Hi there BLTC. :)

My last new year's resolution was to remain completely sober from drugs all together, and only drink alcohol on the odd occasion until the following New Year. Well, in case you don't know - that's Wednesday evening, and I plan to unwind from my abstinence for the night, and then make the same resolution once again. My question is this:

Since this will be my first opportunity in exactly one year - and will be my last opportunity for another year, it leaves me in somewhat of a predicament deciding which drug to use/abuse. This will be in a party environment, just a small-scale house party with my brother and some close friends. Since I'll be around people I like and trust, I first thought of either meth or E, since I always used to enjoy myself thoroughly at parties when I was tweaking/pinging - but the reason I originally decided to remain sober was because I was starting to over-indulge (well, over-use would be a better term) both. I'm worried that if I start taking them again (especially the crystal) I might end up reverting to my old, destructive ways - something I want to avoid because of my family and professional life.

I was also considering acid or mushrooms, since I always had a soft-spot for them, but ruled this out because they're not really party drugs. And it might seem like the most obvious choice - but pot is out because I get routinely drug-tested at work [this test only looks for the use of Marijuana though, nothing else - go figure].

So, BLTC, if you were in this situation - only being able to use one drug and then not being able to use again for another year - what would it be? I've been thinking along the lines of either coke, E or meth - but I'm just worried I might not be able to stop myself again this time. I realize that this is a personal choice, and I'm not so much as asking what I should do - but rather what anyone/everyone else would do?

Also, out of interest, what's everyone else on BLTC doing drug/celebration wise for NYE?

Thanks, now comment/flame away.

peace - Ant.

You have 365 days of clean in you.
I would buy the purest E pills I could find and spend the night smiling and hugging people.
Maybe a makeout session with the hot girl at the party or a blowjob/handjob from the blonde slut in the corner.

Peace.

mdma and oxy....widda liddle bidda crystal.:)