Amongst smoking very good weed and my friend making very good points with a girl i went out with, I realized that I have almost a silent, cloaked goal that must be accomplished. Never made it to the bedroom with the bitch because of sideline bulshit(Fucked me good.CB's etc.) with the girl....the opportunity was 100% available...but as said got fucked out of that.

Then upon breaking contact with her my name was still being bounced around in her gossip, during which i made short casual conversation with her like twice since. She went out with some other guy for a short couple months and I do not know the circumstances of that of which they broke up and probably never will cause I know she'll just give a partial modified truth when I ask her why it did not work out.

Here we are again several months later, and after "read 1st paragraph" here I am again tossing my chips on the table with her trying to get back in that sweet spot I had with her. I just laugh sitting here thinking of what Im doing like are you shitting me, I couldn't even state or count how many times this shit has like "haunted me" and It's like my mind is forcing me to finish what I started. Then for some unknown reason it's like the whole idea opportunity with her remains available throughout all this time. I just do not know how the fuck that is possible....

Ridiculous BS, but I'm going to finish what i started.... Ive placed effort on other girls, i talked to others, pursued others, went out with others,but this girl just remains eminent....like a red flag. Say 99/100 times you can accomplish something, 99% that is near perfect, but that 1%, that 1% means something in my book. Don't ask me why....that 1% is her.

Any updates/pics(possibly) will be posted as if shit goes down accordingly.

Basic Unstoned Version: Went out with a girl, blew my several chances with her, and here it is months later after forgetting about her ,the door of opportunity is now open again and im standing there with a key to that door, but will it open it this time?

Are you foreign or just really stoned?

JK but good luck, I guess...?

I am still a bit high, im editing my post for understanding purposes lmao.

its no worries, I've definitely posted whole entire streams of verbal diarhea before... it happens

If what you seem to be saying is true, that other girls just aren't the same, then you need to try and go for it again.

And you're really, really stoned. I'm high and I barely understand what you wrote. I'm not sure if anything will "open" but if you don't try and go for her then you won't ever find out.

Other girls cut the mustard, its just that 1 thing, that 1 time that you missed, as I was rambling about above....that seems to matter to me this time around....and theres always been a prevailing chance to shoot for and now that I have one again its time to "complete" this shit this time around.

I have no idea what to say, im pretty speechless just waiting to see what turns up, very interested. I know everyone thats reading is probably saying whats the big deal you know its just one girl move on, yea I know but would you overpass a $100 bill that was stuck to the street with a little bit of bubblegum on the bottom? The bill is still good despite the gum right? Compare that here...."easy money"(edward furlong LMFAO).