First off, I'm not looking for any advice, i just thought i would share this, and hopefully someone else will share as well.

I haven't smoked THAT much. I just usually do it on weekends, when i have any weed. Usually i do it with my GF, somewhere calm and safe, or with mature friends.

Well, last night, i had nothing to do and my younger brother invited me over to a friend of him's house to smoke a few joints. Having nothing better to do, after a little hesitation, i decided to go along. Bad decision it was.

We were 7 guys, and i was the oldest one. There was my bro, who is 15, along with some of his friends (who i know as well) who were that age or younger, only exception being the owner of the house who is 16 or 17 i believe, and another guy closer to my age, who is a more experiences smoker.

Anyways, we rolled the joints, and smoked. I swear to god after 20 minutes, that shit was out of control. They were a bunch of out of control kids, being utterly loud and immature.

The "trip" was going along fine, until the owner's dad came upstairs because of all the loud. I swear to go, he stood in the door, staring at us, for what seemed to me like 20 minutes. After that it all went downhill.

I was overwhelmed with the feelings of paranoia and remorse, feeling irresponsible for letting those kids smoke. Me and the experienced smoker guy were having a bad time, trying to control the other kids, but it was useless. They just kept on it, and that summed up for my high to be shit. I just threw up out of the nerves they were causing me, and finally got asleep.

It couldn't have been more obvious that we were high, so i guess the guy's dad realized. I just felt so bad my high was completely ruined. No need to say i'll never smoke with those guys again.

At least i learned some shit out of this. And i'll definitely be more responsible with this kind of situations in the future. But that setting made me feel so fucking bad, i just wanted the shit to be over so i could sleep.

That's pretty much it

Save it for your blog faggot

Typical bullshit

^Fag.

To the OP:
Yeah, what you're talking about is very intellectual, which is awesome because we don't get enough smart posts in BLTC anymore, imho. I've noticed with my drug friends that they don't analyze how drugs affect them or others, mostly in it for the temporary fun. Abusers, not users. So, thanks for being aware of yourself, i guess.

Yeah, so smoking is upping the amount of dopamine in the synapses of your nervous system, especially your prefrontal cortex. In essence, weed transmits more more sensory data than normally. So, all sensory data in enhanced, which the signal can come in with more emphasis, or if too much, become distorted and misinterpreted: voila, basis of most psychedelic experiences. Anyway, I just realized you didn't ask a question. So, as an addendum, let's say, yes, set and setting is important, even on pot.

Why didn't you just leave?

Well i wasn't going to leave alone my brother and a bunch of other kids high and out of control. It just didn't feel right to do so.

as soon as you mentioned that you puked, i firgured out that you were probably just really, really high.

so you smoked with a bunch of noobs? NO shit it's gonna be a buzzkill

Basically you got really, really high and realised how annoying younger kids can be.

Have you ever seen the back of a 20 dollar bill.. ON WEED?