Right now I'm downloading The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. It looks like a pretty good movie so it should be enjoyable. Then I'll probably watch Burn After Reading because I've heard good things about it.

I've got maybe three shots of cheap vodka in a water bottle; I had 2 liters ,but my mom fucking poured it out. Stupid cunt. I've got a few good nugs of headies leftover that I'm gonna load into the bong. I took a 15mg adderall (not the xr bullshit) so I'll going to be awake for a good while. Oh, and I have kpins so I should get pretty wasted.

What about you?

Fucking people in the south hemisphere

Their holidays are hot, sunny and the nights are cool and apt for getting wasted without worrying about feeling cold.

Happy new year :D

5 more hours left...

You might be wasting my time. My sister and mom saw it a week ago and said it had to be the worst, longest, 3 hour movie of the year.

It wasn't that bad, but it was pretty fucking long.


I'm not sure what I'll be doing. My friends have all been flakey, so I might just go to my girlfriend's house and see a movie at the dollar theatre. Maybe have a nice slushie. It should be nice.

If someone gets back to me I'll probably be playing a couple rounds of beer pong, then calling it a night.

I wont be doing a whole lot. Others will be going to parties, I'm staying on my own. I dislike being around exceptionally happy, optimistic people.

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In other news:

http://www.americaswineshop.com/images/bn/160/26794.jpg

Somebody left a bottle of that to chill in the snow outside my front door last night.

Having never seen this particular bottle before, I found out that the price for it ranges for around $250~500.

Around the neck of the bottle was a heartwarming little note just for me. It made me feel good. It made the holiday season not suck for me. The note and the fact that somebody, somewhere was thinking about me is what feels good.

I needed something like this.

I wont be doing a whole lot. Others will be going to parties, I'm staying on my own. I dislike being around exceptionally happy, optimistic people.

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In other news:

http://www.americaswineshop.com/images/bn/160/26794.jpg


I would sell it and get my money's worth of drugs.

I would sell it and get my money's worth of drugs.

You underestimate how much this means to me.

Be glad you have alcohol. I'm stuck at home, alone, with nothing. No alcohol, smokes, drugs. Nada.

Chillin' like a villain.

Life's only good as you make it.

You underestimate how much this means to me.

Explain in great detail then. Who gave it to you your mom?

Me too.
:(
NYE blows this year.

Explain in great detail then. Who gave it to you your mom?

My mom didn't give me this, no. I never knew my real mom and my foster mom is a bitch.

This was the only gift that I received this year, and the accompanying note seems to suggest that whoever gave this to me cares. For somebody who feels like they have nobody, this is an extraordinary feeling. For the first time in years, I know for a fact that somebody really cares about me.

I know for a fact that somebody really cares about me.

They care so much that that didn't even mention who it was from? Maybe it was for your neighbor ,but the snow through them off so they put it in your yard.

They care so much that that didn't even mention who it was from? Maybe it was for your neighbor ,but the snow through them off so they put it in your yard.

They mentioned my first name several times, and none of my neighbors share my name.

it is great movie. it will really help you solidify your allegiance to the South.

My mom didn't give me this, no. I never knew my real mom and my foster mom is a bitch.

This was the only gift that I received this year, and the accompanying note seems to suggest that whoever gave this to me cares. For somebody who feels like they have nobody, this is an extraordinary feeling. For the first time in years, I know for a fact that somebody really cares about me.

Dude, they're obviously trying to seduce you. Seriously, why else would they buy an expensive bottle of wine for you($250-500?, ridiculous). It's probably a rich old guy. Of course it could also be a girl that's in love(luuuuurv) with you and doesn't know you're gay, I hope that's it, it'd be fantastic.

Dude, they're obviously trying to seduce you. Seriously, why else would they buy an expensive bottle of wine for you($250-500?, ridiculous). It's probably a rich old guy. Of course it could also be a girl that's in love(luuuuurv) with you and doesn't know you're gay, I hope that's it, it'd be fantastic.

The note didn't seem very seducing. It seemed nice, and mainly wished me happy holidays.

I don't know any old guys, and my neighborhood isn't exactly where the rich come to live.

I just got home. I went to my friend's house cause he said he was having a party, but aint no one show up. Not even his own girlfriend. His little cousin had some of her friends over, so it was kind of like her party with just me and him. We didn't even get wasted, I drove myself home after 2 am. I mean, I guess that's fine, but it's kind of sad.

I would sell it and get my money's worth of drugs.

You sir, are a dickhead.

Don't I know it.. Happy New years!

You sir, are a dickhead.

Yeah, a bottle like that is ment for drinking!

Yeah, a bottle like that is ment for drinking!

Exactly, but my point was that 449 thinks he's king dick because he takes drugs

"Zomg I'm lyke taken Speed LOLz111one I smoke teh weeDz cos I'm lyke bob marley!!!three"

I'm pretty sure acid beats getting drunk off hundred dollar liquor. Alcohol is alcohol.

My mom didn't give me this, no. I never knew my real mom and my foster mom is a bitch.

This was the only gift that I received this year, and the accompanying note seems to suggest that whoever gave this to me cares. For somebody who feels like they have nobody, this is an extraordinary feeling. For the first time in years, I know for a fact that somebody really cares about me.

maybe you should go have sex with this special person like they intended when they left the bottle for you.

Exactly, but my point was that 449 thinks he's king dick because he takes drugs

"Zomg I'm lyke taken Speed LOLz111one I smoke teh weeDz cos I'm lyke bob marley!!!three"

Well, to be fair I like my drugs as well. I just like to keep a measure of civility and turn into a junkie barbarian in the process.

Well, I did come home relatively early, so I guess I qualify...

I started drinking at 3, popped 2 tabs of E and shared another one with my friend, went to what was probably the best party in recent memory... had a blast. Yay :).

Went to church.

Yes, fucking church. I got dragged their by my now "spiritual father" Motherfucking waste of time. Afterwards I just played halo 3, which i never get to play, on my cousin's laptop. Stopped by a whataburger to see all of the drunks, and downed about 4 Valiums when I got home. All in all, definately not the way to ring in the new year. 2009 is going to suck ass

got crunk as shit, fucked a hot bitch, got lost driving home a little tipsy, almost ran out of gas lol, picked up an old black lady who was hitchhiking, still drunk now. whatr a crazzyyyyyyyyy night lol

nice fantasy world you and your legos live in there.

They care so much that that didn't even mention who it was from? Maybe it was for your neighbor ,but the snow through them off so they put it in your yard.

Haha, that's pretty fucked up, dude.

Anyway.
I got wasted with a local band.
Hung out with and kissed drummer, then he had to go home with his girlfriend, hah.
Fucked the bassist (he fucked me, rather. ugh.)
Attempted to fuck the guitarist... didn't happen. My physical limits wouldn't allow it, lame.
[Cute vocalist wasn't there. Sad day.]

That's New Year's Eve for ya, I guess.
I woke up with a pretty sore vagina, but no hangover. :)

Went to church.


Did you guys have a Mass? Is that what you people do on New Year's eve..

driving home a little tipsy

I am not sure if that was a responsible thing to do.

Dude, they're obviously trying to seduce you. Seriously, why else would they buy an expensive bottle of wine for you($250-500?, ridiculous). It's probably a rich old guy.

first of all, lol

Secondly, yes I agree. I fink somebody lykes j00, justanotherasshole.



In other news:

http://www.americaswineshop.com/images/bn/160/26794.jpg

Somebody left a bottle of that to chill in the snow outside my front door last night.



Is that a red or white wine, secondly, are we supposed to chill red, or white wine, or both..

I went to the store and bought a $500 bottle of wine. I proceeded to leave it in this lonely kids yard that lives down the street. I thought I left my address because I wanted some butt sex, but he never showed up?! What gives?

They mentioned my first name several times, and none of my neighbors share my name.

I missed this.

It must have been a pretty long note, in fact, I am almost sure it would have been a letter, for them to have been able to do that (referring to mentioning your name several times)

I missed this.

It must have been a pretty long note, in fact, I am almost sure it would have been a letter, for them to have been able to do that (referring to mentioning your name several times)

Twice in the message itself, and once in the "Dear ____" Part.

Is that a red or white wine, secondly, are we supposed to chill red, or white wine, or both..

It's Champagne, and I'm not going to drink it.

Please be so kind as to post the letter on here for us to decipher for you.

It's Champagne, and I'm not going to drink it.

What the hell are you gonna do with it then? Selling it is the logical thing to do. Don't give in to the superstition of materialism.

This.

What the hell are you gonna do with it then? Selling it is the logical thing to do. Don't give in to the superstition of materialism.

Selling it wouldn't be materialistic?

It's important to me.

I was going to write this large explanation elaborating on exactly why it's important, but the point is, I get this thing from someone telling me that I am cared for. To me, this bottle symbolizes that care, that person and that pseudo-connection. I can't just drink it or sell it, that wouldn't feel right.

This.

Fuck no, It's personal.

I can post a picture of the bottle with &T written on a little piece of paper for you (If you need proof that badly), but no note.

Selling it wouldn't be materialistic?

Not if you donate the money so gotten to charities.


It's important to me.

I was going to write this large explanation elaborating on exactly why it's important,

Thank god for that "was".



but the point is, I get this thing from someone telling me that I am cared for.

It's just as well that you are gay. Your needy, emotional-ness is fast exceeding what is normally acceptable for a heterosexual male.


To me, this bottle symbolizes that care, that person and that pseudo-connection.

Now you are getting all poetic on us. okay okay we get it, your gay.

I can't just drink it or sell it, that wouldn't feel right.

I am actually not gonna make fun of you for saying this because I kind of respect the sentiment.



I can post a picture of the bottle with &T written on a little piece of paper for you (If you need proof that badly), but no note.

It's not about wanting "proof". People are just curious and/or want a good laugh ( I say this because it's quite possible that some rich lonely old dude got you this present)

I went to a rave. :)

Got drunk. Started going through the crowd and bumped into a couple making out. I think they hurt them selfs. :o

Teeth vs. teeth.

Not if you donate the money so gotten to charities.

Bitch, I'm poor.


Thank god for that "was".


Did you suddenly become a douche?


It's just as well that you are gay. Your needy, emotional-ness is fast exceeding what is normally acceptable for a heterosexual male.


It's because of circumstantial reasons that I'm emotionally fucked. I keep it to myself, bottling it up, if you will.


Now you are getting all poetic on us. okay okay we get it, your gay.


Again, did you suddenly become a douche?


I can't just drink it or sell it, that wouldn't feel right.

I am actually not gonna make fun of you for saying this because I kind of respect the sentiment.


K.


It's not about wanting "proof". People are just curious and/or want a good laugh ( I say this because it's quite possible that some rich lonely old dude got you this present)

I don't know any old men. There are no old men in my immediate neighborhood. I do not come into contact with old men on a daily basis. The person who wrote this note obviously knew me, they're not some stalker watching from afar.

There will be no posting of the note. But, as I said before, if you like, a picture of the bottle accompanied with a piece of paper with &T written on it can be posted.

Did you suddenly become a douche?

Haha.

Apologies; I was going for funny but somehow wound up douchey.



It's because of circumstantial reasons that I'm emotionally fucked.

How does "circumstantial reason" apply to someone's being gay? By that I mean, don't people usually only use the term "circumstantial reason/evidence" when talking about a crime?


I keep it to myself, bottling it up, if you will.

When you say things like that, you are drawing attention to your problems/fucked-up-ness and people, and by that I mean me, now feel obligated to ask you what's wrong, which I'd rather not do.

See how you put people in a difficult position by your emotional-ness?


Again, did you suddenly become a douche?

Again apologies.

Haha.

Apologies; I was going for funny but somehow wound up douchey.

Apology accepted.



How does "circumstantial reason" apply to someone's being gay? By that I mean, don't people usually only use the term "circumstantial reason/evidence" when talking about a crime?

Not all homosexuals are whiny, girlish and emotional.



When you say things like that, you are drawing attention to your problems/fucked-up-ness and people, and by that I mean me, now feel obligated to ask you what's wrong, which I'd rather not do.

See how you put people in a difficult position by your emotional-ness?


You people are the only ones who know about my fuckupedness. I don't put people that I actually know in awkward positions like that.

Just because you ask what's wrong doesn't mean I'll tell you what's wrong.

Not right now, anyway.

Again apologies.

Again, accepted.

Worked until 11:30, got home, drank a whole bottle of champaigne, few shots of whisky and 2 xanax. It all ended when I started hitting those bowls.

Great night though.

I've notice that almost anytime I smoke weed and take pills I always crash after the initial high starts wearing off.

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