THE DRUNK VERSION

How could you do this to me!
You were my first love. You were my first love! I loved you with all my heart!

I was so unsure of myself, when i met you, i could not,even in my wildest dreams, believe that YOU could be mine.
You were right, i did fall in love first, but i knew, that in less than a month, you loved me too. I felt it, in my heart, inside of me. Before you, i was nothing, i was nobody. You helped me- become me. God, i was so afraid of you:of your beauty, of your perfection! I could not in a million years imagine being with you.
" A year of love is better than a lifetime alone." Queen said. I rather be alone, my whole life, than feel what i feel right now. i feel empty. Have you ever felt empty? nothing?

I never cheated on you, never, even in my mind. My friends would always say that all girls are sluts. But i knew, i knew that i had a pearl in my hand. A perfect pearl! No women could come close to you. YOU WERE PERFECTION.

You gave yourself to me. I do not know, if i was your first love, but i knew i was your first lover.





You hated that song. lips of an angel, i remember, i asked you why, your answer impressed me. You said," he is with some one but he thinks of another, and that is wrong", i thought you got hurt, maybe that's why you hurt me.



You knew that we were going to part. You knew that i am going to be on the other side of the world in a week. Six days before i left, you cheated.

A year and a half you were with me, and you could not wait 6 days! SIX DAYS!

I would have thought of this as the best relationship i ever had. You have to admit, for most part, it was perfect.





I could never trust you, or any women, again- you cut me deep.



I would never do that to you, i had chances, lots of them, but i thought of our relationship as sacred!

You were my love, but now i want to see you suffer like i do now.

lolwut?

lolwut?

Listen I'm sorry but do we really have to discuss this on totse?

the first thing you have to realize is that no one is perfect. I can imagine how you feel, and i'm sorry that you have to feel this way. I think you idealized your mate too much, nobody is as perfect as you want them to be.

As popularly stated: murder/suicide

Now seriously, what's the point of posting this on totse? To make us feel sorry for you? Don't you have any friends that can support you right now? Geez

wah wah wah, my GF cheated on me...


HARDEN THE FUCK UP TEMPIST

It sounds like the love you had for her was riddled with neediness. If your happiness is so easily effected by another person, you have self esteem issues that you need to sort out.
Do you think women want men whose happiness rests so much in their hands? (double entendre not intended)
It's not an admirable trait and is often why a woman will leave a guy.... for someone else who is stronger and who radiates a self sustaining happiness rather than sucking it from other people.


Then again what do I know. I'm just saying things.

But it is pretty harsh that she couldn't wait.

lol grow some balls my friend.

What a skank, huh?
And here you wasted all this time on the bitch, what a joke :P

You've gotta be able to laugh at it man, be a sport :)

lolsux2bu...

But seriously.... you sound like a needy whiny lil bitch... fuck that.

If you both new the relatinship was going to end, does it rereally matter that she cheated? sh was going to be fucking this other person in less than a week anyway... laugh at the ho...

damn my thumbs hurt...
posted from a MotoQ FTW!
--bad b0y

NOT SO DRUNK POST.

Well, it made sense to post this last night, now i kinda feel bad:p.
I did not post this for you guys, inside i hope she lurks, and sees it here!
I am not needy, infact, that is so because of the relationship- i was a wreck before.Sorry if sound like a bitch, sometime i bad breakup can do that to a guy. I have a friend and he helped me.

We were going to part for a very long time because i am leaving for Russia, in two days, and not coming back for a long time. What hurts me is that she could not wait.

If she would have waited i would considered her to be the perfect woman, because she was! for a year and five month.

Get a 100 posts and your opinion will matter, for now, fuck off.

It matters a lot because now i can not trust another women again.

Its a huge deal because she helped me get out of the depression and showed me that the world is fun and loving place. She showed me how to be an optimist and how to look at the glass half full. Mind you, this was when we were still friends and not dating. After we started going out, i became what everyone sees me as now.

This sucks because chances are, at the end, i will come out of this with trust issues.

I lol'd.

How could you do this to me!
You were my first love. You were my first love! I loved you with all my heart!

I was so unsure of myself, when i met you, i could not,even in my wildest dreams, believe that YOU could be mine.
You were right, i did fall in love first, but i knew, that in less than a month, you loved me too. I felt it, in my heart, inside of me. Before you, i was nothing, i was nobody. You helped me- become me. God, i was so afraid of you:of your beauty, of your perfection! I could not in a million years imagine being with you.
" A year of love is better than a lifetime alone." Queen said. I rather be alone, my whole life, than feel what i feel right now. i feel empty. Have you ever felt empty? nothing?

I never cheated on you, never, even in my mind. My friends would always say that all girls are sluts. But i knew, i knew that i had a pearl in my hand. A perfect pearl! No women could come close to you. YOU WERE PERFECTION.

You gave yourself to me. I do not know, if i was your first love, but i knew i was your first lover.





You hated that song. lips of an angel, i remember, i asked you why, your answer impressed me. You said," he is with some one but he thinks of another, and that is wrong", i thought you got hurt, maybe that's why you hurt me.



You knew that we were going to part. You knew that i am going to be on the other side of the world in a week. Six days before i left, you cheated.

A year and a half you were with me, and you could not wait 6 days! SIX DAYS!

I would have thought of this as the best relationship i ever had. You have to admit, for most part, it was perfect.





I could never trust you, or any women, again- you cut me deep.



I would never do that to you, i had chances, lots of them, but i thought of our relationship as sacred!

You were my love, but now i want to see you suffer like i do now.

you're a fucking piece of shit.

Stop crying, suck that shit up, and move on. You're leaving anyway whats the point of wanting to get back at her?

Man up.

It matters a lot because now i can not trust another women again.

Its a huge deal because she helped me get out of the depression and showed me that the world is fun and loving place. She showed me how to be an optimist and how to look at the glass half full. Mind you, this was when we were still friends and not dating. After we started going out, i became what everyone sees me as now.

This sucks because chances are, at the end, i will come out of this with trust issues.

You said yourself that you never thought you were good enough for her, then you blame her for leaving you?

And dude, she cheated on you, but she´s not every woman in the world. Don´t decide to be jaded and bitter all your life, that´s not going to help anybody - especially not you.

Turn to drugs to drown out your sorrow.

All the cool people are doing it.

Win her back and fuck her.

Then when you're done, get up, put on your clothes, and say "I just used you like you used me bitch." Then walk out.

And dude, she cheated on you, but she´s not every woman in the world. Don´t decide to be jaded and bitter all your life, that´s not going to help anybody - especially not you.

But remaining naive for the rest of your life isn't much better... This is a good chance for him to learn the world is shitty and most people are out simply to fuck you over. And the rest will just fuck you over unintentionally.

But remaining naive for the rest of your life isn't much better... This is a good chance for him to learn the world is shitty and most people are out simply to fuck you over. And the rest will just fuck you over unintentionally.

Nice guys finish last, i guess.
The thing is, people say i am very nice, handsome, smart, and loyal.
I guess that is not enough for some people, though.
Whatever, one day she'll regret this.
Im feeling better allready.

Actually, in the real world she probably won't feel bad for losing you. She'll probably feel guilty for cheating on you but the fact that she cheated in the first place showed that she was probably pretty over the relationship at this point. Get over her and move on. Don't wallow in how amazing you are and how you can't wait for the day she'll come crawling back to you with apologies, sex and all that jazz.

Get a 100 posts and your opinion will matter, for now, fuck off.

Yes because how many posts you have is proportional to how valid your opinion is...

Kick her in the ovaries.

Get a 100 posts and your opinion will matter, for now, fuck off.

Whoa, you hurt my feelings! Now i'm going to open a thread in S&A called "How could you do this to me TEMPIST, i loved you so much" and post tomorrow that i was drunk when i was actually crying while writing the thread.

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Whoa, you hurt my feelings! Now i'm going to open a thread in S&A called "How could you do this to me TEMPIST, i loved you so much" and post tomorrow that i was drunk when i was actually crying while writing the thread.

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I think you been on here long enough to know you dont use "murder/suicide" unless you are a regular, you just dont do it. The rest of the post i agreed with. Thats all.

Last night my friend took me out to a nightclub, stripclub, and hookah bar, so when i got home around 5am i was piss drunk. Then in less than a half hour i turned from a hero to zero.
I did not cry once, instead i felt angry. I have the desire to kill the fuck, unfortunately i want to be on the plane to Russia, not jail.

I also noticed less and less of a desire to lurk on here. When i found TOTSE back in 03 it was amazing now it disappoints me greatly(i am not talking about this thread). God TOTSE is a woman.


Anyways, anybody wana see nakkid piks of my ex?

Anyways, anybody wana see nakkid piks of my ex?

Why would you even ask??

You know the drill...

PIX NAO!!!! ... or kindly gtfo. :)

That sucks, TEMPIST. I'm sorry it had to happen to you. :( Chances are she probably will regret it, too, if it was as good as you remember.

And hey, if she cheated, then obviously she wasn't the one for you anyway. :)

Anyways, anybody wana see nakkid piks of my ex?

Every one in this thread is insensitive. I know how you feel man. You must be crushed. Six days! Six days is ALL she had to wait yet she couldn't do it.

Seriously though, post picks.

Did she cheat because you were leaving her, like is she a vengeful slut? Or did she cheat because she was over you? Or was she just a hungry hungry hippo (for cock)?

Would you rather she lied forever and pretended to like you, so you could continue to live in a loveless relationship?

Take this as a lesson well learned and get on with your life. You dont need her. you will get better.