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| Better Living Through Chemistry Discussions of any and all sorts of mind-warping chemicals, pills, booze, mind machines, trippy stuff, current street prices, importing pharmaceuticals, smart drugs, nutrients, herbs, and altered states. Please try to keep your conversations "theoretical" in nature, since this is an open conference. |
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#1
 2008-07-05, 08:46
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not being in control
one of the reasons why i stoped doing hardcore drugs is cuss of the feeling i get when im high on shrooms or acid watever else im not really in control of my thoughts, i can still walk and all and realize im high on something but at the end im still mercy of the drug and what feelings it wants to give me, thats why i stoped, and hope not to touch any shit again ever. just weed but thats barely a drug.
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#2
 2008-07-05, 08:51
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Re: not being in control
That's half the point, opens your mind, deflates your ego a bit. I guess you wouldn't like salvia much though. :p
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#3
 2008-07-05, 08:52
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Re: not being in control
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Originally Posted by The Red Moon
one of the reasons why i stoped doing hardcore drugs is cuss of the feeling i get when im high on shrooms or acid watever else im not really in control of my thoughts, i can still walk and all and realize im high on something but at the end im still mercy of the drug and what feelings it wants to give me, thats why i stoped, and hope not to touch any shit again ever. just weed but thats barely a drug.
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hah
sense when is lsd and shrooms hardcore drugs
maybee if your 13 ther hardcore
when u said out of control i figured you were on the ron or that crack
you aare in control on lsd and shrooms the drugs are not giving you these feelings its you your at the mercy of your own brain these hardcore drugs as you say are mind enhancing your just freaked out try em when your older
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#4
 2008-07-05, 13:44
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Re: not being in control
when u said out of control i figured you were on the ron or that crack
Africa that way ------>
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#5
 2008-07-05, 15:09
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Re: not being in control
yeah I know the feeling. Sometimes i like not being in control because I get to experience and think about things that I would never think about if i wasn't tripping...but other times all I want is for it to fucking end
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#6
 2008-07-05, 16:32
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Next of Kin 
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Re: not being in control
I think not being in control is half the fun personally. I mean, I never do anything dangerous, and I'm with people I know and trust, so I don't really mind. It can be a bit annoying I guess, but I just like to go along with it.
If you can't control yourself I guess the best thing to do is to find a drug you can control yourself on, or learn to like it/live with it.
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#7
 2008-07-05, 17:04
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Re: not being in control
This is not your god damn blog. I swear this forum is turning into a preteen emotional shithole.
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#8
 2008-07-05, 17:54
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Re: not being in control
Acid and shrooms are wonderful... you just have to let yourself go a bit...
my real concern is losing control in the form of blacking out and not having any idea what happened over the course of the last few hours... took 3-4 mg of kpins in my room, woke up in my bed... there are bits and pieces and other bit that i had filled in for me by my sisters friend, but other than that i dont know what happened...
i have no problem with alcohol, im always in control of how i act even when basic motor function is long since disappeared.... and i never black out on alcohol...
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#9
 2008-07-05, 17:59
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Re: not being in control
Huff some jenkem and you will know what its like to not have control.
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#10
 2008-07-06, 00:00
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Re: not being in control
one of the reasons why i stoped doing hardcore drugs is cuss of the feeling i get when im high on shrooms or acid watever else im not really in control of my thoughts, i can still walk and all and realize im high on something but at the end im still mercy of the drug and what feelings it wants to give me, thats why i stoped, and hope not to touch any shit again ever. just weed but thats barely a drug.I reckon it does the opposite for me, I feel more in control of my surroundings on shrooms, I love how insignificant it makes you feel in comparison to the rest of the world, when you really start to critically analyze the environment that you exist in. Because I don't smoke weed, I reckon it's probably my drug of choice, Ecstacy is fun but gets old in my opinion, and after having done shrooms acid is just no where near as intense.
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#11
 2008-07-06, 02:42
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Re: not being in control
the point of the drugs you were doing was to lose control and just go wherever the drug takes you, as soon as you NEED control is when the point of doing a "hardcore" drug is lost
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#12
 2008-07-06, 02:59
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Re: not being in control
step 1: we admitted we were powerless over alcohol...
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#13
 2008-07-06, 04:52
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Re: not being in control
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Originally Posted by Piles Of Crack
step 1: we admitted we were powerless over alcohol...
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step 2: we still poses the power to consume!
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#14
 2008-07-06, 05:32
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Re: not being in control
I believe that feeling is called "Tripping".
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#15
 2008-07-06, 06:14
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Re: not being in control
i stoped doing hardcore drugs is cuss of the feeling i get when im high on shrooms or acid watever else im not really in control of my thoughts...
I lol'd.
Anyways... if you can't handle a low dose of psychedelics, I strongly suggest that you are seriously not cut out for benzo abuse or datura. Pussy.
For that matter, if you can't handle psykes, you probably can't handle real life. Sobriety's nothin' but a head trip. Some people went through the camps in the holocaust and are happy, some people's mommy won't buy them a new dress and their world collapses... sobriety's all in your head, dude. Everything you experience, it's just another trip, question is what you're going to do about it.
So, yeah... the sarcastic answer is "quit RL nao," but the underlying truth is true. Don't get me wrong, the straightedge life is great for the weak minded, 'cause if I have to hear one more twelve year old boy bitch about how his raging cannabis addiction led him into a life of crime, I'm bitch-slapping somebody - but how the hell are you going to handle the fucked-up head trip of sober daily life if you can't handle eight hours?
n3wayz... benzos 'n datura are not for you, dude.
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#16
 2008-07-06, 07:14
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Fear and Loathing 
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Re: not being in control
I lol'd.
Anyways... if you can't handle a low dose of psychedelics, I strongly suggest that you are seriously not cut out for benzo abuse or datura. Pussy.
For that matter, if you can't handle psykes, you probably can't handle real life. Sobriety's nothin' but a head trip. Some people went through the camps in the holocaust and are happy, some people's mommy won't buy them a new dress and their world collapses... sobriety's all in your head, dude. Everything you experience, it's just another trip, question is what you're going to do about it.
So, yeah... the sarcastic answer is "quit RL nao," but the underlying truth is true. Don't get me wrong, the straightedge life is great for the weak minded, 'cause if I have to hear one more twelve year old boy bitch about how his raging cannabis addiction led him into a life of crime, I'm bitch-slapping somebody - but how the hell are you going to handle the fucked-up head trip of sober daily life if you can't handle eight hours?
n3wayz... benzos 'n datura are not for you, dude.I want to try datura, but I cant be arse finding it cause I've only just started getting into shrooms, I've only done them twice and I fucking love them, and I dont want to get ahead of myself too quickly.
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#17
 2008-07-06, 15:11
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Re: not being in control
Theres no such thing as control, its just a game we play.
Stop playing the part of the bitch if you don't like it.
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#18
 2008-07-06, 22:13
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Re: not being in control
ok if you think i havent had my dose of shrooms or acid then your very mistaken
see i used to be the middle man in this city selling shrooms to all kinds of idiots in the area, they wannet the shrooms to get high, i want the shrooms to self explore and change...
I have done some sleezy shit with this people, once the guy want to buy a zip of shrooms, i told him cool, the hook, also a friend of mine, gave me the zip, i took out about 10 grams of the shrooms, sold teh rest to the guy, he never noticed? maybe scared to say shit. i dunno. i took 2 grams of the 10 grams , to school and sold it to some white friend of mine, got 25 bucks for it, went to my other hook bought some weed, and went home and started eating a few caps and steams, pretty much about a gram or gram and half, one hour later i noticed that this shit is not creeping up on me, and that i NEEDED MORE, thats all i could think of , more. So i ate whatever was left over in the bag of 10 grams, let me tell you something, half hour later, i started to trip out, i couldent stay home anymore because i was acting weird, i tried to play zelda wind waker, but it was making me move, i got my sweater, and left house, walked around, i saw trees growing, streets morphing, every car had trails , and i kept beliving there a is a goverment satlilet in space, watching over me, and i kept talking to it in my mind. walking around aimless in circles for 3 hours, i think i almost got in a accident too.. anyways the feeling was like, i took a drop of acid, and ate shrooms toghter, honestly, as i did acid a few times before this trip, i know exatcly how it felt
anyways like that guy said in a post earlyer, when i trip out to hard, i just want it to end and finsh the trip, i cant really conectrate on teh beautifull flowers and whatever else there is, i just get lost in my own mind, hoping this will end soon, but i can take it, i droped acid before, and teh guy gave me half a drop to much, i ended up tripping out for 17 hours without going to the hostpial, as i always remeber my sober state of mind , before i got my screw unscrewed.
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#19
 2008-07-06, 22:25
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consciouscowboy 
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Re: not being in control
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Originally Posted by The Red Moon
ok if you think i havent had my dose of shrooms or acid then your very mistaken
see i used to be the middle man in this city selling shrooms to all kinds of idiots in the area, they wannet the shrooms to get high, i want the shrooms to self explore and change...
I have done some sleezy shit with this people, once the guy want to buy a zip of shrooms, i told him cool, the hook, also a friend of mine, gave me the zip, i took out about 10 grams of the shrooms, sold teh rest to the guy, he never noticed? maybe scared to say shit. i dunno. i took 2 grams of the 10 grams , to school and sold it to some white friend of mine, got 25 bucks for it, went to my other hook bought some weed, and went home and started eating a few caps and steams, pretty much about a gram or gram and half, one hour later i noticed that this shit is not creeping up on me, and that i NEEDED MORE, thats all i could think of , more. So i ate whatever was left over in the bag of 10 grams, let me tell you something, half hour later, i started to trip out, i couldent stay home anymore because i was acting weird, i tried to play zelda wind waker, but it was making me move, i got my sweater, and left house, walked around, i saw trees growing, streets morphing, every car had trails , and i kept beliving there a is a goverment satlilet in space, watching over me, and i kept talking to it in my mind. walking around aimless in circles for 3 hours, i think i almost got in a accident too.. anyways the feeling was like, i took a drop of acid, and ate shrooms toghter, honestly, as i did acid a few times before this trip, i know exatcly how it felt
anyways like that guy said in a post earlyer, when i trip out to hard, i just want it to end and finsh the trip, i cant really conectrate on teh beautifull flowers and whatever else there is, i just get lost in my own mind, hoping this will end soon, but i can take it, i droped acid before, and teh guy gave me half a drop to much, i ended up tripping out for 17 hours without going to the hostpial, as i always remeber my sober state of mind , before i got my screw unscrewed.
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You sound like a fucking moron.
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#20
 2008-07-06, 22:34
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Re: not being in control
You sound like a fucking moron.
word. this is an example of why people shouldn't do shrooms and should stay in school.
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#21
 2008-07-06, 22:39
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Re: not being in control
go suck on some dick bitch
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#22
 2008-07-06, 23:57
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Re: not being in control
i just wannet to let you kno, son
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#23
 2008-07-09, 06:33
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Re: not being in control
i took out about 10 grams of the shrooms, sold teh rest to the guy, he never noticed? maybe scared to say shit. i dunno. i took 2 grams of the 10 grams , to school and sold it to some white friend of mine, got 25 bucks for it,.. i NEEDED MORE, thats all i could think of , more. So i ate whatever was left over in the bag of 10 grams...
Stay away from psykes. Forever. Do not traffick in them. Do not buy them. Do not sell them. Do not pollute the lives of those that do by associating with them.
You weren't cut out for this life, son.
'n btw...
i droped acid before, and teh guy gave me half a drop to much, i ended up tripping out for 17 hours...
That's not LSD, hombre.
Get out of the psyke world. You weren't made for it.
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#24
 2008-07-09, 06:50
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Get a Job 
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Re: not being in control
OP: Maybe you shouldnt have taken mind altering drugs if you didnt want your mind altered.
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#25
 2008-07-09, 07:46
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Re: not being in control
Holy fuck, OP is a total kidiot. Fuck out of my totse, bitch.
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