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Hooked up with a girl from college, took her virginity and now I feel a bit...shitty for doing it =/ any ideas why?

are you planning on pursueing a relationship with said girl?

I know where this is going, short answer no.

well thats why. you feel like you used her, defiled her. i think. am i right?

No I don't think it's that =/ She knew that I didn't want a relationship before she(yes she!) suggested it...

Was this before or after the roofies?

Well, I noticed that she was incredibly incredibly tight, (only just one finger) which got my suspicions up, then we finally got somewhere and she was wincing(i wasn't going hard/fast/deep) and I asked her and she said yeah, "I thought you knew?" to which I just got a gut wrenching feeling. I reckon it may be just physcological.

What's the big deal? Do you now have feelings for her? You got what you wanted and she got what she wanted, tit for tat.

Did she leave blood stains on your sheets?

Yeah thinking about it it;s not like I've done something bad I think it might just be the fact that shes the first girl who's virginity I've taken and I didn't really want to do that to a girl(probably the guilt) lmao.

You should beat the shit out of her for making you feel bad.