So I ate about 3/4 of an eighth of mushies last night. My friend started freaking out and it freaked me out. This is right before I went fucking CRAZY. Lost all control. I couldn't go to sleep until 3:30.

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My nose is really cold. I’m really hot though. This sounds panicked but it’s not. Strange fuzzy shapes on the screeeeeeen I liked that. I have lost all control. For once in my life I’m ok with that. Sounds like something from Fight Club… pause… is this happiness? Ian just went outside. I’m on a crazy fucking journey. He is not letting go he needs to just let go.l…. and be able to take control

News, fucking rules, fucking everything. Jesus Christ. I’m so sad and sick of everything in this world WAIT! Pull yourself up god damn it. These are mushrooms your supposed to be having a good happy time and you are. But you are having to babysit Ian. He is not letting go. He needs to just let go. My stomach hurts. Fucking staccato sentences. All I can manage right now. Phantom vibrates in my pockettttt. TTTTTTTTTTTT
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It’s taken me a really long time to write this sentence. Ian is a funny . Totse is in this message. It is who the message is for. I see that now. I started this knowing that others would see it when sober but I didn’t realize. Now I do. This was for Totse because you fellows, you disgusting, scum of the earth, are the only ones that can see what is happening to me. It’s really fucking hot. Ian is a baby hahahahahaha. I’m having to babysit him and he’s really putting me in a bad mood but I have to keep a happy face. Every fucking 3 minutes he’s complaining about what is happening. I have to be positive to him because he’s scared right now. I’m having to babysit him! I don’t know what I want to say. So many things. If I have to remember one thing about this drug is about how powerful it really is. It seems that I’ve been typing forever. I can see him watching me and it’s bugging me. He’s laying down now but yeah. Fuck. But yeah. I hate that saying. But I say it all the time. Fuck. Fuck me running.

I’m done with this trip. I’m ready for it to be done. I feel that I’ve gone though so much. Feels like I’ve just given birth to a stillborn. It makes me uneasy but that’s exactly how it feels.

I’m going to bed. This trip is too much. I’m going to bed.

relax lightweight

noob faggot

Treat your psychedelics with respect, there is much more to them than a giggly buzz.

I wanna try shrooms so bad.

This is why you don't waste a mushroom trip in front of a computer.

fuck didnt even notice that, why werent you outside you asexual hermitfuck?

Wow you're a huge pussy if you have a bad trip on mushrooms, let alone less than an 8th.

So I ate about 3/4 of an eighth of mushies last night.
Smells like either troll or kidiot....hard to tell, the damn things keep breeding with each other.

i hate babysitting people who can't handle psychedelics.

Seriously. This one kid I was tripping with just sat down mid conversation and started pissing himself. Me and my other friend just left. Twas very odd.

No shit when you start typing/talking like your a different person, you know your toned......

Very true. I wonder if it would have been a very different trip if the guy had just chilled out. He may have just been the thing that got me fucking crazy.

Smells like either troll or kidiot....hard to tell, the damn things keep breeding with each other.

Who the fuck are you? Look at your join date, look at mine. Look at posts, look at mine. Then go fuck yourself. I have dealt with Totse a small deal. You have been on here even less. You are pretending to be a big deal on this fucking forum. Being a big deal on Totse is sad. Pretending to be one is much sadder.

Edit: Kidiot? I'm a 19 year old pre-med student entering my junior year of university. I am simply much better than you.

fuck didnt even notice that, why werent you outside you asexual hermitfuck?

I was outside for a majority of it. However, my friend wanted to continue with the music and I had to take my laptop inside because the battery was dying, you judgmental fuck.

noob faggot

Grow up.

relax lightweight

Oh, like being a heavyweight in drugs is an honorable position. I do some drugs to live, I don't live to do drugs. Scum.

I like typing on shrooms. I don't think it's necessarily a waste to trip at the computer. I've had some really powerful mind expanding experiences at the computer while tripping. I prefer to be in a less synthetic environment, and being in a synthetic one used to make me sick while tripping till I got used to it and was able to appreciate it.

Whether you were making it up or not, it brought back memories. People tend to post a lot of gay shit when they're on shrooms. It can just be so much fun to be tripping and be at a computer typing stuff. But it's less productive when you're posting stuff that's negative, hateful, angry, etc. Part of what you posted looked like legit shroom typing, but other parts just looked fake.

I don't really see a point to this topic, other than to subtly troll or bitch and moan. It's not even a trip report. It's really dull...

I can pull myself outta bad trips every single time. All you do is keep thinking about it getting better and it does. It definitely doesn't help having pussies freaking out around you though. I don't mean bad trips where you start seeing devils and eyes and demons and peewee herman everywhere thats all part of the shroom trip I mean bad trips where you just feel like complete shit and can't make yourself feel any better. A few beers always solve that problem for me.

Bad trips never happen when you take 5+ doses because everything completely mad and out of control and your only option is to go with it. It gets intense but thats what I love about it. Thinking about those mad intense trips I can't remember many of them but one comes to mind where I was in some kitchen I don't even know where trying to pour myself a glass of water but I just couldn't do it for some reason. Rolling joints now thats a physical impossibility. Always have a sober person or a rolling machine to roll your joints for you. I spent about 3 hours one night trying to roll a joint and when I eventually got it rolled I forgot to smoke it. I found this pathetic excuse for a joint on the table the next morning.