http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=358_1219378120

This nice.. err.. lady knows what to do.

according to this site: http://www.emcdda.europa.eu/html.cfm/index25480EN.html

The purity of powders is usually less than 10 %. Tablets may contain up to 40 mg of active drug. The free base constitutes 80 % of the hydrochloride salt. The retail purity of methamphetamines in 2004 in the Czech Republic and Slovakia ranged from 5 % to 80 %, with an average purity level of 40–50 % in both countries. In Europe, the most common cutting agents are caffeine, glucose and other sugars, less commonly ephedrine or ketamine. Methamphetamine has been seen as an adulterant in ecstasy tablets.

Where I'm at, the purity varies as much as all the other "major" drugs here.(meth,cocaine,herion)

I can get some amazing glass...for a pretty penny.

Or there's always shitty 'speed' around. (mainly amp, small amount of methamp and other cuts)

Ahahahaha. I've never seen that before. :D

Baaah, I got impatient and just tried it a little bit ago. Only used a little bit and crushed it up real good. Heated up for probably too long, I was waiting for the crack stem to turn red like it's supposed to but it never did for some reason. I snorted it slower than I would do if I wasn't hotrailing. It was pretty damn cool. I wasn't prepared to get as much smoke up my nose as I did hah! The stem was still smokin' when I took it out my nose when I couldn't inhale anymore hahaha. Didn't get a big rush like I heard about and hoped for, but that's probably because I didn't do a whole lot since I was just trying this out. It's hitting me pretty damn good though. It was only a minute or so after I'd done it before I was already pointlessly rearranging all the money in my wallet to make all the bills face the same way and go in order, then washed some dishes while talking to my mom about politics, then crushed up all the soda cans and put them in the recycle bag. Still got a decent amount left too. Only 5:47pm and I ain't got shit to do tonight or tomorrow till later in the afternoon. Should be an ok night. :)


hahahahaha, I love you <3

I can't help you out with hot railing though cos I still haven't tried that

I think I might buy some meth JUST so I can try it and post on &T all night <3

don't its a great high, but you feel so fucking dirty when you do it

What is the purpose of a "hot rail"? I have never heard of this. Does it get you higher? Doesn't it burn your nose pretty badly?

Ah sorry I wasn't around, fun shit though huh? TONS of smoke. My dealer bailed on me saying there was no more. Fucker.

I posted this same thread for help at bluelight. After I was pretty much done getting fucked up I started to make a post in my thread saying thanks for the help and said I was off to go download porn all night...and as the meth worked its stuff I ended up talking about how taking meth and masturbating can turn a life long Atheist into a believer of God with no doubt at all, but the twist is that busting a nut on meth is fucking God-like but so God-like that He, whom you now believe in after a long life of laughing at the idea of a higher power, takes your actions as a threat and now you must live the rest of your life in fear of his wrath. nobody orgasms like God. nobody. apparently anyway. im pretty damn spun

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=393795

*Adds to the to do list*

You sound absolutely fucking trashed man. Lul.

You lucky cunt.

God yes. Meth orgasms are indeed divine.

ive chosen my first video to watch at pornhub.com. so im on my way to having one. probably be another 5 hours or so before i successfully rub one out though. but sometimes you gotta work hard to get those big rewards in life. and i am one determined and focused mofo and im not going to let any of you stand in the way of my goals anymore. im going to stroke dammit.

"You people have stood in my way long enough! I'm going to clown college!"

http://www.topdownloads.net/section_images/msn/1146743557.jpg

sublimation! sublimation! you could invent something! create something!

i AM creating something. dont worry and be patient. id advise you to stay close, and close your eyes so it can be a surprise. youll know when im done.

okaaaay but I'm kinda new at this. it won't hurt, will it?

it shouldnt, but im going to go the extra mile and make sure it does. ill shove a .22 bullet in my pee hole, then keep working up till im about to blow, then stop, and repeat several times and then when you least expect it BANG! youve got a mouth full of my seed and you wont even have to be alive while they make your dirty hippie body their home and multiply and grow stronger until theres enough of them to take over your corpse and your second coming as my zombie slave will begin.

don't its a great high, but you feel so fucking dirty when you do it

I bet it's one of the best highs though :(

I bet it's one of the best highs though :(

it is at first. but after a little while of regular use the magic will be gone, and itll never feel as good again. but you'll most likely keep doing it, trying everything you can to get that old feeling back. often times you'll think you "were almost there" and that "if i did ____ different" or "if i did ____ instead" or whatever and you'll still keep going. sure, many people dont let it take over them like that (Stupid Noob being a famous forum member who fits that description), but many many DO.

aint gonna tell you what to do, as this is BLT fuckin C. but be careful. dont let my careless meth posts sway you into trying "just a little this once". but if you think you've got the willpower, go for it. if you like uppers, this shit is fucking great.

This is one high motherfucker.



And actually, I can get that same first high. That's why meth is so fucking great. With crack, I can never get that first high I did, but meth, fuuuuck, i can get sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooo fucking high.

plehem, I seem to recall a post of yours some time ago saying something like "You know you're a tweaker when you're sitting at your computer naked at 4 in the morning with your dick covered in lubricant giving someone life advice."

One of my more fond memories of BLTC.

If the Vaseline company were smart businessmen they would sponsor me and my meth use. But they won't let me do commercials or any promotion because they are too cheap to pay for a tv spot longer than 60 seconds, and unfortunately I'm unable to cut down my lines to any less than 37 hours which they say is "ridiculous" and that I'm an "idiot" and that I should "get the hell out of their office and never come back" to which I respond by chasing him around the building while I scream profanities at him to the tune of the Benny Hill theme.

If the Vaseline company were smart businessmen they would sponsor me and my meth use. But they won't let me do commercials or any promotion because they are too cheap to pay for a tv spot longer than 60 seconds, and unfortunately I'm unable to cut down my lines to any less than 37 hours which they say is "ridiculous" and that I'm an "idiot" and that I should "get the hell out of their office and never come back" to which I respond by chasing him around the building while I scream profanities at him to the tune of the Benny Hill theme.
I lol'd fucking hard.

glad u geeked

and jealous.

Meth IS everything your step-uncle warned you about.

The only thing my step uncle warned me about was telling other people about our secret game.

The only thing my step uncle warned me about was telling other people about our secret game.
Shut your fucking face, uncle fucker.
You're the one who fucked your uncle, uncle fucker.
You don't eat or sleep or mow the lawn, just fuck your uncle all day long.

hahaha. <3 xanax :p

Shut your fucking face, uncle fucker.
You're the one who fucked your uncle, uncle fucker.
You don't eat or sleep or mow the lawn, just fuck your uncle all day long.

hahaha. <3 xanax :p

Your a fucking idiot.

Your a fucking idiot.

No, you're an idiot.

*swish*

No, you're an idiot.

*swish*

Ok what ever you say.

Eat<snort<hotrail<smoke<bang


Not sure where plugging fits in there.

Also, you don't want it glowing hot. You want it just hot enough to vape your product.

yeah, i figured that out. but everything i remember reading about hot railing has said to get it glowing red. whatevs.

and good god do i want to go pick up some more now. the high was actually on the lower end in terms of intensity but goddammit i still want some more. buuuut i really shouldnt...

i really picked my skin to hell though. for whatever reason i focused the picking on my balls and i seriously dont think they will ever look the same again. anyone with an iron stomach want me to upload a grainy cell phone pic of them? it is truly disgusting.

You are one fucked up individual.

Better than being several fucked up individuals. My friend Bob Sacemano, yeah he's a schizo. He's a good guy and everything, but man does he have to put up with some shit. Anyway I've gotta go. I'm cancelling my account at the blood bank. Dirty scamming a-holes. I'm keeping all my blood in my freezer from now on with MY MONEY

love that show

I'd say it fits in yr asshole.

I'd say it fits in yr asshole.

barely

Thats what she said. ;) (Yes, I know that is WAYYYYY overused, just amused me at the moment)

Now that the meth has worn off more I am really worried about my nuts. Seriously, they are fucking disgusting and hurt pretty bad. They've gone from regular size to feeling like I have a bag of groceries between my legs. I have to pick them up before I sit down.

This thread is chock full of lawls. lol meth.

I have to see pictures of these balls now.

Meth lulz are the best kind

We need to send this thread to TheTruth or Dare or something. See how much fun people have when someone does meth?

So I took the pic, uploaded it to my computer, and when I opened the file and saw my boys at eye level and at a much bigger size...I pussed out. I don't think I can let myself post it. :(

But to describe how bad they are even more, when I dropped my drawers for the pic and pulled them up my hands were covered in puss that my balls were soaked in, and my hands were so sticky that the shit didn't even come completely off after I showered. Also, all the hair in my crotch area, a lot of which my balls don't even directly touch, look like I used hair grease and tried to style my pubes or some shit. Hell, put some jeans and a wifebeater on my dick and people would be asking my dick for John Travolta's autograph.

For the religious readers among us, please pray that my balls will heal. If they don't the only way I'll get laid again is if there is some sort of niche audience for mutilated male genitalia porn that doesn't involve the mutilation actually taking place in the video itself. It could happen, right? I mean the internets got it all doesn't it?

God I'm scared. :(

post that shit...

Ahahaha!
This thread is good shit.
Brings back memories.
smoking w/ good technique > hotrail
Flying high + stuck at home + low tolerance?
You're fucked, my friend.
No wonder why your balls are raw. :D
Good shit.

This thread is extremely entertaining :D

Hahaha, you FUCKED UP BROTHA. Hope your balls heal though. ;)

Yo. Puss is a sign of infection. Wash that shit, and I mean wash it. Wash everywhere in, around, or anywhere near any open wound, with anti-bacterial/anti-mocrobial soap. Cover with sterile gauze and a dickload of neosporin or some other anti-bacterial. Repeat three times a day. If it doesn't get noticeably better soon get to a fucking doctor.

Do it or your balls will be fucked.

your balls are fucked.

fixed.

You want Hydrogen Peroxide to sterilise any infection in your balls.

You might also want some Heroin to swiftly inject straight afterwards.

hydrogen peroxide and then a shitload of neosporin and gauze...

actually you could soak them in iodine, i had an ingrown toenail possibly infected with staph, stuck it into some betadine solution and i just saw this stream of yellow fluid pour out of my toe... like a teaspoon worth or more... your balls will be stained orange for a while though....

ok its 2pm and i just woke up (woot woot sleep) and i was planning to ask you guys what i should do about my wounded soldiers, but you already told me! i love you guys. this is the bltc i know and love. im off to waddle my way to the store to get this stuff...

and this is why masturbation is for degenerates

hey! masturbation is for everyone!

Man up. Post the pics.

Man up. Post the pics.

Agreed.

Agreed.

This.

Peer pressure ftw. I got rid of the original pic, this one is from just now. So it's after a night's sleep and lots of hydrogen peroxide and neosporin, so they look LOTS better. So keep that in mind.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v493/plehem12/deeznutz.jpg

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=393795
did it even make any sense? im sure as hell not reading it again to see.

also, ding-a-ling-on-a-string is comedy gold and somebody better high five me for that and soon.

nice.

Lul at memories of non-nonsensical ramblings about God, thats when I know I'm fucked up.

I'm glad they're better than they were. That was still mildly disgusting

wowowowowowowow

Looks like a brain.

I'll pray for ya, though. :)

Wow I just read the first page of this thread and now I'm looking at what appears to be a ball sack, this shit escalated pretty fast

I hate meth

And the moral to this story kids....Don't scratch/pick at your balls on meth...

Those are some nasty looking balls.

I think you're gonna be alright though.

do it pussy.

this shit is still unbelievably painful. i think id rather take my chances getting shot in the arm or something. its constant pain, the wounds bang against my legs when i walk and i have to sit down and stand up like an old lady. and the sitting takes some planning, because if i decide i want to change sitting positions its a whole goddamn production. ALSO i sleep on my stomach and its impossible for me to fall asleep any other way, so ive gotta lay on the damn things. i didnt fall asleep till 10am this morning. and i just got done tweaking. DO YOU KNOW HOW TIRED I AM?

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

man, i don't wanna know what you did to your balls...


but, i was gonna say if i caught this earlier, practice makes perfect. haha. no shit huh?

Try putting some bengay on them. It'll help numb the pain.

Alright if no one else is gonna say it I guess I will
*ahem*
GO TO A DOCTOR

...or least get some pain meds

they are getting much much better. i still stand up like an old lady but i dont think i actually need to. they only hurt if i move just the right way. ill probably have a couple scars but overall i think ill be fine and ready to bone again in a week or so...

the hydrogen peroxide and neosporin was good advice...in case anyone here is as dumb as i am and does the same thing to themselves in the future

^you do know you're going to be remembered for this, right?

why do you think i went ahead and posted the pics?

Bump because i couldn't possibly let this thread die

Wow, good call. I got some more meth a couple days ago and last night managed to pretty much re-do the damage I'd done that was finally nearly healed.

I really gotta let it heal and stay that way soon. I'm getting pretty horny and I'm finding it to be rather common for girls to take issue with my balls being covered in scabs and open wounds, some of them with puss freely dripping out. I try to explain to them that I don't have more than 1 STD that I'm aware of, and that I'm just simply a meth addict who spends hours at a time of the high using my fingernails to remove the first few layers of skin from my scrotum until so much blood is lost that it causes me to feel quite nauseous. For some reason this isn't good enough for these picky whores and leave instantly, leaving me alone and forced to add the color blue to my already brightly colored ballsack.

You have quite an unhealthy obsession with your testicles, or testicles in general.

Try wearing mittens next time you're spracked.

Who are you to call it unhealthy? Are you a doctor? Do you have a medical license? Did you go through 8 years of school to become qualified to make such a judgment? Do you get paid to stare and poke around in vaginas of young girls trying to find out if they're pregnant which sounds awesome but is evened out by grabbing high school kids nuts while they cough?

I didn't think so. I personally see nothing wrong with giving my boys the attention they deserve. And until I explain in detail how I go about doing that and receive their professional opinion on it, you are not to use such specific and harsh terms when describing it, and should learn to call my open love I have for my berries something more accurate and more subjective. Perhaps instead of calling it an unhealthy obsession you could refer to it as a "questionable hobby," hmmm? You see what a difference that makes?

Also, I don't mean to make you feel bad about not being a doctor. If it makes you feel any better, I was a doctor but had my license revoked after I was caught trying to promote freedom in my patients healthcare by letting them decide how they would prefer to be treated and, when applicable, choose the prescription medicine of their choice regardless of their illness. My theory was that it is the patients' bodies, their illnesses, and as such should be given the opportunity to pick a medicine that they think sounds to be the most effective for them as individuals. By allowing them so much control over their treatment they are going to feel more confident about the medicine which will provoke the placebo effect and even if they end up choosing lithium for strep throat it's not all that far-fetched to say that they will be cured in just the time frame that the bottle says. I was also injecting small amount of my own semen into women who came in for pap smears so that I could spread my seed all over the city. Well it turns out my state doesn't allow that anymore. Goddamn republicans.

if only we had more nice honest doctors like you

I lol'd.

Wow, good call. I got some more meth a couple days ago and last night managed to pretty much re-do the damage I'd done that was finally nearly healed.

I really gotta let it heal and stay that way soon. I'm getting pretty horny and I'm finding it to be rather common for girls to take issue with my balls being covered in scabs and open wounds, some of them with puss freely dripping out. I try to explain to them that I don't have more than 1 STD that I'm aware of, and that I'm just simply a meth addict who spends hours at a time of the high using my fingernails to remove the first few layers of skin from my scrotum until so much blood is lost that it causes me to feel quite nauseous. For some reason this isn't good enough for these picky whores and leave instantly, leaving me alone and forced to add the color blue to my already brightly colored ballsack.

thats why god invented rape ;)

thats why god invented high doses of GHB ;)
Fixed.

you guys should get a kick out of this. me in the pic

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v493/plehem12/plehemlolwutjpeg.jpg

how many minutes ago?

the holy trinity!

ah that pic is actually from the same time i took the nutsack pic but for some reason i havent been able to get it off my phone and onto my computer but i just sent it to someone else and then they emailed it to me and yeah ;)

not that this time looks much different though. although no hot rails this time and for some reason this batch and binge have torn my face up real nice like. but in the end its pretty much the same :)

I'm calling bullshit on your 'medical license'. You never had one. If you did, I doubt you would have picked your balls to shit, and even IF you did, you would know how to treat such an injury and wouldn't need the advice of random drug addicts on the interwebz. Furthermore I refuse to believe an individual such as yourself is capable of attaining a medical degree. It's nothing personal. I just don't want to believe someone like you could end up giving me vital medical advice.

LOL that's the point, he was tweeked out of his mind and making shit up and rambling. A common tweaker trait.

you should of made a foil hat, like on "signs"

LOL that's the point, he was tweeked out of his mind and making shit up and rambling. A common tweaker trait.

Haha true. When I tweaked I never blatantly made stuff up like that (or at least not to that extent). Sure I exaggerated and rambled to the point it might be considered a lie but there was always a little truth involved. Making up 8 years of medical schooling and years of being a controversial doctor seems a bit ridiculous lol.

Speaking of uppers, how much would you charge someone for 1500 mgs of dexedrine? I've got a bunch of the shit lying around that I don't want and I'm near broke so I'm gonna sell it (not online though so don't even bother emailing me).

Wow, good call. I got some more meth a couple days ago and last night managed to pretty much re-do the damage I'd done that was finally nearly healed.

I really gotta let it heal and stay that way soon. I'm getting pretty horny and I'm finding it to be rather common for girls to take issue with my balls being covered in scabs and open wounds, some of them with puss freely dripping out. I try to explain to them that I don't have more than 1 STD that I'm aware of, and that I'm just simply a meth addict who spends hours at a time of the high using my fingernails to remove the first few layers of skin from my scrotum until so much blood is lost that it causes me to feel quite nauseous. For some reason this isn't good enough for these picky whores and leave instantly, leaving me alone and forced to add the color blue to my already brightly colored ballsack.

Score
Meth: 2
Plehem's ballsac: 0

I notice as the thread progresses, you're getting into meth kinda' fast there, eh?
Do you know what you're getting yourself into? Of course not - Not yet at least.
Enjoy. :)

It's like we're molding and shaping a regular kid into a tweaker.. With his help, of course.

I notice as the thread progresses, you're getting into meth kinda' fast there, eh?
Do you know what you're getting yourself into? Of course not - Not yet at least.
Enjoy.

No I'm pretty sure Plehem has a lot of experience with meth and such like.

No I'm pretty sure Plehem has a lot of experience with meth and such like.

I'm sorry dude, I misread the OP and others, and assumed.

My bad.

You really thought I was being serious? Are you retarded man?

And @Whatever1, reject is right. I've been doing this for over 5 years now. Went to rehab for it just over two years ago, and after getting out took more time off from it and then started back up using in moderation (a $20 bag every few months). Although as you can see from this thread I went very much overboard these past two weeks, got too much and did too much without getting enough sleep and lost control of my skin picking problem. This is the first time this has happened since I quit and entered rehab. I'm pretty disappointed in myself, but I'm not gonna be too hard on me either as I am going into the army in a month or so and I'm going through different drugs and enjoying them to the fullest for the last time. I've been wanting an actual tweak out for a while now and this is my last chance to do so for a few years. The thing I have to make sure of is that once this bag is gone I don't let the addict in me trick myself into going and getting some more. I think I'll be ok. Not eating and sleeping, tearing up my body, losing my mind and thinking everyone is out to get me, and feeling like shit for a week isn't as awesome as I remember.

Got a solid night of sleep last night and had a little bit of breakfast so that's good news. But I've been taking blasts off the pookie in between checking out totse and another forum, so that's not good news because I really should have taken today off as well. Oh well, if you're one of the many internet rats that enjoys my tweaked out persona then all I ask in return is that you wish me luck in summoning the willpower to do what I need to do.

^how's the ball sack doin?

Well phlegm, I read your post and the thing that I don't understand, is:
Why are you smoking meth?

(5 minute pause, started doing something else while trying to figure out how I can justify my question)

There are a million ways I can justify my question, but I don't feel like going into it right now.

I know why you are smoking meth.

I was clean & sober for 4 months and I just relapsed last thursday. All it took was one hit, and I've been smokin' papers, fiendin' for the next, all day and night running missions until last night.

I don't have to say much else.

I can say one thing though.
Get up and out of your house, man. Then you won't have to worry about scratching your nuts. Socialize with people, or some shit, man. Get out on the dope scene and hang out with other smokers who are up.

I've never been the type of smoker that you are putting yourself out to be - staying home all night on the computer getting twacked with nothing to do and nobody to talk to.

Shit, if I was ever put in that situation, I'd make the best out of it and fucking modify a toaster or some shit man, not devote my time to scratching my balls.

You got a car? Use it, that's a tweaker's best friend - At least in my book. But I've never met a tweaker like you. Props and respect? :)

Now get out there and roll that bowl!

Didn't fuck 'em up as bad as last week, but I'm back to the old lady routine for standing and sitting. It's cool though, it works as an effective tactic to prevent headrushes that I often get because when my ballsack isn't injured I'm usually so excited to stand up I don't consider the consequences. The bad ballsack is just a training process to teach me that even standing up safely requires one to exercise moderation. And this I have ignored for far too long, and have suffered more headrushes than I care to recall.

And don't even get me started on eating ice cream and brain freezes...

Gotta stay busy. I've made some awesome shit while tweaking balls. No pun intended.

Come on, man.
It's like you're smoking in order to fuck your ballsack up and have something to think about and to do.

Why don't you make some type of cup which will prevent you from scratching your nuts? Rig it up so that you get shocked or something, every time you touch it. Tape conductors around your fingers.

I don't know, something - But this ballsack stuff is getting old.
Get over it.

Oh, and lay off the meth, you don't seem to need it, you're gonna fuck yourself up even worse in some way, some time soon, I guarantee it.

Come on, man.
It's like you're smoking in order to fuck your ballsack up and have something to think about and to do.

Why don't you make some type of cup which will prevent you from scratching your nuts? Rig it up so that you get shocked or something, every time you touch it. Tape conductors around your fingers.

I don't know, something - But this ballsack stuff is getting old.
Get over it.

Oh, and lay off the meth, you don't seem to need it, you're gonna fuck yourself up even worse in some way, some time soon, I guarantee it.
lol@ one tweeker telling another to put the pipe down

Hanging out with tweakers isn't something I like. If I met one who acts and talks like me when tweaked out then I'd love to smoke and do joke bits back and forth. But most tweakers are just annoying to hang out with and also a lot of the time also put me at risk because they can't control themselves when the time or situation calls for it. I like doing this alone and doing my whole sarcastic "classic plehem" personality on the internet because I don't have to deal with anyone I don't want to, don't have to worry about someone else fucking things up for me, I'm safe, I have a very wide and diverse audience, and so on and so forth. Also, I've got a car but I don't drive when under the influence of anything.

I got out of the scene a while back. Every once in a while I'll load up and grab my headphones and hit the street and go visit some old peeps and chill and shoot the shit for a while. But most of them are dead, some moved on in their lives, some just relocated, and some in jail. The ones still left are on the clock. They are too into it for me. I have no interest in the full experience of the drug culture anymore. But it is nice to pass through every so often, which like I said I do. But when it's time to head back, I'll still have many hours before normal society starts their day and thus have to pass the time. Which takes me here. I genuinely enjoy doing these long silly posts and doing the IRC equivalent, it's not like I feel as though it's my only option. It is true that I don't have a social life that is as active as I would like it to be, but it does exist beyond the internet even though it may seem like it doesn't if you happen to be around while I'm in the middle of one of these posting marathons.

Appreciate the advice. But I think I'll be ok.

So, have you slept yet?

If you read, then you'd know. If you're not going to read, then why do you care? Yes, I slept a solid 8 hours last night.

edit: oh and sorry for suddenly disappearing for a while like that. after Whatever's harsh words i got up, went outside, and started painting the eves (the, like umm, edges of the roof) on my house. seriously. so there.

I'm sorry for being so harsh plehem12. ;)

Anyways, I was on IRC and somebody came in talking about meth, so I asked him a few questions. Once I found out his age (16), I was curious. I asked a few more questions.

This log is for you guys (like stupidn00b and stuff), I don't have much of a point to posting it.

<Whatever1> hey man
<dotNorm1> sup nigga?
<Whatever1> not much just wondering what state you live in
<dotNorm1> Eh, why so?
<Whatever1> just curious, you sound like someone i know
<dotNorm1> Texas.
<Whatever1> oh ok.
<Whatever1> seems like you know a bit about meth
<Whatever1> so you snort it because you dont want to see a puddle, you might end up smoking it all?
<dotNorm1> Ehhh.
<Whatever1> ?
<dotNorm1> Pretty much.
<Whatever1> how long have you been using for? just curious
<dotNorm1> Tasted for the first time when I was 15.
<Whatever1> ah i see
<dotNorm1> Only recently made it a daily thing.
<Whatever1> and, when you get your meth... do you deal with like adults or people around your age
<Whatever1> just curious
<Whatever1> ?
<dotNorm1> My connects are 23-27.
<Whatever1> i see
<dotNorm1> I have only two connects, really.
<dotNorm1> They are both in their twenties.
<Whatever1> well, im sorry to say but your 'connects' are idiots for doing that to you.
<dotNorm1> Meh.
<dotNorm1> One connect I only know as a connect.
<dotNorm1> The other is actually a good friend.
<Whatever1> that's horrible. lol
<dotNorm1> Nah man, like....
<dotNorm1> She refused to sell to me for months.
<Whatever1> shit dude, im sorry, but that's horrible
<dotNorm1> And she is also friends with a bunch of my friends that are also my age.
<dotNorm1> She refuses to sell to any of them but me, she says Im the only one that can handle his drugs, as she doesn't want me to form a habit.
<dotNorm1> I only use it daily for the purpose of waking up for, attending, and excelling in school.
<dotNorm1> If I don't have to deal with school, I don't have to obtain.
<Whatever1> what are you, 10th grade? what are your plans for 11th grade?
<dotNorm1> This friend connect would also stop providing to me if I started purchasing too frequently or if she heard that I was sharing the dope with anybody my age or irresponsible.
<dotNorm1> Im in 11th grade, actually.
<Whatever1> ah. congrats. what are your plans for senior year?
<Whatever1> senior year is usually the best year in high school man, party up..
<Whatever1> what are your plans?
<dotNorm1> My plans?
<Whatever1> yeah.. like.. do good in your senior year?
<Whatever1> excel?
<dotNorm1> Obviously.
<dotNorm1> That's my original reason for using methamphetamine before school.
<dotNorm1> To excel.

(When asked about waking up for school next year)
<dotNorm1> Furthermore, I will be slightly older, and waking up to attend might be facilitated as a result.
<Whatever1> ah i see
<dotNorm1> Presently, waking up at 6 AM in the morning is almost entirely impossible.
<dotNorm1> Not sure if its because my teenage body is still "developing"(?)
<dotNorm1> or if my body's internal clock just doesn't read morning wake up.

<Whatever1> mmm
<Whatever1> so that's why you use right when you wake up?
<dotNorm1> but even if I do manage to get up and go to school, by the time I am out of school maintaining consciousness is pushing it.
<dotNorm1> and with all AP courses, the amount of work and thought I need to do my homework
<dotNorm1> far exceeds the amount I have.
<Whatever1> so you're tired when you get out of school? well, you could just use more and you'd be awake.. yeah?
<dotNorm1> Yeahhhhhhh.
<dotNorm1> Im describing me WITHOUT dope.
<dotNorm1> And thus, detailing my current reasons for use.
<Whatever1> ah ok i understand
<dotNorm1> Clearly dope counteracts these conundrums, and I may remain functional throughout the week.

What the hell did you post that for...?

That kid is a retard. He is 16 and takes meth daily to excel. Way to think ahead. He takes it because he considers getting up for school at 6 in the morning nearly impossible. It's not impossible, he is just lazy. School isn't hard, although it varies depending on the person obviously, but a little determination and effort is all it takes. He's got a world of problems headed right for him and he can't even see it.

Like I said,
"I don't have much of a point to posting it."
Just something to read while we're on the subject of meth.

justifying useage is asking for trouble...

whatever happened to just having fun? phelem's got the point...

Hanging out with tweakers isn't something I like. If I met one who acts and talks like me when tweaked out then I'd love to smoke and do joke bits back and forth. But most tweakers are just annoying to hang out with and also a lot of the time also put me at risk because they can't control themselves when the time or situation calls for it. I like doing this alone and doing my whole sarcastic "classic plehem" personality on the internet because I don't have to deal with anyone I don't want to, don't have to worry about someone else fucking things up for me, I'm safe, I have a very wide and diverse audience, and so on and so forth. Also, I've got a car but I don't drive when under the influence of anything.

I got out of the scene a while back. Every once in a while I'll load up and grab my headphones and hit the street and go visit some old peeps and chill and shoot the shit for a while. But most of them are dead, some moved on in their lives, some just relocated, and some in jail. The ones still left are on the clock. They are too into it for me. I have no interest in the full experience of the drug culture anymore. But it is nice to pass through every so often, which like I said I do. But when it's time to head back, I'll still have many hours before normal society starts their day and thus have to pass the time. Which takes me here. I genuinely enjoy doing these long silly posts and doing the IRC equivalent, it's not like I feel as though it's my only option. It is true that I don't have a social life that is as active as I would like it to be, but it does exist beyond the internet even though it may seem like it doesn't if you happen to be around while I'm in the middle of one of these posting marathons.

Appreciate the advice. But I think I'll be ok.

Plehem I love your huge block posts

justifying useage is asking for trouble...

whatever happened to just having fun? phelem's got the point...

Not being a tweaker probably makes my point invalid, but i would have to agree

Plehem I love your huge block posts


Enjoy them while they last, as after what little bit of meth I have left is gone this is it for probably a few years as I plan on going into the army. This was my farewell to meth tweak-out special. That and papa and mama bear are hot on my tail and seem to be zoning in on busting me for this "relapse". I've been getting a lot of hints. Not that they can do anything about it, but it isn't that respectful not to mention fun when loved ones are on your ass and laying on the guilt trip real thick like and you live in the same house.

Who knows though you might get another variation of the drugged out plehem persona. I've had my goodbyes with weed and cocaine already. I'd like to do the same with E but that is very hard for me to find, so it's unlikely to happen. But maybe if you're lucky I'll go get some heroin and instead of these long block posts of meth you'll get short spaced out posts with no thought at all put into them made by me nodding out and having my head land on the keyboard. It could get interesting!

Enjoy them while they last, as after what little bit of meth I have left is gone this is it for probably a few years as I plan on going into the army. This was my farewell to meth tweak-out special. That and papa and mama bear are hot on my tail and seem to be zoning in on busting me for this "relapse". I've been getting a lot of hints. Not that they can do anything about it, but it isn't that respectful not to mention fun when loved ones are on your ass and laying on the guilt trip real thick like and you live in the same house.

Who knows though you might get another variation of the drugged out plehem persona. I've had my goodbyes with weed and cocaine already. I'd like to do the same with E but that is very hard for me to find, so it's unlikely to happen. But maybe if you're lucky I'll go get some heroin and instead of these long block posts of meth you'll get short spaced out posts with no thought at all put into them made by me nodding out and having my head land on the keyboard. It could get interesting!

speaking of E...

...woohoo

oh up yours. show off

I'd lol if he gets drug tested by the army and it's just like "Methamphetamine, Heroin, MDMA, THC, Cocaine"

Maybe they'd read it backwards and think you we're all clean

All out of meth :(. Thanks fellas for keepin me entertained in here and contributing in my most successful totse thread EVAR. I'm groovin off the meth with some oxycodone now. Trouble free transmission helps my oils flow, totse let me pump your gas. Baby I'm talkin bout LOVE. Come to me for service every hundred posts, baby let me check your points and fix your overdrive. Talkin bout loooove


i cant stop talkin...i cant stop talkin....ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

All out of meth :(

The worst thing one could ever be presented with.

The worst thing one could ever be presented with.

Right next to seeing you post. OOOH BURN

"is he joking?!" ah lighten up and let your hair down, its tuesday night. and for the unemployed, like myself, that means its party time. ;)

Oh and also! I just came up on 150mgs (four 30mg pills) of oxycodone instant release for $25. this current dealer of mine is simply awesome. ALSO ALSO, he is hot on the trail of some X for me. man this period of unemployment and wait for going into the army might end up being pretty epic once its all over.