So Im officially off opiates all together,

for the last month Ive been on 3 methadone a day I straight up got hooked on those fuckers and I never had a heroin addiction in fact from this day on only alcohol hallucinogens and weed anyone else given up opiates, except opium when bomb

Okay.

Good luck man, 'done has worse withdrawls than heroin.

I quit my ~160 mg a day OC habit, tapering is your friend, so are benzos and weed. Occasionally dabble with opiates, but never daily use, and only once every two weeks / month.

Where in Nor Cal do you live at?

How long did you guys use before you formed a habit? Im kinda worried, i have a very addictive personality and ive been using oxycontin every other day for the past 3 weeks, should i take a long break?

yea dude fuck were u getting the oc 160 pills if so thats way tyt I could prolly slang those for like 115 anyway I got a script of xanax xr at 1 mg and xanax at 2mg I might have some valys I have to look around, not a fan of kolonopin tho everytime I end up in jail, got hella weed to so Im not worried about it ya, I hear dome withdrawl is harsh cuz they last like 20 something hours but I really want to change my life and just trip since I can afford to also. I live in arcata what about you?

You should just give up drugs altogether.

It wouldn't hurt to take a break.

I was using 3x a week for about 3 months, and then I started using daily. I some how kept my grades up, but I was always broke and would get super irritated when I didn't have any OC (not to mention sick.)

Daily opaite habits = bad news.

yea dude fuck were u getting the oc 160 pills if so thats way tyt I could prolly slang those for like 115 anyway I got a script of xanax xr at 1 mg and xanax at 2mg I might have some valys I have to look around, not a fan of kolonopin tho everytime I end up in jail, got hella weed to so Im not worried about it ya, I hear dome withdrawl is harsh cuz they last like 20 something hours but I really want to change my life and just trip since I can afford to also. I live in arcata what about you?

No, I was getting 80's. Fuck always being broke, at least I never went into debt though. As for benzo's, I wasn't taking huge recreational doses, I would take around a ltiny bit above a therapeutic dose and smoke mad bowls to help with the tapering/WD's/cravings.

I'm from San Jose, but I go to uni @ Chico.

Yeah, im noticing im becoming more and more irritated at everything and everyone.. Im picking up some hydromorphones tomorrow, 5 8mgs for 50, and ill wait a week till i indulge in them. Thanks for you input.

Yeah, im noticing im becoming more and more irritated at everything and everyone.. Im picking up some hydromorphones tomorrow, 5 8mgs for 50, and ill wait a week till i indulge in them. Thanks for you input.

is that known as diladid I got shot up with that in the er it was so tyt

^ Yeah, that be the D.

First of all I think it's great you are clean and I hope you stay clean.

That said I think you are being a bit cocky and a bit over confidant.

One month ain't shit really. When you've had a year clean, then that's something.

I don't want to discourage you, but if you're not realistic about things you won't succeed.

I agree totally with you meta on this one...im 7 weeks clean off Heroin/fent/ which i was not getting prescribed ... and my done i was getting a script for 135 10's a month for over a yr..and its always on my mind when am i gonna fuck it all up cause the odds of a relapse...ive had a 4 year habit and least 3x a week every week those 4 years..so im just waiting...its that saying about think the worse hope for the best...

but yea good luck dude..

This isn't your god damn blog.

I had an "addiction" to oxies when I was living in Chi' Town. Tapering is how you do it. Just will power woman...

And if you're "addicted" to Acid or Shrooms, you got some problems, as you would be the first to be "addicted" to those.....

Taper is the way to go alright. Try to get down to like 2.5 mgs a day

No I haven't quit, Im just getting started. See you in the streets

dude who the fuck do you think you are? like be quiet or something cowboys are hella gay

dude who the fuck do you think you are? like be quiet or something cowboys are hella gay


So is saying "hella". No offense.

you are playing with fire just remember that

thats how it starts every other day for a while b4 you know it you be doing it everyday

i have been everyday opiate user for about 1 1/2 years now

whats youe dose like

if you knew that was good for you, you would stop b4 you get in to deep

Oh, how ignorant...

you are playing with fire just remember that

thats how it starts every other day for a while b4 you know it you be doing it everyday

i have been everyday opiate user for about 1 1/2 years now

whats youe dose like

if you knew that was good for you, you would stop b4 you get in to deep


Fucking listen to this man. You're treading dangerous territory.
I'm not even physically addicted and I can see the hold this shit can have on your balls.

I've also watched my old man go through withdrawals more times than I can count and here I am making the same mistakes he did.

Today Methadone,
Tomorrow Heroin.

You're treading a slippery slope.

dude who the fuck do you think you are? like be quiet or something cowboys are hella gay

This isn't myspace, no personal emotion spilling. Judging by your posts, you are "hella" moronic.

This isn't myspace, no personal emotion spilling. Judging by your posts, you are "hella" moronic.

your a dipshit im too old to blog im just throwing out ideas and personally the shit other ppl post is more a whiny fucking crybaby attitude than I have ever given im just expressing my self HELLO thats what TOTSE is for...plus ive been there so fuck off homo brokeback mountain ...pitcher? or are you catcher?

you are playing with fire just remember that

thats how it starts every other day for a while b4 you know it you be doing it everyday

i have been everyday opiate user for about 1 1/2 years now

whats youe dose like

if you knew that was good for you, you would stop b4 you get in to deep

I have decided to take a break starting today for a week, im getting the dilaudid tomorrow so this should be tough, but it will be nice to have as a reward for after the week without, also if I don't get it i miss out on a nice deal ;) . I also will not use as often, hopefully..

your a dipshit im too old to blog im just throwing out ideas and personally the shit other ppl post is more a whiny fucking crybaby attitude than I have ever given im just expressing my self HELLO thats what TOTSE is for...plus ive been there so fuck off homo brokeback mountain ...pitcher? or are you catcher?

This isn't the 60's and you're not an empowered feminist.

This isn't the 60's and you're not an empowered feminist.

oh ok what do the 60s have 2 do with this? sorry like 20 some years before i was born in the late 80s so? yea?

and i hate feminism so ....