Well as I sit here typing I am enjoying the buzz of the 3rd OC40 that I have taken today and a few xanax bars, but yet I feel sad and happy at the same time.

You see sunday I worked 14 hours Dope sick and was given a 8mg suboxone subling tablet when I was off shift to make me not sick. Not only did this make me feel wonderfull 30min after letting the orange tasting tab dissolve under my tounge, but I woke up the next morning feeling normal (Like a few hours after you snort some oxy and your high is just lingering thats normal for my lifestyle) and this feeling lasted all day. Than at about 4pm I bought some xanax and relaxed and went to bed early.

Today I woke up early looking to score some oxy so I could work but as I drove around town I wasnt sick like I normally am even when doing oxy in high doseage the night before. Really minor W/Ds didnt set in till about 1:30pm more than 36 hours later. I ended up picking up a few OC40s and doing them before work.

After work I met up with the same dude I got the suboxone from on sunday and I picked up 7 of them. This will be my way to get clean of the oxy.

My plan is to take 8mg in the morning for the first few days than start weaning myself down. I am also picking up some xanax so If I get some craving for opiates I can just take 2mg of xanax feel alot better.

I know BLTC is not my blog but I am going to use this thread to post my procress throught the following days so if some people care they can follow and see what how I am doing and maybe it may even help another junky who is trying to change their life.

Also if any other opiate addicts who have quit have any tips please reply with your stories so I am some more inspiration.

Wish me luck and I love you all (except stupid noob and distorition I hate you two)

Now Im off to enjoy my last few minutes of opiate goodness.


P!L!U!R

Dude you are starting way to high of a dose. Try to start out with 4mgs. Then wean down to a tiny tiny bit and jump off from that and withdrawals will not even be that bad.
4mgs should hold you over just fine.
I did 2-5 points of h a day and i only needed under 2mgs snorted when i started on bupe.

Dude you are starting way to high of a dose. Try to start out with 4mgs. Then when down to a tiny tiny bit and jump off from that and withdrawals will not even be that bad.
4mgs should hold you over just fine.
I did 2-5 points of h a day and i only needed under 2mgs snorted when i started on bupe.

dont fucking snort suboxone.....
thats like......like..... quiting heroin and staying clean by snorting bupe....

i dont think i can find a better metaphor for this...

and op, you are saying this.....because you are fucking oped..... kicking the habit will be the last thing on your mind when you are sick as dog.

8mg really is too much a day, your going to get constipated very quicklike. And pissing, dont even get me started.

dont fucking snort suboxone.....
thats like......like..... quiting heroin and staying clean by snorting bupe....

i dont think i can find a better metaphor for this...

and op, you are saying this.....because you are fucking oped..... kicking the habit will be the last thing on your mind when you are sick as dog.

Doesnt matter how you take it, it is still bupe. Snorting just happens to work well for me. Ylu do what you want with your shit I will will do what i want with mine.
I never lost anysleep from bupe "withdrawals" and I was only slightly uncomfortable at times.

Not really ive taken it in the past when I didnt have any pills and I was able to shit more than normal. 8mg is what I need I was on a 200-300mg of oxy a day so I have a high tollerence. Imma do 8mg the first morning than 4mg the next morning and so on lowering it down to nothing. 8mg had me not sick for like 36 hours with the help of xanax

Thanks for the tips and keep em comming. I need all the tips and support you guys can offer.

good job h0ppin'

No, oxy is different than H.

When I was using OC (320mg\dose) I had to snort 16mg of bupe. I got the MILDEST ope buzz, which means maybe like 14-15mg would be preferable for management.

I kicked the habit.

You stop by wanting to stop.

And by subsequently feeling very sick or craving it while you taper.

1+ years of the stuff.

Cheers.

its pretty easy, once you make up your mind this is it i'm done...

Here's to a lower tolerance, and possible overdose! Faggot.

This isn't your blog.

seriously if this guy is trying to quit you should not be jealous because you can't, rather you should be supportive because this guy is attempting something you could never do.

but we all know he is gonna fail because he starts quitting with more opiates....its less opiates man, less opiates and more time sober.

seriously if this guy is trying to quit you should not be jealous because you can't, rather you should be supportive because this guy is attempting something you could never do.

but we all know he is gonna fail because he starts quitting with more opiates....its less opiates man, less opiates and more time sober.
First of all, you fuck, I am NOT addicted to opiates, never have been, and never fucking will be, DESPITE having a legitimate reason to be addicted. Second of all, FUCK hoppin. If anyone needs to OD and die, it's him. This dumb motherfucker makes it public as fuck the drug deals he does online, shares sources with anyone willing to listen, and every single fucking thread he has ever made was really just a mask for him to brag about some dumb shit or other.

I have legitimate fucking pain, I can hardly fucking walk, and yet my will is strong enough that I do not become addicted to opiates because it's only common sense that dealing with this normal pain is preferable to dealing with withdrawals on top of the normal pain. When I do opiates, I am smart about it, do two or three days at a time, and then I do not dose again for at least a week, if not two.


Fuck you for even comparing me to that low life piece of shit.


Hoppin is a lying, ignorant, piece of junky shit, and he will never quit. Why the fuck couldn't it be hoppin instead of cobra? Or even KP?


I predict he will be next though, and if you think I was disrespectful to KP after he died, wait till hoppin kicks the bucket.


I seriously NEVER wish ill will or harm to another, but that motherfucker deserves every bit of it and more.

Lulz^

First of all, you fuck, I am NOT addicted to opiates, never have been, and never fucking will be, DESPITE having a legitimate reason to be addicted. Second of all, FUCK hoppin. If anyone needs to OD and die, it's him. This dumb motherfucker makes it public as fuck the drug deals he does online, shares sources with anyone willing to listen, and every single fucking thread he has ever made was really just a mask for him to brag about some dumb shit or other.

I have legitimate fucking pain, I can hardly fucking walk, and yet my will is strong enough that I do not become addicted to opiates because it's only common sense that dealing with this normal pain is preferable to dealing with withdrawals on top of the normal pain. When I do opiates, I am smart about it, do two or three days at a time, and then I do not dose again for at least a week, if not two.


Fuck you for even comparing me to that low life piece of shit.


Hoppin is a lying, ignorant, piece of junky shit, and he will never quit. Why the fuck couldn't it be hoppin instead of cobra? Or even KP?


I predict he will be next though, and if you think I was disrespectful to KP after he died, wait till hoppin kicks the bucket.


I seriously NEVER wish ill will or harm to another, but that motherfucker deserves every bit of it and more.

Love Ya

I don't know if anyone remembers my thread about kicking opioids cold turkey about a month or two back but I've been successful. I feel like a normal human being again and I've gained back my health, i've been weightlifting daily, and I'm starting to get my shit back together.

It's a great feeling not being addicted, but damn do I miss that stuff. Good luck.

and he will never quit.

That is the first thing I told him in IRC.

I seriously NEVER wish ill will or harm to another, but that motherfucker deserves every bit of it and more.

you lyin mother fucker :P

Since when was h0ppin a peice?

anything to do with KwSt(F)ag?

you lyin mother fucker :P

Since when was h0ppin a peice?

anything to do with KwSt(F)ag?


That and so much more, I already laid out the majority of it earlier in this thread. Handing out sources publicly, and to anyone who will even bother to give the guy a minute of their time.


Discussing drug deals in an open IRC chat room, saying hey man, i got that [insert dollar amount] on WU, so I went to the post office and shipped your [insert drug] to that address you gave me in [insert state] cool bro?


Always trying to brag about having soooo many drugs just to try and look cool, acts like he is some huge dealer, but then the next day you see him talking about getting a couple OCs fronted to him so he isn't "dopesick".


He takes stupid risks with drugs, takes stupid combinations of drugs.

He even tried to act like he was some other guy in IRC one night, but his own ignorance exposed him as being him, and not any so called "friend".


He is also supposed to be moving in with kwstag, who is a notorious fucking snitch, which, btw, I warned all of you about ages and ages ago.



He is constantly lying and making shit up, and can never keep his own bullshit straight.


He is also two faced as fuck, nice as pie to many peoples "faces" so to speak, but when a person or persons are not around, he talks all kinds of shit.

As you can see, I don't have that problem.

That and so much more, I already laid out the majority of it earlier in this thread. Handing out sources publicly, and to anyone who will even bother to give the guy a minute of their time.


Discussing drug deals in an open IRC chat room, saying hey man, i got that [insert dollar amount] on WU, so I went to the post office and shipped your [insert drug] to that address you gave me in [insert state] cool bro?


Always trying to brag about having soooo many drugs just to try and look cool, acts like he is some huge dealer, but then the next day you see him talking about getting a couple OCs fronted to him so he isn't "dopesick".


He takes stupid risks with drugs, takes stupid combinations of drugs.

He even tried to act like he was some other guy in IRC one night, but his own ignorance exposed him as being him, and not any so called "friend".


He is also supposed to be moving in with kwstag, who is a notorious fucking snitch, which, btw, I warned all of you about ages and ages ago.



He is constantly lying and making shit up, and can never keep his own bullshit straight.


He is also two faced as fuck, nice as pie to many peoples "faces" so to speak, but when a person or persons are not around, he talks all kinds of shit.

As you can see, I don't have that problem.

srs bsns

You're probably going to fail

That and so much more, I already laid out the majority of it earlier in this thread. Handing out sources publicly, and to anyone who will even bother to give the guy a minute of their time.


Discussing drug deals in an open IRC chat room, saying hey man, i got that [insert dollar amount] on WU, so I went to the post office and shipped your [insert drug] to that address you gave me in [insert state] cool bro?


Always trying to brag about having soooo many drugs just to try and look cool, acts like he is some huge dealer, but then the next day you see him talking about getting a couple OCs fronted to him so he isn't "dopesick".


He takes stupid risks with drugs, takes stupid combinations of drugs.

He even tried to act like he was some other guy in IRC one night, but his own ignorance exposed him as being him, and not any so called "friend".


He is also supposed to be moving in with kwstag, who is a notorious fucking snitch, which, btw, I warned all of you about ages and ages ago.



He is constantly lying and making shit up, and can never keep his own bullshit straight.


He is also two faced as fuck, nice as pie to many peoples "faces" so to speak, but when a person or persons are not around, he talks all kinds of shit.

As you can see, I don't have that problem.


Oh, could you do me next?:)

Stupidnoob I know we had problems but you are the one who talks more shit behind people's back than anyone else. You would never talk shit to my face than you made the new channel and people sent me chat logs with you bad mouthing me and a bunch of other members. Im not gonna name names because Im above that.

But I would like the stupid flame war between us to be over so we just act like we can stand each other and enjoy the IRC and internet without Making 5 paragraph hate stories about eachother.

I know I was an ass and I was fucking idiot with some of the shit I said about dealing, but that was me when I was a different person. I am dead set on not being that person anymore. If anything Im sorry I offended you and No I only handed out sources to people I trusted like Killing and a few others not anybody who didnt deserve them.

Im a different person now and sense its my birthday today Im going to be a different person. New job, New lifestyle, and hopefully maybe we can be friends. Sorry for any troubles I may have caused you.

Today is Day 2 off of oxy and my mind feels incredible. The suboxone helps so much with the mental W/D problems but my body is still getting the junk out my system. A few more days and I think I should be good to go even without the subs.

Jesus fuck people...

I talk to SN on occasion on MSN and if I were to find out he was calling me names (waaah :( ) I wouldn't give a shit, because this is goddamn TOTSE!

Good luck quitting, whether you are a dumb ass or not (especially if you are... actually) It will be for the better, if you aren't as dumb as you come off on TOTSE, then maybe you can make SOMETHING of your life.

If you are the dumb ass you are supposed to be, then I hope you get sober so you don't fucking die (not for your sake, for the sake of your family)

I remember when H0ppin was huge into just... growing herbals, and being a little (big) trip case... That guy seemed alright.

But he didn't seem fit for the junky lifestyle.

I hope it works out for you either way.

And don't mind SN, he is just a whiny little cry baby BITCH! ;)

(see... he won't be offended!... this is TOTSE!)

I talked shit about you in open channel many times, you were just too stupid to realize it. The majority of the #BLTC members despise you, and only tolerate your presence so they can laugh at the stupid shit you say.

Im a different person now and sense its my birthday today Im going to be a different person. New job, New lifestyle, and hopefully maybe we can be friends. Sorry for any troubles I may have caused you.


You sound the same in IRC...

First of all, you fuck, I am NOT addicted to opiates, never have been, and never fucking will be, DESPITE having a legitimate reason to be addicted. Second of all, FUCK hoppin. If anyone needs to OD and die, it's him. This dumb motherfucker makes it public as fuck the drug deals he does online, shares sources with anyone willing to listen, and every single fucking thread he has ever made was really just a mask for him to brag about some dumb shit or other.

I have legitimate fucking pain, I can hardly fucking walk, and yet my will is strong enough that I do not become addicted to opiates because it's only common sense that dealing with this normal pain is preferable to dealing with withdrawals on top of the normal pain. When I do opiates, I am smart about it, do two or three days at a time, and then I do not dose again for at least a week, if not two.


Fuck you for even comparing me to that low life piece of shit.


Hoppin is a lying, ignorant, piece of junky shit, and he will never quit. Why the fuck couldn't it be hoppin instead of cobra? Or even KP?


I predict he will be next though, and if you think I was disrespectful to KP after he died, wait till hoppin kicks the bucket.


I seriously NEVER wish ill will or harm to another, but that motherfucker deserves every bit of it and more.

lulz win

lets keep this thread on topic. if hoppin is gonna quit the opiates everyone in here IN THIS THREAD should support his fake ass either way.

because people can and DO change for the better believe it or not.

lets leave the personal bullshit out of this...im glad you have control SN...thats great...really....it is. but dont project your negative feelings onto the junky. so what he is two-faced....NEVER WISH DEATH UPON ANYONE.

let me just point out two facts here...

1.he's not clean

2.he's still on opiods, just not his opiod of choice...




suboxone is no magic cure all bud. yea you feel normal without being sick, but dude, your still dependent on opiods. when your suboxone supply runs out, you'll still be hurtin. so what you really gotta do, is just man the fuck up already and get fucking clean instead of pussy footin around with every god damn pill formulated opiate you can shove down your throat....




so how's this magic taper plan of yours gonna work? i mean if you go into it more, theres a point of discussion, rather than an oooh i'm going to get clean thread. BLTC has already granted you that opinion...

This. Your not going to quit. I have, it was easy, it's called quit talking to those that have them (or move away from them). Again, your on them now, you havn't made the decision to quit. You can't.






















:p Asshole.

<Greg> Man I relapsed like a bicth today


Owned

h0ppin,
You need to be clean before you can relapse. Taking roxicodone for tooth pain isn't being clean. Now you're on Suboxone as well, aren't you? Funny thing is with Suboxone, it has Naloxone in it, so you probably aren't going to get as much out of the opioids as you think.

Lastly,
Quitting isn't a fucking joke. Take this seriously if you want results. You've been pulling this "oh i'm quitting" or "I'm tapering" bullshit for weeks. Now you've been off for a few days and you're talking shit about relapsing? Quit the attention whoring. If you want to quit do it.

My name is Medic and I'm an addict.

I dont want to be high anymore I needed 10-15mg of oxy or something to help me sleep becasue my tooth is insane. I am in no mood to buy drugs and get nodded out. I just needed releif

So this is, what, attempt #19 at quitting this year?

I dont want to be high anymore I needed 10-15mg of oxy or something to help me sleep becasue my tooth is insane. I am in no mood to buy drugs and get nodded out. I just needed releif

Relief for most people is two Tylenols and maybe a trip down to the drugstore to buy some numbing gel for your tooth, not a Schedule II prescription narcotic used to treat moderate to severe pain such as the type encountered in burn victims, chronic back pain patients, or end-of-life-care cancer wards.


You, my friend, are a fucking junkie. And the most pitiful, conniving, scamming, lying, strung out junkie there ever was.


Go "shotting your pills after a couple months clean lol" and don't come back without either a 1 year NA chip or an obituary along with a valid photo ID to be delivered posthumously (the only way?).

damn you need to chill the fuck out

damn you need to chill the fuck out

You need to shut the fuck up and learn your place before you start talking about shit you don't even know about, NA.

You need to shut the fuck up and learn your place before you start talking about shit you don't even know about, NA.

srs bsns

You know, in a sense though, he is right.

I disagree. I was on 12-16 a day when I quit an was still sick as hell. Any less and I could've gone into cardiac arrest(due to weight and shit like that)
edit- Ok, never mind. If you're doin 3 40s a day, they're right. Shouldnt be above 4

Dude you are starting way to high of a dose. Try to start out with 4mgs. Then wean down to a tiny tiny bit and jump off from that and withdrawals will not even be that bad.
4mgs should hold you over just fine. .


this



just what i did the 4th weekend


shit works wonders

If you really want to quit you've got to stop lying to yourself - you're just substituting one opiate for another and you aren't going to get anywhere. The only way you will overcome an opiod dependence is by NOT taking them!

You need to shut the fuck up and learn your place before you start talking about shit you don't even know about, NA.

"Don't even know about"? It seems to me that he's 75% correct, SN being 75% total fuckhead.

The best tip that I can give you is this, Dont ever forget the fucking hellish nightmare that is opiate wd's.
Sometime when your clean, and you get offered some cheap 80's, it will really help you to say "no thanks" when you think of the absolute torture you went through to get clean.
Good luck man

Don't you just get a mate to lock you in a room with; one last killer hit, a TV, a bed, cans of soup, a pallet of water, a carton of cigarettes and a toilet and tell him not to let you out for two weeks. I always thought that's how you do it?

Don't try to quit unless you are actually going to quit, otherwise you are just wasting time that you could use for nodding.

no, thats how heroin addicts get clean in Scotland.

Thats basicly how it went down...I had my daily suboxone dose which did shit but make me not wanna kill myself and when it was gone I was just locked in my room all day and night allowd out for bathroom and to eat/drink. Worked Im clean Now.

Thats basicly how it went down...I had my daily suboxone dose which did shit but make me not wanna kill myself and when it was gone I was just locked in my room all day and night allowd out for bathroom and to eat/drink. Worked Im clean Now.

Yay h0ppin, nobody thought you could do it!

Thats basicly how it went down...I had my daily suboxone dose which did shit but make me not wanna kill myself and when it was gone I was just locked in my room all day and night allowd out for bathroom and to eat/drink. Worked Im clean Now.

lol bullshit

Thats basicly how it went down...I had my daily suboxone dose which did shit but make me not wanna kill myself and when it was gone I was just locked in my room all day and night allowd out for bathroom and to eat/drink. Worked Im clean Now.

hey you sure?

i got oc 80s for like $3