I ate my first batch of shrooms last sunday, three or four caps. I let it take hold, and I was feeling pretty good. Nohing real trippy, but cars looked glossy and everything was bright. I was laughing at anything, and everything. I would sit on the front handle bars of a bike, and riding down the street would seem like a thousand mile trek, only to find that we traveled half a block.

Pretty soon, we entered a shopping mall and all the fear took over. I became extremely anxious and nervous, as everyone was clearly out to get me. It didnt help that I was swaeting up a storm. We wait inside a fast food joint when my two friends take one roll each. I barely even remember them getting E, but it was all fine. I decided I needed to get out of their asap though, and this was the start of my Bad Trip.

Soon, one of the friends leaves for no reason, and now Im stuck with my original accomplise. We ride back to my house, when he makes a brave observation of getting more pills. I say sure, not point in going against the flow of others I thought. Soon enough, I find myself back in my house, but this time, somethings different. I find Im sitting in a bathroom, and its hard to get out. Its bigger than usual, surely Im trapped! I see my body, and its the body of a wormish thing. Quite disgusting! I soon hear the sounds of my friend, whom is causing a great disturbance in our peaceful house. I feel I need to stop him before any damage is done.

I rush out and find him making a mess of my room. Why? Mdma usually makes one peaceful. But never mind that, he was on a mission. And so was I for that matter. When your brain is turned to mush from those foul little devils, how can you possibly comprehend Not following your friend? We head out for accross town, in order to pick up the extra pills.

My friend is racing accross town, speeding like a raging crack fiend off for his last fix. And here I am, caught in the dust, unable to properly function. Instead of waiting up (like any mdma induced friend would do) he orders me to go faster and faster. This is strange I thought, normally one is kind on that sort of drug, what could possibly be in that pill to cause such a rage?

We finally get the pill, and my friend generously offers to pay with my money. To make matters worse, there are atleast eight on duty cop cars in the same lot as our dealer, making me more nervous than any man should ever be. We get the pills and head on our way. Our way to where? Wherever my pill laden friend goes. And this would be McDonalds...and the start of the most unpleasant night imaginable.

Without my knowing, I take the pill. Now, let me say this. I will not soley place blame on another for my drug intake. That is unfair. Did he shove the pill down my throat? No. However, we were all supposed to be on shrooms that day, but when I bought them, they backed out. They said they would make sure nothing bad happened around or to me. I felt totally assured. Here are my friends, making the best and safest possible environment for my first trip. How could I be mad?

Well, my 'friends' urged me to lend them thirty dollars when I was high. Its so hard to sya no, and they new that. But the thing that is downright horrible, while I was in the bathroom at my house, my friend asked my kind mother for money for dinner. He said he didnt have any. Being the kind mom that she is, she obliged. 20 dollars.

He kept it.

And later that night, I saw 6 twentys in his wallet.

Without going on and on, we witnessed a motorcycle crash which ended any chance of a good trip. Now, even days later, I still feel horrible.

Is it the lingering of those godawful memories? The pain of knowing Ive been conned by my 'friends'? Or is it the seretonin too afraid to show back up, in fear that my horrible judgement gets the best of us again? I dont know, but I dont feel myself. I feel like a shell, and to top everything off, my vision is nothing. Everything is a bit fuzzy, and I cant focus in on anything. In retrospect, what I did was not much, but for me, I must have pushed a limit. Hopefully these symptoms go away, and my sight will return to normal.

One thing is for sure. Im never touching those drugs again.

BAD ENVIRONMENT all the way. You need new friends. I would never con my friends' parents out of money, or offer to pay for drugs with their money.

What you're experiencing now is probably something similar to PTSD. Just give it time, chill, get rid of your friends and you'll be back to normal in no time.

Thanks, the first day I was so paranoid about having hppd haha but my vision isnt that bad, Everything is just soft, like I cant focus. And ya, Im definately chillin with a different group of friends now.

Yea man, it's really seems that your enviroment and your douchebag freinds really got the best of you. With strong trips, espeically bad trips have a tendency to leave that 'mark' on you that will last for a little while and leave you a little shooken up and 'not there' quote on quote. Let your brain start getting back to normal and eventually your serotonin will too.

BTW break that fucking faggot of a friends jaw of yours for taking your moms and yours money. If that was my 'freind' that cocksucker would already be in the hospital. Don't let that shit go.

Get a baseball bat and smash the fucker who took your money like that.

what world do you live in? on Earth you can't just do that, and everyone knows it. so shut the fuck up and quit wasting space on this bulletin with your useless suggestions.
the system is set up in a way in which hitting someone with a bat will not benefit you even if they wronged you. are you retarded? next time someone fucks with you, get a bat and smash their fucking skull in. i'll guarentee you'd be better off not doing it, unless you're 17 or under.

from the way it sounds, those pills were FILLED with meth or another amp.

what kind were they?

yah man sounds more like a tweaker flip, sounds fun as hell :-/... Shammed up to the teets whilst sniffin/poppin methbombs, with other tweaked out folks whom are tryin to scam you and your parents.. I'd have peaced that shit out in a minute.. Never go to a place full of people on a headful of shrooms, or any psychedelic for that matter.. It's no good man..

And if you're going to hippyflip make sure the pills are clean before you go and mix em with other drugs... Hippyflippin is my favorite combination, and i've done shrooms more times than I can remember. I've never had a bad trip because I refuse to stay in a situation in which I feel uncomfortable.. I'd rather trip by myself than with people like your "friends"....

Get a case of n2o chargers, download a shitload of ren & stimpy episodes, and rent willy wonka(new or old dosn't matter)... have a couple of clean bombs on hand... Get one of your good friends to come over, eat an 1/8 of shrooms each and see if you don't have the time of your life.

Quite disgusting! I soon hear the sounds of my friend, whom is causing a great disturbance in our peaceful house. I feel I need to stop him before any damage is done.

I rush out and find him making a mess of my room. Why? Mdma usually makes one peaceful. But never mind that, he was on a mission. And so was I for that matter.

Look at me,
Busy as a bee!
Where did I get all this energy??

This is strange I thought, normally one is kind on that sort of drug, what could possibly be in that pill to cause such a rage?

The thing that amazes me is that you actually can't figure out the obvious answer without our help.

My friend is racing accross town, speeding like a raging crack fiend off for his last fix.

So, your "friends" are preexisting scheisty meth addicts?

Well, quick road to a bad trip...

Well, my 'friends' urged me to lend them thirty dollars when I was high. Its so hard to sya no, and they new that. But the thing that is downright horrible, while I was in the bathroom at my house, my friend asked my kind mother for money for dinner. He said he didnt have any. Being the kind mom that she is, she obliged. 20 dollars.

He kept it.

And later that night, I saw 6 twentys in his wallet.

There are "responsible tweakers." Your friends are not among them.

Now, even days later, I still feel horrible.

lol... how many pep pills did you eat, son?

Or is it the seretonin too afraid to show back up, in fear that my horrible judgement gets the best of us again?

Umm... WHY?

You didn't take any serotonin-depleting substances.

to top everything off, my vision is nothing. Everything is a bit fuzzy, and I cant focus in on anything.

Smooth! You just botoxed your eyeball!

(probably not botulinum, but yes, focus is cholergenic. Muscarinic, involuntary smooth-muscle, I believe... as opposed to the nicotinic skeletal receptors that botulotoxin targets)

One thing is for sure. Im never touching those drugs again.

Umm...

...how do you say that when, until totse pointed out the obvious, you thought you'd actually consumed some quantity of MDMA that night?

Anyways... keep the drugs. Ditch your friends. 'cause only one of the two is dragging your life down.

'n it ain't psykes 'n kandi.

I ate my first batch of shrooms

Everyone i know thats tripped has said the same thing. First few times you do shrooms stay in a small group otherwise youll freakout. Looks like thats what happened

If I remember, they were yellow women. Like, a yellowish green with that Woman outline you see on trucks and shit.

Look at me,
Busy as a bee!
Where did I get all this energy??



The thing that amazes me is that you actually can't figure out the obvious answer without our help.



So, your "friends" are preexisting scheisty meth addicts?

Well, quick road to a bad trip...



There are "responsible tweakers." Your friends are not among them.



lol... how many pep pills did you eat, son?



Umm... WHY?

You didn't take any serotonin-depleting substances.



Smooth! You just botoxed your eyeball!

(probably not botulinum, but yes, focus is cholergenic. Muscarinic, involuntary smooth-muscle, I believe... as opposed to the nicotinic skeletal receptors that botulotoxin targets)



Umm...

...how do you say that when, until totse pointed out the obvious, you thought you'd actually consumed some quantity of MDMA that night?

Anyways... keep the drugs. Ditch your friends. 'cause only one of the two is dragging your life down.

'n it ain't psykes 'n kandi.

To the whats in the pill part, I know that there is probably some amp in it. At the time, I was too fucked up to think that.

I thought E depleted seratonin

And are my eyes really fucked? Its hard to pinpoint something, like I take everything as a whole. I hope they arent fucked

To the whats in the pill part, I know that there is probably some amp in it. At the time, I was too fucked up to think that.

Probably more than "a little."

I thought E depleted seratonin

MDMA can, in excess.

I'm also doubting you took any that night, no matter what you were trying to buy...

And are my eyes really fucked? Its hard to pinpoint something, like I take everything as a whole. I hope they arent fucked

Oh, should just last a week or two... but it is suggestive that either your "ecstacy" or your "shrooms" were laced with scopolamine.

I'm guessing the "shrooms," seeing as your friends were using you to buy them meth by passing it off as "ecstacy."

You need better friends, and better hookups.

dude, you need to get new friends. be straight up with them too, bring up the whole asking your mom for money as well as them basically fucking up your first trip. you had bad surroundings and a couple of shitty sitters...

poison ur friends drinks

Hippieflipping is one of the greatest drug combinations ive done add some nitrous on top of that and your in another fucking world. but u need tostay away from those shady fucks they arent your friends

Ok simple explanation so u can understand without half the sarcasm

your e wasn't much mdma and it was mostly meth

friend tweaking wanted more

end of story

be more cautious

and for gods sake don't take pills without testing them

for all u know it could have been diphenhydramine dxm and raid
lol

'n it ain't psykes 'n kandi.

That was some funny shit.

Look man you gotta be able look at your life goals and your wants/needs. Its not your fucking friends life. Another soul cannot imagine how much you were tortured mentally, so you can go and say "fuck them".

OP fails. hippie flipping anywhere other than a show with glow stick wars is a waste.

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If you are subjecting yourself to tripping you should be responsible enough to put yourself in a good environment...if you can't handle that should you really be tripping?

dude you should totally find some new friends. or at least set down the boundaries. if you let people walk all over you they will forever..

Yeah, cause it's cool to act like a dick to people on the internet. I hope you feel better about your insecurities soon and i'll keep you in my prayers.

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little fucker, you stole my irc name....

Yeah, cause it's cool to act like a dick to people on the internet. I hope you feel better about your insecurities soon and i'll keep you in my prayers.

i lol'd