what a night, what a fucking crazy night.

So totse, as some of you may know(Ive bitched about it enough) I was in love with my best friend, a girl Ive known for the past 3 years. Although things have almost happened between us, things kept fucking up and in the end nothing happened. I ended up resenting her for it, but keeping my feelings hidden of course. Went off to a college, far away from her, hoping things would get better eventually and I would heal, and things were ging semi alright.

that is until tonight.

I was talking with her on MSN, and the conversation starts going in the direction of me keeping feelings from her, so I come out and tell her, straight up, my feelings and why I elt this way about her now, and you what she told me?
THAT SHE FUCKING LOVES ME.


what the fuck!

so now I'm stuck here, miles away from her, and I have no idea what to think or do.

she's coming to visit me in a month though, so ...I dunno, fuuuuck.

can someone help sort this out for me or something, or just talk to me, Im perturbed.

Threesome with your sister.

On that topic, moar pics of your sister.

I haven't seen my sister is a while, when I do, I'll take some pics and then show totse.

btw, she gained some weight so she's finally healthy..

YAY!

---edit---

now that she's told me this, do I keep going on like normal, or do I...what should I do, this is an entirely new situation and I am absolutly stumped.

The feeling will wear off, enjoy it while it lasts =)

It's a really good feeling, I've had it before, you don't really know what to do. My advice, just sit there and take it in =P

Congrats

I haven't seen my sister is a while, when I do, I'll take some pics and then show totse.

btw, she gained some weight so she's finally healthy..

YAY!

---edit---

now that she's told me this, do I keep going on like normal, or do I...what should I do, this is an entirely new situation and I am absolutly stumped.

No! Now is the crucial moment to change your tactics.

Grats on your girl man, I envy you. Just keep going like you are. She likes you for a reason dude. I'm happy for you.

good game nice job!!!

Crazy night on msn?

Did she say she loves you as in she's IN love with you, or just loves you as a friend or what? Copy paste so we can see

Also, fuck waiting a month. If she loves you, tell her to visit you now

don't have the convo, I'm an idiot and didn't save it.

But she said she is in love with me, because afterwards she was saying how it was "so" obvious, and of course me rebutting saying , you're a woman of course it wasn't. We then went on to conversate about how I thought she just thought of me as her best friend, and she likes me more than that.

Anyways, she's going to be seeing me in a month, I would have liked to see her sooner, in fact she was going to come visit this friday, but had to cancel due to a hefty work schedule. But with this new revised schedule, instead of coming up and visiting for 2 days, she'll be here for a week instead, which is awesome.

I want to act all casual about this, but thats what fucked me up last time, the girl gives terrible hints as to her mood and how she feels about me, this is the first time I've ever gotten a clear response and only because I acted completely differently than I normally do (actually talking about the subject and such)

Just now I got finished talking to some friends here and they all think it's a bad idea, I think they're wrong, but have some good points.

Just now I got finished talking to some friends here and they all think it's a bad idea, I think they're wrong, but have some good points.

Such as?

Such as?

well, one is in a crumbly relationship with a best friend sort-a deal, but that's just personal experiance, Another is some old guy who is just old.

They say it is not a good idea to be ding this, and something about not telling her that I loe her, (duh) and that by saying she loves me its wrong somehow.

well, one is in a crumbly relationship with a best friend sort-a deal, but that's just personal experiance, Another is some old guy who is just old.

They say it is not a good idea to be ding this, and something about not telling her that I loe her, (duh) and that by saying she loves me its wrong somehow.

Don't listen to them.