This is the worst fucking New Year's ever. I'm alone and without drugs or alcohol.

Last night I got my money jacked by a nigger. I gave him the money and he just led me around to a few buildings and then finally came upon one with this white guy with bad teeth. They told me to wait in the lobby and went into the elevator and then I basically waited for about 20 minutes until I said "fuck it" and left.

Sure it was my fault for fronting the money but still. The saddest part is that he was definitely a dealer but he just decided to pull this shit because he saw a bitch in me. I don't blame him either. Not only was I still slightly buzzed from some shit OTC codeine pills and ran my mouth like a moron saying stupid ass things but I'm also not really experienced with this type of this (interacting with dealers).

I'm really depressed now. On one hand, I'm disappointed in myself and on the other, I'm pissed off because there aren't any decent people in the world who won't fucking take advantage of you just because you're not a hardcore wigger who speaks in slang or dresses in baggy clothing and wears jewelery or some shit like that.

Oh, and on another note, I'm sure someone will tell me that I should have waited around and beaten the guy's ass or that I should find him now and do it but this guy was fucking huge. He was towering over me at over six feet.

If I ever foster up the courage to try to do business with a dealer again, I'm not going to front the money but since similar things have happened to me before, I am getting real fucking discouraged indeed. Fool me twice, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. Fool me three times and I fucking quit.

Anyone else have these types of experiences?

B&M..

You only waited 20 minutes?

Fuck man, what would they be doing for longer than that? It's not like they were MAKING pharms for me.

Plus, a bunch of other people were getting suspicious about me just hanging around in the lobby and several other cracked out looking people who were going back and forth were offering me shit or asking for cigarettes.

Fuck man, what would they be doing for longer than that? It's not like they were MAKING pharms for me.

Plus, a bunch of other people were getting suspicious about me just hanging around in the lobby and several other cracked out looking people who were going back and forth were offering me shit or asking for cigarettes.

dude sometimes if you have to wait five hours its like, not that long

twenty minutes is nothing

dude sometimes if you have to wait five hours its like, not that long

twenty minutes is nothing

In an apartment lobby in the wee hours of the morning?

At least if this was entirely my fuckup then someone is having a nice time with that money.

..how much money we talkin' here?

I learned not to front money last summer, when some NIGGER, never returned, after several hours of waiting around, then going to his apartment, i said fuck it.

$50.00

rip

$50.00

rip

I bet you wouldn't call him a nigger if he was around. Would you? I don't think you would.

I bet you wouldn't call him a nigger if he was around. Would you? I don't think you would.

that reminds me of the time I was in the car with two of my white best friends and this big (like huge) black guy that we were driving around to buy us X from his guy

and so we get them and I'm all excited and so I yell out, "fuck yeah nigga!"

and then I'm like "oh shi-"

but it was all in good fun and laughter, as he said,

"anyone who has the balls to say it has the right to"

I bet you wouldn't call him a nigger if he was around. Would you? I don't think you would.

No I wouldn't.

you need a gun pull that shit out and hit the motherfuckers teeth out. Then tell that nigger to give you your god damn money back before you have to clean his brain matter off the walls.

Hardcore

But yea, I've learned over the years that if your desperate enough to go to the ghetto to cop, take the extra step and bring some protection with you. Whether it be a pair of brass nuckles, a nice stilleto, or for large purchases a ratchet and a friend. You just never know ;)

Break out the nutmeg ;)