hey, i did x for the first time with my girlfriend 2 weeks ago. Both our first times, and it was great. I was supposed to do it again with her tonight but something urgent came up and she can't do it with me tonight.

My friends are all doing their own things tonight, so I have the Saturday night to myself.

What can I do on x alone? I'll probably be watching a hockey game or something. Is it even worth dong x alone?

I read that it can sometimes help deal with problems or help figure shit out when done alone.

Write a lot.

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Write a lot.


Download infected mushroom's entire catalog, as well as stuff from Boys Noize.

(&Down, Oh!, Let's buy Happiness, Lava Lava)

Blast that shit. Dance around tot he music. I strongly suggest loading up an mp3 player with good E music, and running fucking wild in your town late at night. Fucking sing along, and bring alot of cigarettes and gum, and a bottle of water.

THAT is how to do E alone.

OH. And nitrous. Lots of nitrous.

And a LITTLE weed.

EDIT:

Boys Noize (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sr_eBQzezcQ)

It's fucking orgasmic on E

jesus christ, i took the pill at 8. only half an hour after taking it i'm feeling it already. it's a lot stronger than my first time. a lot stronger, and the come up in coming in a lot faster. holy crap , i'm in for a good night.

my fucking vision is getting blurred. that didn't happen the other time until after a few hours....and it wasn't as much as now...


holy crap....this pill is a lot stronger than my other time...

Just relax bro, listen to some nice beats and just relax, converse and love

Is it even worth dong x alone?

Do you like meditating on world affairs in the attempt to devise the possibility of a more just and humane alternative society?

If so, X alone is right for you - in fact, maybe for you, X SHOULD be done mostly alone.

If not, go to a party, form false friendships, and feel dirty in the morning like everyone else...

If it's a good pill the come up can be a little uncomfortable, but after a few mins you will have a massive grin on your face and I suspect you are already patting your carpet.

As JoePedo said, Meditate on world affairs and shiz.

I was naked and covered in oil the one time I rolled alone. That was the last time for me.

Do it with other people... it's a love drug. Unless you really really enjoy loving yourself, I suggest sharing the love with other people.

I look forward to the day i can do it with someone i love.

Was it awsome and affectionate?

I look forward to the day you stfu

What are you doing in a thread about MDMA?!?

Do you like meditating on world affairs in the attempt to devise the possibility of a more just and humane alternative society?

If so, X alone is right for you - in fact, maybe for you, X SHOULD be done mostly alone.

If not, go to a party, form false friendships, and feel dirty in the morning like everyone else...

I think I would end up feeling dirtier if I stayed at home and attempted to craft pretentious plans about improving the way the puddles interact with each other.
Not to derogatory. It's an unissue.

Suggestions/profitability/quickfix?

X makes you say some stupid shit. Makes your brain go 1000 miles an hour. I fucking hate it now. I can't smile or anything on E, or get a hard on so I don't know what you people are talking about in previous posts.

Unless you really really enjoy loving yourself...

Funny. I always thought that was the place and purpouse of psychedelics.

...unless you're just trying to make some sick sexual euphamism or something.

Vell Werry

I think I would end up feeling dirtier if I stayed at home and attempted to craft pretentious plans about improving the way the puddles interact with each other.
Not to derogatory. It's an unissue.

Suggestions/profitability/quickfix?

Just out of curiosity, might I ask - what substances are you on? Your languages are truly beautiful...

Now...

pretentious plans about improving the way the puddles interact with each other.

Pretentious it may be, on to the issue - you don't have a choice about how the puddles interact with each other, it's up to the puddles. In fact, the actions of each puddle is up to that particular puddle. 'n it's a beautiful thing... a little voluntarism, a little self-sorting, and in a statistical pool of six and a half billion samples, everyone will get a totally unique perfect little world.

That's cool.

...the question which remains is when the puddles chase other people (such as, selfishly, one's own self for instance) to inflict unwanted violence. It's cool what the muggles do, and would that the muggles were puddled that the little puddles would be unmuggled, but when one's off trying to do one's own beautiful little utopia and they won't leave you alone no matter how many times you go away, there are two paths which purpourt to offer solutions to this problem.

When I want to start killing people to launch the revolution, popping nootropics and putting on some phat techno might be in order. If I'm trying not to kill people, popping X and trying to come to peace with my fellow human life - even the psychotically violent control freaks - in ways I cannot imagine might better suit that aim, and even some pretentious goals to be some sort of minor psychedelic messiah in a planet populated by psychedelic messiah.

So, as for feeling dirty...

I think I would end up feeling dirtier if I stayed at home and attempted to craft pretentious plans...

...I'd probably only feel dirty if I went out, rolled up, and discovered the morning after that I don't even really like, or even feel good about the image of myself wanting to like as I value myself as a person, rather than a social entity, the people I'd been friends with for 6-8 hours.

To the credit of the universe, that has not yet happened. In my experience. So, it probably wasn't totally serious, or realistic, as it was written.

That's okay. It's the internet. If you take everything someone writes there as gospel fact... you're bound to have a more surrealist world view than most. 'n that's kinda cool.

So, basically...

Not to derogatory. It's an unissue.

Suggestions/profitability/quickfix?

Since I'm kind of within the domain of a unique spectrum of methylenedioxyphenylalkanes, I'm sort of on the trip of the recurring topic of my pretentious plans, which requires me to say... I don't know of any quickfixes.

Profitability? Well, there's a curious question intersected with "building a better world." Normally, the answers I read in are in "be a better world," as in dropping psychs to try to h4x0r out a "how-to" guide, but... the question of the profitability of building a better world sounds like a question of how to beg other people into following one's idea of a generic example in constructing a better life. For mysterious reasons, the matter of self-sustainability in unreal rather than reality-based domains is of remarkable motivation, fascination, and desire to these people, and a major choice in their actions.

Cool. That renders two questions. "What are the most prosocial ways to make money," and "in what ways can prosocial acts be made of sustaining fiscal profit to the actor."

Of course, the latter would only be useful if one want other people to do this. Incidentally, the blunt form is often of minor use in global politics, and the indirect form occasionally used, but that would be a matter for killing people and nootropics.

So, for that matter, is a financed nutritional promotion (http://www.boychat.org/messages/1144971.htm) using standard doctrine.

As for suggestions? Well, depends on what you're looking for. You certainly seem to enjoy going out and interacting with the people, so that would be a good thing to do. I certainly don't mind it, and even like some of them sometimes. You seem to not be personally fond of staying home engaging in psychoactively-shaded meditation. I have no idea if this also means you happen not to be fond of staying home and practicing meditation at all, but if its psychoactive cousin is definately out, you should definately not stay home and do that. You've already said you wouldn't enjoy that. So it wouldn't be a very good thing for you to do, if that were the case, unless you discover that I am missing something in the conclusion of that assumption.

(isn't the wonder that we are all individual, unique sorts of living beings a truly beautiful wonder? I mean... seriously. Freedom. There is no "answer," there are only the answers inherent in the situation as presents itself, each human taking the course which best suits them. It's... perfect.)

So, nah. Suggestions, I ain't got so much. Aside from going out and puddling people, because that's a good thing to do.

It might even be a quickfix that could lead to profit.

p.s.

X makes you say some stupid shit. Makes your brain go 1000 miles an hour.

Test kit, nigga.

Methylenedioxymethamphetamine hydrocloride, isolate spare any aqueous molecules of recrystallization, is a sleep-preventing sedative.




(Silk Velvet. Beanbag. Chair. ((c) 2008 jp&t, use as you wish in real life))... ;)

The substances? Coffee, odd sleep cycle, sharmonicity/paranoia, I want a cigarette. This, of course, is all very hypocritical.

While I would more than enjoy assuming you picked up on the fact that the basis of my claims was not completely factual, I wouldn't know what do with such a profound realization.

It is not so much that I 'do not enjoy' going out and interacting with the puddles as much as the fact that my limited interaction with puddles and craters of suitable densities has left me (dis)illusioned and surreal.

As hard as my own mental state is to elucidate within the confines of 'making things difficult'

Since I'm kind of within the domain of a unique spectrum of methylenedioxyphenylalkanes, I'm sort of on the trip of the recurring topic of my pretentious plans, which requires me to say... I don't know of any quickfixes.

Yeah, I do hear you. I was mostly just asking for some utterly confusing attention. As I cannot tell to what level your sarcasm runs (something I'm not entirely sure I matter or mind), I'm very much predisposed to otherwise ill-seeming but profoundly enjoyable nonsense :)

And as it is that I cannot tell how deep the river of sarcasm runs, I can't tell who this reference pertains to


"and even some pretentious goals to be some sort of minor psychedelic messiah in a planet populated by psychedelic messiah."

but I will gladly take the promotion. First... or quite probably during, a cigarette

The notion that pointing this out casually is both a good way to deal with and escape from one's fears demands to be mentioned.

You know, I think somewhere before I was this, I wanted to be you. Then I became me, and it doesn't seem so bad, as long as the standard of me is up to par with my standard of you.

edit: I thought this post would be longer... I guess I am out of manias and things to say lucidly :/... hmm I also never realized sharmonicity was a cultural reference point

I became me, and it doesn't seem so bad

Namaste.

Pretentious it may be, on to the issue - you don't have a choice about how the puddles interact with each other, it's up to the puddles. In fact, the actions of each puddle is up to that particular puddle. 'n it's a beautiful thing... a little voluntarism, a little self-sorting, and in a statistical pool of six and a half billion samples, everyone will get a totally unique perfect little world.

That's cool.

...the question which remains is when the puddles chase other people (such as, selfishly, one's own self for instance) to inflict unwanted violence. It's cool what the muggles do, and would that the muggles were puddled that the little puddles would be unmuggled, but when one's off trying to do one's own beautiful little utopia and they won't leave you alone no matter how many times you go away, there are two paths which purpourt to offer solutions to this problem.

When I want to start killing people to launch the revolution, popping nootropics and putting on some phat techno might be in order. If I'm trying not to kill people, popping X and trying to come to peace with my fellow human life - even the psychotically violent control freaks - in ways I cannot imagine might better suit that aim, and even some pretentious goals to be some sort of minor psychedelic messiah in a planet populated by psychedelic messiah.


I heard them say that the meek shall reign on earth,
Phantasmal myriads of sane bucolic birth.
I've seen the rapture in a starving baby's eyes,
Inchoate beatitude, the Lord of the Flies.
So what does it mean when your mind starts to stray?
Kaleidoscoping images of love on the way.
Brother you'd better get down on your knees and pay.
1,000 more fools are being born every fucking day.
They try to tell me that the lamb is on the way,
With microwave transmissions they bombard us every day.
The masses are obsequious, contented in their sleep.
The vortex of their minds ensconsed within the murky deep.
So what does it mean when your mind starts to stray?
Kaleidoscoping images of love on the way.
Brother you'd better get down on your knees and pay.
1,000 more fools are being born every fucking day.


Profitability? Well, there's a curious question intersected with "building a better world." Normally, the answers I read in are in "be a better world," as in dropping psychs to try to h4x0r out a "how-to" guide, but... the question of the profitability of building a better world sounds like a question of how to beg other people into following one's idea of a generic example in constructing a better life. For mysterious reasons, the matter of self-sustainability in unreal rather than reality-based domains is of remarkable motivation, fascination, and desire to these people, and a major choice in their actions.

Cool. That renders two questions. "What are the most prosocial ways to make money," and "in what ways can prosocial acts be made of sustaining fiscal profit to the actor."


JP, we are all selfish closed minded people. Only the perceived archetypical divine is the supreme consciousness, and well.... none of the ways are correct, while simultaneously they somehow all are because it is the seed within us all. It is present in each of our existence bubbles...

Also, a "better world" would simply not have a word like "profit".


Finally,
JoePedo
Please take a look at my "Apoile" thread(here in BLTC), and see if you can elucidate the topic... perhaps a bit...

Also, a "better world" would simply not have a word like "profit".


As unrelated as this is I disagree. If you can profit from anything you can possibly do, then you have a better world.. in you(r)

Damn, now I'm back to where he left me to start from.

/respect

Fuck yea! +10, saw teh mush last thursday, fuckin A!


Download infected mushroom's entire catalog, as well as stuff from Boys Noize.

(&Down, Oh!, Let's buy Happiness, Lava Lava)

Blast that shit. Dance around tot he music. I strongly suggest loading up an mp3 player with good E music, and running fucking wild in your town late at night. Fucking sing along, and bring alot of cigarettes and gum, and a bottle of water.

...amps?


Get molly.

Funny. I always thought that was the place and purpouse of psychedelics.

...unless you're just trying to make some sick sexual euphamism or something.
Yes. Yes I was.