokil.. thats what i like to see..
die, nihil..