So i am at my girlfriend's house using her internet service, she is at work.
The computer freezes up on me, and so i restart.
I open firefox and open the history tab to go back to what i was looking at.
i see she has been looking at totse.
This is no shock, nor does it bother me in the slightest.
She loves written erotica, i love visual porn. We have always been very open about it and it has never been a problem.
So, i make the mistake, out of curiosity, of clicking on the last story she was looking at.
I know this was an invasion of her privacy, and i know i shouldn't have done it.
But i did.
and it floored me.
The story she had been reading was about a father having sex with his 11 year old daughter.
i was shocked, and again, i invaded her privacy even further.
I looked at the long lists in the history of the stories she read.
almost all were about pedophilia, incest, or rape.

she has never in the two years we have been together let on in any way that she is into this stuff.
I am not into it at all.

I feel really shocked and disgusted.
I dont know what to do.

I understand people like to fantasize about that stuff, and thats fine, whatever.
but i always thought she was honest with me about her kinkyness levels, and about what she was turned on by.

i just dont know how i can be ok with this.
we have talked about having children of our own, and she is masturbating to stories about mothers seducing their sons, and fathers molesting their daughters.

i think this may be the last straw in our relationship.
i need some advice.
i dont want to be a jerk who invades her privacy, but this was just too much to ignore.

please....
what the hell should i do?

i am freaked out and confused.
i dont know how to approach the subject with her either.

I find that really fucking sexy.

Stop freaking out. This doesn't necessarily mean that shes into pedophilia, incest or rape.

What, you say?

Let me explain.

I also sometimes read incest and rape erotica, and it is not the pedophilia, incest or rape that is a turn on - it is the SUBTEXT. A big theme in those sorts of stories is domination and submission, which I find fucking hot, but not as intensely as most BDSM stories go. Those stories tend to have a subtext of slight coercion, which corresponds with lack of guilt or responsibility for sexual acts performed.

So just because that's what she reads does NOT mean that's what she's into, basically.

I suggest you stop being a faggot, and have some delicious rape incest roleplay sex.

In all seriousness, is there even much normal erotica on totse? I figured it was all fucked up.

She could have just been browsing through it, I've looked through that section and I payed it nearly no attention, but had some one looked through my history they would have been all "OHMEE GAWD! ur an insestual pedo!".

Try and subtly delete those from the history folder. Check back in a week or two, see if they've reappeared. Then it's obvious she looks at them deliberately.

that's a keeper right there.

fucking sexc

This has a striking resemblance to that guy that snitched on his friend for downloading child porn. :)

You should call her mommy when your fucking and see what she does.

Don't worry about it until she tries to bring her 8 year old cousin in for a threesome. Seriously, if people looked through my web browsing history, I don't know what the fuck they'd think... but it doesn't matter. 'Cos that doesn't really reflect me as a person. If it bothers you, talk to her about it, but don't come out all guns blazing with your srs bsnss accusations, because she MAY have a good explanation.

This has a striking resemblance to that guy that snitched on his friend for downloading child porn. :)

I thought that too. Almost seems like too much of a coincidence.... :O

I vote for this.

As for the whole "Rape Role PLay" Im not one whos really down with that either. My last girlfriend would be screaming "Daddy"!!!!! In bed which was kinky, but I found it odd she wanted to recognize me as a father figure in the bedroom.

But hey......Some philosopher thinks we are all secretly in love with our opposite sex parent, and deep down want to have sex with them. Perhaps some are more honest about it then others

Wow. You look at her history then get pissed at her?

I'm sure she would get equally, if not moreso pissed at you if she looked through every site in your history, am i right?

I mean, a girl may SAY she is okay with a guy looking at porn... but seeing a wall of 50 videos would piss any girl off.

Also, who cares if she reads those kind of stories? They are fake anyways, and she knows it. And I don't think she would be masterbating to them. She probably just reads them for curiosity. I mean, I know I've taken a glance at all of the "weird" erotica on this site at least once.

You should stop being such a bitch about it. NEVER EVER bring it up because if you mention that you were looking through her history she'll probably flip out, and rightly so.

I vote for this.

As for the whole "Rape Role PLay" Im not one whos really down with that either. My last girlfriend would be screaming "Daddy"!!!!! In bed which was kinky, but I found it odd she wanted to recognize me as a father figure in the bedroom.

But hey......Some philosopher thinks we are all secretly in love with our opposite sex parent, and deep down want to have sex with them. Perhaps some are more honest about it then others

Yeah, I believe it was Sigmund Freud.


He's a fucking nutjob though.

It may be a power thing, try having really dominant sex with her. If it really turns her on you've found a great solution. If it doesn't have really submissive sex with her. If that fails you may have a real problem on your hands.

I'm trying to provide the best advice I can

it is JUST fucking stories. when i found out about literotica at like 14 i whacked to a couple fucked up stories.

I'm pretty sure every totse member has fapped to the dolphin sex story.

I'm pretty sure every totse member has fapped to the dolphin sex story.

Not I

But then again, I'm just an acolyte

She may not find the action itself exciting, she might just be turned on by the fact that its "taboo", that shes not supposed to like it.