I lost my "first love" back in June... and I haven't properly recovered yet.

When I talk to her on MSN I end up arguing - so we HARDLY ever talk. When we talk I get upset and have to take a bit of time out. So I havent seen her face to face yet...

However, She's going to be at a party I'm going to on Friday... and she wants me to go to her party on Saturday. I'm shitting it.

I have no idea how I'm going to react, wether I'm going to say something offensive out of anger, wether I'm going to block her out, wether I'm going to... I have no idea.

It hurts when I go on facebook and see her name. It hurts when I think about her. It ALL hurts, a good 5 or 6 months on. We were only together for 6 months!

Now... Any advice for me? I am pretty nervous right now. I may even skip them.
Thanks in advance guys!

Don't overthink it.

If she asked you to go to her party, things can't be THAT bad between you two. Just be calm. Go to the party.

How did yall break up? was it mutual or did she fuck you over? you might need to cut her loose bro. If you do go just play it cool, hard to get i guess you could say. ive learned that this drives most girls nuts. take it one step further, go to the party, ignore her completly and find a skeezer to bang!

Just go and chill... chill a lot.. and if you feel things do get difficult, try to put whatever's botherin you in a realistic perspective. Cause if your going nuts, that's probably NOT what your doing.

I broke up with my first love and we argued every time we spoke eachother for almost 2 years. Looking back, i wish i would have just put things into perspective, it would have safed us both a lot of pain. Hell, i might just have her in my arms now if that had been the case instead of postin to totse


But i'm postin to totse :) try not to make the same mistake cause it's a very painfull lesson to learn, so you better learn from others in this case