I'm not sure if it belongs in this forum.
But anyway here it goes... It's a bit hard to explain,
Ever get the feeling that if all your family/friends die that you just won't give a shit ( I mean seriously ) Or you want to break all contact with everyone you know and never see them again?

Well I'm not sure what's wrong with me but all my life I haven't cared at all about my family/friends or chicks that I've been in relationships with ( mind you the relationship's never last long ).

In Summary, has anyone else on totse ever had these feelings or thought's? Or have lied to the person's face that you 'love' or 'want to be with' them?

Or am I just a fucked up individual?

Discuss

Or am I just a fucked up individual?

Nope, you're a totsean.

You think you don't care because they're there. If you lose them, you will weep.

you are just taking what you have for granted. Things change and you feelings might too.

kill them and find out...

You think you don't care because they're there. If you lose them, you will weep.

This one.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dissocial_personality_disorder

Maybe?

Yep, I know what you mean man. In regards to people dying anyway. Have you had some bad experiences with death when you were younger? If so, it could just be your reaction to death now - a way that you deal with it. I really don't mind when people I know die, it's life, people die and shit happens. Boo fucking hoo, build a bridge and get over it.
I'm not going to say that it's common or anything but yeah, it's a totsean trait!

the win.

Just tie a bag of fiberglass around you mouth and suck in really hard like your taking a big hit of meth shit should make you feel alive.

Nope, you're a totsean.

Ya damn right. Totseans all seem to have a certain amusing cynical fucked up view of life. It's gratifying.

I know what you mean , if your not trolling. I wouldn't go to the extent that I don't care about anybody. Everyone cares about someone or atleast something. Unless everyone you have ever known has molested your arsehole , I don't think your Patrick Bateman just yet.

No this isn't a troll thread, it's just something I've been thinking about for a while now. True I didn't have the best of upbringing's ( not a lot of people do nowadays it seems ). Maybe that's the reason I don't know.

As to killing them I couldn't be bothered I just want nothing to do with them.

I've never really connected with anyone I know, sure I might pretend to like them but I never feels genuine. Sure I've had family friends die and my grandfather died last month, not that I knew him anyway.

As for what Silverfuck said I might need psych help but this doesn't change the way I behave when I'm around people or alone it just feels like I can't be bothered giving a shit about anybody let alone myself.

Fuck the shrink shit man. I find a steady regiment of opiates and benzos helps the best.

Join the military and you wont have to worry about that missing your family shit and get that those 40k's bonuses , fuck going home.