i was hammered drunk when i wrote all this earlier this morning. but im really glad looking at all the responses because first of all, no, i did not fuck her. i mean dont get me wrong this girl is so chill and cute and has a rockin body, but shes just so cool that i could just sit and talk to her for hours and hours.
like today she had me come to her work and we hung out there until she got off at 630 (basically just 2 hours of free food and ice cream for me

) then we headed to this tattoo shop/ smoke shop called freaky's and just browsed looking for sheesha and grinders, etc. then i took her to this crazy castle playground thing at some huge private school by our house (she lives in the same complex), where we just hung out and talked some more. there are so few silences with her its crazy, and the silences we have are mutually never awkward, its been awesome. and one more thing, i have never had a hug that felt so nice, seriously, just a hug from her gets me warm all over inside. and its about 60 degrees out
now im about to go out to a hookah bar with her and a few friends, then were gonna smoke and watch some movies later. should be a great night
and thanks everyone saying theyre happy for me, etc., because right now im pretty happy...
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Originally Posted by Euda
It sounds like you passed over an opportunity for more, but those nights are always fun. Glad you enjoyed yourself.
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eh but you see the thing is i am good at picking up girls for just hooking up, but just sitting with her and seeing how awesomely fucking awesome she is made me not want to just hook up with her, id rather take it slow and have the opportunity to be with her. but unfortunately every time i get interested in a girl i fuck up by trying too hard, inevitably shooting myself in the foot.
any advice on how to not fuck up? just not putting any pressure on it?