On saturday night I dosed with my highest yet quantity of LSD - 11 blotter tabs each containing approximately 100ug. And yes, I was high... But I wasn't hallucinating. This was not a matter of bad tabs - Several others dosed from the same sheet, and mine came form several different areas on the sheet, so it wasn't just an inconsistently laid blotter. It was one of the strangest acid experiences of my life. I felt it come up relatively quickly, say, within 30-45 minutes with mild visual distortion and undulation of my environment, but that rapidly faded and simply left colours rather bright. it was night-time though, so it was difficult to appreciate what i was seeing as enhancing shadows cast by leaves and foliage just gives me a headache, wheras normally or perhaps on a lesser dose I would have been experiencing heavy fractals, fireworks, trails, molten colours, spontaneous patterns and resolutions of sound and light. At about hour 3 I felt gipped - I wasn't enjoying myself as I was too high to sleep but not high enough to really enjoy it. I swallowed a pill and went to lie down and await the rise. it came as expected, and felt quite lovely, but didn't induce any change in my visuals, only an emotional uplifting and mild rushes and wobbles.

That continued for a while, I felt like I was in a mild acid headspace, with slight looping tendencies and some lovely instrospection but still no real visualisations. About six hours after the pill the sun was coming up and I could feel the MDMA wearing off. This was when everything got really weird. I lay down on a patch of grass overlooking the ocean and stared into the sky as the stars faded, smoked a nice smooth joint and tried to relax, maybe nap in the warmth as the sun came up. The sky brightened to a great expanse of clean blue ceiling, cloudless, and I began to see long tracers of... I don't know. it wasn't colour. it was like cigarette smoke - Not the smoke you exhale, but the roiling tendrils you get coming off the cherry. it was like huge long ropes and trails of blue cigarette smoke, moving in slow motion through the sky - It was the same colour as the sky, I couldn't even really tell where it started or stopped, there was no boundary between smoke and sky, I just knew what i was seeing and my eyes would somehow resolve definition. This continued until the colours did start to shift slighly, and I could see shifting flashes and outlines, hazy faces in the sky that interlocked like an escher painting - But everything was just shades of blue. no other colours then the blue sky. And if I looked away, say, at foliage, or something with noisy interactions - The kind of surface that would normally give glorious fractals - All visual enhancements would just disappear.

I eventually got up and went to rejoin the others I'd been with the night before, and though I still wasn't hallucinating in earnest, shit just looked really fucking beautiful. Like, colours were intense, definition was sharper, depth perception was kind of altered so it cast shadows that seemed to be coming towards me. I enjoyed that state for a while, began to feel sleepy as fuck and went and napped at home for a few hours. I awoke, having had only 3 or four hours sleep and no breakfast, the morning after nearly a dozen strong tabs and a spot of ecstasy - And felt no comedown. I didn't feel scattered, or cracked out. i jstu had a glass of jucie and a cigarette and went on with my day.

What happened? It's not a toelrance issue, the last time I took LSD was two weeks ago, and only five tabs... I've taken ten before, a few months back, which was extremely intense, I've had a pair of sugar cubes that gave me a more immersive trip then last night. I've had quite a bit of liquid before, in various routes, and still... This was just weird.

What happened? have I chemically cauterised my receptors? I'm on no other medications... I'm relatively sane and intelligent (or so I keep telling myself, and the elephant in the corner) and it wasn't an issue with the tabs because everyone else was totally blown away by their trips.

Edit: FUCK; meant to post in BLTC sorry.