Ok so i have recently found me a very good cocaine connect. I have done cocaine a handful of times prior to 3 weeks ago. 3 weeks ago i met this person i get it from. I have never done shit like the stuff he gets. All the times i have done it prior to 3 weeks ago it was givin to me for free, usually a couple lines or whatnot.

Well before it just numbed my face/teeth/nostrils, and not much more then that ever. Slight heart rate increase, but thats about where it ends.

Well this dealer of mine is a older guy and he knows some people. He asked me 3 weeks ago if i wanted some and i said yes. This stuff is amazing. It makes me feel super happy, and talk a mile a minute. Anyways, he is only in towns on the weekend, so i am only able to obtain it on the weekends.

Well last week i didn't really remember the comedown or anything. I have read many stories on erowid from cocaine comedown where you feel terrible and stuff, like nothing is fun, the world is boring, etc.

I'm not sure if im an exception to the rule, but i just wanted to see if i noticed anything on the comedown. So i went to my dealer sat (yesterday) and went into his bathroom (which is nice by the way). He went out and reached carefully into a dresser drawer, and pulled out a cd case that looked to have about 2-3grams completely broken up on it. (Note that i suck at eyeballing weight of cocaine, i have a much better idea of eyeballing the weight of weed).

So we broke off a line out that pile and said for me to hit it. I was like o yeah good stuff. Then he had a bag sitting out with some coke in it, and hes like how much did you want again. I was like let me get $100, then he was like does this look fair?

I was like umm... i have no idea, i can't eyeball that stuff. Hes like well do you want more. Well when a cocaine dealer says do you want more coke for free, you don't really say no. So he pulled one of those small bags (i refer to them as blunt bags, because you can get a blunt in them perfectly where they have a ziplock seal at the top). Filled with cocaine. he grabbed a large size rock out of there and added it to my bag, then i said that was fine, then he took a business card and bent it into the shape of a U and scooped like 1/3 or 1/4 of that pile sitting on the cd case and added that to my bag as well, then he told me to cut out another line before i left.

Well like went back to my friends house and it looked to be between 3-4grams roughly. Well did most of it and all spaced out over the night, because i limit myself on this to one night a week. It lasted from about 10pm to like 3am i believe.

Well after we got down to the last of the bag, i dunno why but i always say this out loud, i look around at all my friends and go well heres the last of it, lets do it up. lol.

So it was like a 1/2 or 1/3 gram left and we did up the rest. Then i was like well thats a rap.

Now about 5am rolls around, and i don't feel bad or anything, it's like the super happiness starts to wear off and i start feeling tired, but i never in no way feel terrible, like the world is ending or i need to call my connect for more. Matter of fact on the way driving around, i acutally said to one of my friends that i really didn't feel like doing anymore, so most of that last 1/2 or 1/3 gram went to friends, i had like 2 small lines out of that.

Is this just something weird that after i do all my coke that i don't fiend like a mofo?

The other thing i realized is that on coke, i don't even mean to do it, but i get so meticulous with details. I will sit there and make a line, knock the coke of the card, scrape that to the line, knock the card off again, and repeat this about 10-12 times. Why is it i does this, like im not really fiending trying to get the last few crumbs, but it's like i just want it to be perfect. Saturday night at a friends house where we did the last 1/2 or 1/3 gram we did it off a mirror. After we were done i went in the bathroom and washed the mirror off but i was in there washing and scrubbing it for like 10 mins. I just wanted it to have like no streaks on it and look clean. Does anyone else does this, become like a perfectionist?

Also i shake like a bat out of hell, i shake so bad i probably couldn't even hold a can of pop without spilling it. I guess thats just normal to shake though.

Anyways i was just wondering if anyone becomes a perfectionist type person when doing coke, and why i don't fiend. It's like i don't care that it's gone. I don't feel a urge to do more. It's like after i do so much i'm just burnt out on that high. I won't even remotely want anymore until possibly the next weekend rolls around. Also by that time, i'm so stoned and lazy i usually make my friend call my dealer for me and get a hold of him because im too lazy too.

Also people talk about insomnia on cocaine. Whatever i had between 3-4 grams. I did up at least 3 to myself between 10pm and 3am, by 6:30am i was tired, by 7am i was passed the hell out in my bed. Most people say they can't sleep on cocaine comedowns, but after it wears off and i feel normal i pass the hell out. Is that not normal?

I think the effects of drugs vary quite a bit based on your brain's chemical balance. Personally I don't find coke that addictive, I don't get much of a comedown, and I never want to do more when it's done, while some of my friends are almost ready to suck some dick when they run out. Different coke for different folks I guess.

Your on coke atm, right?

Yeah i know how that is, i've seen some people do crazy shit for it. lol.

BTW to the other person, no i havn't done any since sat when i bought like that 3grams or whatnot. Don't really care to. Been drug free today. I think im gonna go find me some tree tomorrow though.

Must be the shit you're getting? for myself, it really depends on the coke/mood/situation to decide how bad the comedown is gonna be. Sometimes it's worse than others and I really do feel like a pile of shit. You'd probably know what I mean if you did it more often than just the weekends (not recommended if you havent got that deep into it already). I never have too hard of a time sleeping though after the high wears down...

As for all the attention to details while you're on it, I know exactly what you mean. Doing up the lines is one of the sweetest parts of doing it, I too enjoy perfection.

Sounds like you got good coke.

Dont let that shit trick you. It is addictive, and if you play with fire you will get burnt eventually. Just dont under-estimate it.

the less cut in your coke the less of a comedown and noseclog you'll get

keep that connect sounds like a good one

It's more like this...

The first couple times you do coke, you won't really feel the comedown, but the longer you are on it, the worse the comedown gets.

Also, How's Greensboro?

I'm in Waynesville.

What the fuck is up with all these NC kids? 3 in one thread...

haha. people react differently every time.

I'm kind of like that with coke. My big difference, is while there's more, and only if it's MY coke, I fiend like a fucker. I want another line every ten minutes, no matter how high I am already.

And then I do the last line, shrug, smoke some pot about twenty minutes later and crash out about half an hour after that. I usually find I feel awesome in the morning too. Everyone else is getting ready to, as the OP put it, suck some dick to get more as I'm falling asleep.

Then again, I don't do much, or often, maybe a gram once every four or five months if that.

~sigh~

Well before it just numbed my face/teeth/nostrils, and not much more then that ever. Slight heart rate increase, but thats about where it ends.

lidocaine-cut sudafed.

It makes me feel super happy, and talk a mile a minute.

Now about 5am rolls around, and i don't feel bad or anything, it's like the super happiness starts to wear off and i start feeling tired, but i never in no way feel terrible, like the world is ending or i need to call my connect for more. Matter of fact on the way driving around, i acutally said to one of my friends that i really didn't feel like doing anymore, so most of that last 1/2 or 1/3 gram went to friends, i had like 2 small lines out of that.

coke.

I have read many stories on erowid from cocaine comedown where you feel terrible and stuff, like nothing is fun, the world is boring, etc.

Also people talk about insomnia on cocaine... Most people say they can't sleep on cocaine comedowns

Meth, cut with trace amounts of coke.

Please note that individual mileage and individual experience will also vary based on diet, frequency of use, mode of ingestion, a bunch of other shit, etc...

What the fuck is up with all these NC kids? 3 in one thread...

Raleigh here. Where is waynesville? Never heard of it.

damn you got the good shit i do that shit to with the card and razor when im so gone out of my mind after like a ball of some high quality shit its gotta be perfect.