On an extended trip this year through indonesia, i met a really beautiful bird who i really hit it off with.
However i was only in Jakarta extending my visa and this girl wanted me to head back to Bandung and hang out with her for a while.

I was on a surf trip and knew that i had to get to my desired destination by that friday as the conditions looked perfect for my favourite wave.

Anyway, i went the next morning and said to her i will pay for you to come down, if you take some time off work.
I went, the surf pumped for a while and we kept in touch. She didnt come down as i thought the area was too remote for her and people a little too harcore.

This girl was very possesive and territorial, worried i was sleeping around but i was staying in a full on muslim town where sex doesnt happen very often between unmarried couples.

Anyway after a while i could tell she had met someone else by the way she was talking
and had to come back to jakarta to extend my visa again.
We were meant to meet but she didnt show, a friend tells me she went to bali with some rich guy who bought her a house!
So even though i was expecting to find out she was now with someone else i was very dissapointed and annoyed.
However i had a lot of fun and was quite popular in jakarta and for some reason she came back to me.

Now she buys dinner for a few of my friends and myself and says she still wants to be with me in having fun but her new guy is her real boyfriend.
I was thinking this girl is just playing me but whatever.

Now i went out with her that night and she is a good dancer and so am i, and we had a good time in a few clubs.
My indonesian friends are telling me apparant things about her and bad stories and i dont know who to believe or if they just want her and are jeolous.
Anyway she takes me the next day, buys some clothes for me and gives me a haircut and seemed very sweet to me.
It seemed maybe she felt bad for what happened before.

However that night i still hadnt slept and was a little paranoid from what drugs we had taken
and smoked..She calls me up to hang out with me and starts dancing with other guys.
I get a bit paranoid again even though we are just sleeping with eachother and im not sure if she wants to leave her "new guy".

Another girl who i speak to sometimes walks up to me and this girl gets along with my indonesian friends and is very sweet at heart.
We start talking and i told her i need to lay down as im tired and just lay down on her couch.

As im laying there she is telling me we would probably have really good looking babies as im white and she is indonesian.
I said well i cant afford to have any children bla bla bla.

However she insisted that she just wants me to sleep with her and make her pregnant and will never ask for any money.
Well i was certainly a little perplexed of the situation and didnt want to have children but she was attractive and made me horny.
I told her if i sleep with you i will not ever be able to support the child and asked how is she going to support the child.
She seemed confident and convincing that it is her choice and that she could definately look after her baby without my support.

Now i really made love to this girl but i still had strong feelings for the other girl and felt guilty but the paranoia of the other girl cheating on me made me think it was ok to sleep around now..

Thing is my phone was off and this other girl is looking for me everywhere for two days while im hanging with this one.
I start to think we better just stop sleeping together and slowly get more and more annoyed with the girl ive been staying with as she is bossy... and seems to be in the way of thinking that i should be paying for her and her friends to do things and have breakfast lunch and dinner just because i slept with her twice.

Well i just payed for her rent for the while i was staying there and got her number, made sure she didnt get mine and went about my way back to my new apartment.

I get to my old breakfast joint and my old girls friends come up to me saying they had been looking for me for a few days.

She finds out i slept with someone else and goes off her head.
Well i said its ok for you to break my heart.

She calms down and we become friends again and kiss eachother etc...
Now im going back on my old way of thinking she blew it but this girl is the hottest girl i saw in 6 months of indonesia.
Also we are great together but i dont really know what i want..I say to her i got really hurt by you leaving me for that guy so now i just want to be friends.
However we stil kiss and she still seems more excited to hang out with me than any other girl ive been with.
So she has to get back to work, we say we might meet up in bali later on and we kiss goodbye.

Now i dont know what i want, i like this girl and she certainly isnt using me for money like other indonesian girls she honestly seems to like me for me.
However i dont know if i can trust her...Also she now probably thinks i was sleeping around all the time when i didnt start untill she was cheating on me.

I dont know i want this girl but fuck should i just move on?
Did i blow it?
Fuck im starting to feel guilty about a few things..

Also really starting to think that other girl might be pregnant with my child and i will never know.

Thoughts?

Would you keep in touch with either?
Im starting to wonder if is should find out more about the girl who wanted babies just in case she is pregnant with my child.

I'm not reading all that, summarize it in 1-15 words.

He slept with a chick. Left. Chick got boyfriend. He came back. Sleeps with different chick. Original chick gets mad.

That's as far as i got.

It wont have the same effect if the whole story isnt put up.

Cant put all issues in 15 words but heres a short version.

- had hot indonesian gf,
she leaves me for rich guy
Tries to come back to me as im meeting new girl who wants my babies.

I think fuck it ill root this new girl and give her babies if she isnt after my cash.

Old gf gwants me back but gets pisses off im sleeping around but she was sleeping around first.
Should i bother finding out if new gf i broke it off with has my child?

Should i keep in touch with old gf, i still like her and have a chance, she is hot and happy but i felt dissapointed she left me for rich guy.

I stop reading after that. The simile turns me off.

Simile? or smilie? get fucked if you cant read.

It shows you are not intelligent enough for a decent answer.
Or is jeolousy of the first line getting in the way of being able to read?

People over 20 years old should only answer really, socially retarded 15 year olds are not worth listening to.

I guess thats totse. Filled with monkeys.

That's no simile.

I'd contact the one you may've gotten pregnant, in a while, just to see what the status with child/no child is. After you find that out, well, it's up to you. Me, I'd want to know if I had a kid somewhere.

First of all, PIX!

Well, I read all the entire thing, and I'd say just try to reconcile with her? It doesn't seem that complicated really.

I would go with the girl that wants your baby's. i mean fuck, the other girl is just playing around with you by the sounds of it