Write story's about all heart breaks. If you got your heart broken or you broke someone else's heart or know someone who's heart got broken badly write about it and if you would go back and change it or not.

When my first real non-imaginary girlfriend dumped me for a pock marked bastard named 'Paul'.

We were staying in a squat in Islington at the time, she told me in the kitchen, just before I was due to head off back to Norfolk for some reason.

From the squat down to the tube was only a couple of minutes walk but that day you could have timed me on a fucking calendar....hoping, praying she'd call me back.

Even after 20+ years it still aches, aches bad. She was my first and my first love.

All my own stupid fault of course.

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Was with a chick when I was 18 (not the one with the kid...Before her) who turned out to be a nutcase.

I was unemployed at the time and did fuck all but post on TOTSE and she calls me up. She asked if I wanted to meet her for a drink on her lunch break seeing as she worked very close to our houses.
I declined the offer by telling her that it was a Wednesday and my cousin Steve was coming over after his half day at college, as usual.

Now she had met Steve before and was (to my knowledge at least) well aware that Wednesdays we chill in my room, listen to music, watch movies etc.
Well she just says "Oh...So you're cheating on me!" Not like she was joking or anything...You could hear the frustration in her voice.
I was a little confused so I took it as a joke and said "Of course not. I like Steve but he's my cousin and a guy! I'm not going to cheat on you, especially with a guy I'm related to!"
She continued "No...I get it, you're going to have a woman at your place!" By this point the possibility of it being a joke was well and truly out the window. She sounded like she had caught me fucking the lady next door.
I replied "What part of 'Steve is coming over' implies anything about me cheating on you?! Are you mental?!"
She said "So, you're going out to find women? Well fine...Fuck you. You want some other slag and not me then fine. Fuck. You." and slammed the phone down.

She called back the next day and kind of apologised (still insinuating that I was cheating and was trying to catch me out) and started telling me she loved me and wanted to "lock me up and never let anyone touch me. Ever!"

She had to go...I did it over the phone...She was a big girl and if she's that batshit crazy, I do NOT want to be near her at something like that.
I told her all the old crap about lives are different, moving in different directions, her being older than me would mean she would want a family a lot sooner than I would and I couldn't commit to that, blah blah blah. I just couldn't bring myself to say "You're fucking nuts and I refuse to run the risk of personal injury, physical and mental, by staying with you!" for fear of her squashing me. She knows where I live for God's sake!

She cried and cried and disagreed with the family part but I stayed strong and that was that.
She continued texting me and telling me she was still thinking about me and that she'd understand if I went over there and fixed my "mistake"
Poor thing. I felt bad for her and all but sorry...That much weird is not good.

A few months later she was up the duff with twins apparently.

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Yer my girlfriend left me for a Paul aswell. Fucking Paul god damnit.

Hi, I'm Paul.

fuck you paul, my wife of twenty years left me for your pock marked ass

My first love, my only love.
We'd been together 3 1/2 years, suddenly out of the blue she breaks up with me giving the standard reasons "the distance isn't working; it's me not you; I can't do this anymore".

A week later she's with a new person - an asshole who I met several times on visits down to her Uni. What hurts more than anything is that she said she would never ever do something like this as it was done to her.


Oh, and if a woman says "let's remain friends", her definition of friend will be very different from the one found in a dictionary.

Does the term highschool sweetheart mean anything to anyone?

I had one of those, as do alot of 16 year olds, and of course he was my first love.... meaning he was the lucky guy who took my virginity. We were going to be 'together forever'. What a push over I was. The asshole cheated on me, surprise surprise! He denied it of course, I broke up with him. Many nights of crying myself to sleep ensued.

Was it worth it? In retrospect it probably wasn't, but then again one has to get their first love out of the way sometime, might aswell be while you're young and more likely to get over emotional torture quickly.

He also instilled in me a passionate hate and fear of the opposite sex. Man do I have trust issues.

omg for the past year+
ive been reading your name as "jacktech" for some reason...