Just thought I'd share a way that I inadvertently found to get a barbiturate script that I haven't heard before.

Last night I had a migraine with blindspots and flashing lights, which happens to me some times. However, this time my arm went numb and my face, so I went to the emergency room. They said it was still just a migraine, but they gave me a script for Butalbital.

So you could go to the doctor and say you've been getting migraines and describe the blindspots and peripheral flashing lights and you'd likely get some kind of prescription. If they didn't give you anything abusable, you could go back saying it wasn't strong enough.

I'm sure flames are going to come for some reason or another, so please, just save it. I've never heard of anyone using migraines to get a script before, and I'm just trying to help out.

I would try it but I would have to get a new GP since I stumbled in high describing symptons for ADHD, she sent me to CAMHS