Well, as luck would have it eventually my petty feelings of worthlessness towards my ex took hold and I actually don't feel as much anymore. It's not a complete numbness, it's more like valium. I took everyone's advice and cut her out of my life. I stopped talking to her, looking at her, and dreaming about her. I stopped thinking about her new life. Thanks to what I did, that shitty stomach heroin-withdrawl feeling is virtually gone (except when I hear Pink Floyd's "Wish You Were Here.")

I've been talking to a lot of people from &T lately, which has contributed largely to the deadening of the lonely feeling I get every time I wake up. This is good, as it signifies a lessening dependance on her. Thankfully, my brother has a boxing bag and a speed bag in his basement. He also has a full weight set, so I can work out until I don't feel so excited. Every time I hear about her and her new guy, I just run downstairs and beat the boxing bag until I can't feel my arms. Then I go running.

Thank god, you know. I was pretty sure I was about to go there and go to war with a complete stranger over a girl I hardly know anymore. Things are okay, now, and I think I know what I have to do....

So, I'm taking a vow of celibacy. Like- rightnow. I'm not going to sleep with anyone, I'm not going to chase any women, and I'm not going to try anymore. I'm just going to get on with my life and enjoy being single. Hopefully, this will allow me to get some schoolwork done and I can finally move forward at the rate I've always wanted to.

Note: The only exception to the rule is mojo cuz she's gorgeous.

yes, good to know. Women are too much hassle for fuck all. Concentrate on work so you can get the job you want, then relax. I kinda read your post.

WTF H4T3?

Why are you so much like me, at least on this subject? I could have posted the EXACT SAME post 2 months ago, I mean every word.

Though now, two months after I have this to say.

Gave up being celibate and am now interested in getting a new girl. The songs still hurt sometimes ("Wish you were here" especially) and the occasional dream.

I enjoyed being single and turned down an op to have sex with some chick (random friend of an older ex) because I really felt "not in the mood" (Fuck you if you think that's lame) but something changed pretty soon and I wanted to start getting into a relationship. I would rather just fuck around and not risk my emotions again so soon but I've sworn to not do that anymore so I'm thinking long-term.

Side-note: Your tattoo, where is it and is it her full name or what? I just have to know because the coincidences are getting funny now.

Well, as luck would have it eventually my petty feelings of worthlessness towards my ex took hold and I actually don't feel as much anymore. It's not a complete numbness, it's more like valium. I took everyone's advice and cut her out of my life. I stopped talking to her, looking at her, and dreaming about her. I stopped thinking about her new life. Thanks to what I did, that shitty stomach heroin-withdrawl feeling is virtually gone (except when I hear Pink Floyd's "Wish You Were Here.")

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I've been talking to a lot of people from &T lately, which has contributed largely to the deadening of the lonely feeling I get every time I wake up. This is good, as it signifies a lessening dependance on her. Thankfully, my brother has a boxing bag and a speed bag in his basement. He also has a full weight set, so I can work out until I don't feel so excited. Every time I hear about her and her new guy, I just run downstairs and beat the boxing bag until I can't feel my arms. Then I go running.

good

Thank god, you know. I was pretty sure I was about to go there and go to war with a complete stranger over a girl I hardly know anymore. Things are okay, now, and I think I know what I have to do....

good

So, I'm taking a vow of celibacy. Like- rightnow. I'm not going to sleep with anyone, I'm not going to chase any women, and I'm not going to try anymore. I'm just going to get on with my life and enjoy being single. Hopefully, this will allow me to get some schoolwork done and I can finally move forward at the rate I've always wanted to.

tad extreme, don't you think? Just focus on work; you don't have to completely cut women out of your life.

Note: The only exception to the rule is mojo cuz she's gorgeous.

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Shit. Yeah man, I'm in a similar boat too.

Do you really have to be celibate though? For how long? Like, your entire life?

No, it'll probably be for about a year or two.

NOTE: mojo is the exception

Sounds like this thread is more about you trying to get with mojo than it is about you getting over your old girl.

It very well could be 8-| Unfortunately for me, however, mojo is in FLORIDA.

I think I may actually be over her, almost completely. The pain never goes away, but it does get better.

oh just shut the fuck up about that fucking ginger bitch already and quit calling me a psycho

Lol. Fuck off twat. Go back to your 31(32?) page thread.

Anyhow.

It is good to hear you are getting there. I dream about my ex time to time. It is rather odd. It doesnt bother me. I hung out with her new boyfriend a couple of weeks ago, but it was the first experiance on mdma and I was rather pre-occupied.

Focus is good. But don't just distract yourself from all the emotional crap. I did this for a month or so, then realised I hadn't moved on at all. It wasn't pleasant.

Lol. Fuck off twat. Go back to your 31(32?) page thread.

Anyhow.

It is good to hear you are getting there. I dream about my ex time to time. It is rather odd. It doesnt bother me. I hung out with her new boyfriend a couple of weeks ago, but it was the first experiance on mdma and I was rather pre-occupied.

Focus is good. But don't just distract yourself from all the emotional crap. I did this for a month or so, then realised I hadn't moved on at all. It wasn't pleasant.

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YOU FUCKOFF YOU STUPID DICKHEAD. go play videogamesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ssssssssssssssssssssssssss

I don't play video games:(

well that's refreshing.

well that's refreshing.

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youre blocked lol troll