Its getting to the point where I take psychedelic drugs and get "involved" into this whole structure of socety. I really cant calm myself down because it gets too real. Im looking for for some sort of help and I dont know what it is yet.

I came to a realization at this point.... It all is very real, even as a trip.

um...what?

Reality is a trip.

Just remember that everything is interconnected and everything you experience both sober and tripping is just a facet of your mind and it's perceptions. There is no you, there is no everything else but you, there's just everything.

You don't need help. You've just realized that society sucks. Take a good look at it. What's so great about Society?

It's not as if you can escape it though.

I must disagree...have you ever tried a substance called heroin? Or heard of a term "suicide"?

I must disagree...have you ever tried a substance called heroin? Or heard of a term "suicide"?

^lol

And yeah, the whole social structure theory is just skimming the surface.

Wait until you realize how big the universe is. :)

If you can't handle reality....stay off the psychedelics

I often have Marxist/social deconstructionist thoughts during my trips...especially with mushrooms. Makes you wonder what it would be like if things were turned upside down.

Great example why psychedelic use should be reserved for intelligent and sane people, often with an experienced guide.

And never simply an experiment by an immature brain.

You've realised, that you need help, but the only one that can help is you yourself. We can't delve into the intermission of synchrosity between your concious and unconcious minds and whatever mindsets lurking within you that drive you to do what you do.

I hope you read this, maybe it will help you.

This. You can sit in silent meditation your whole life to find the oneness, or you can do psyc drugs.

I went from a near-fascist to an individualist anarchist after doing shrooms... yep psychs definitely change your views of society.

LSD did it for me and MDMA somewhat, and I've also tripped a few times on shrooms. Psychedelics, especially acid (which is the one I can say the most of from firsthand experience, having taken two hits my first time and four hits my second time... it shattered my whole fucking reality)..... but yeah after a day or two you kinda get back to normal, but it changes your perspective on life and the universe a lot.

Yeah shrooms really tear at the social fabric of my thoughts.

I'm not crazy doc, not ALL the time. WAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAA