Okay so ive been with this chick for 5 months and everything has been sweet.. i went away for 2 weeks and the day before i got back she decided she was going away.. i fucking cracked the shits.. i had every righ to though.. when she got back i we had words.. and things havent really been the same.. she now says she doesnt know if she is ready for a full on relationship.. i love her to bits and she swears that she loves me same.. because things have been a bit rough the last couple of weeks i thinks she thinks that things cant go back to how they were.. and i cant convince her otherwise.. i am completely over what happened.. i suggested that we just meet up for lunch with no pressure and leave it at that.. in other words she wants to take it really slow.. i really do not want to lose her by cracking it but my patience is starting to wear thin.. we are completely mad about each other there is just something there that stopping things from progressing.. i guess another one of those fucking head games.. is she testing me

So you guys get into an argument and now it's completely irreparable?
You guys don't seem to be in the right place in your lives for a relationship together.

Take it slow, enjoy each others' company and see what happens.

i dunno

i see i repairable but she doesnt.. and yes take it slow and enjoy each others company is my plan.. becuase i dont wanna lose her and she doesnt wanna lose me.. i do want the relationship.. and she said she was totally prepared for it before i went away she seemed more prepeared than me.. she said that she wanted to be a part of my life.. but she got back because of the fight things went weird and no she is convinced its inrepairable.. i suppose taking it slow is the best option