Sometimes when I'm alone at home I get this terribly torn-up feeling in my stomach, like nothing I wanted to work out will. Sometimes, some fleeting smell will remind me of her perfume, or I'll hear her voice and it causes pain.It feels like some celestial being is placing things around me just so I can see them and feel that sickening twinge in my stomach.

I've seen break-ups before, and when I do I laugh. I laugh because people act so fucking ridiculous about it: Guys act like girls, and girls act like skanks. But nothing would have ever dulled the day she picked up and said "I don't ever want to talk to you again." You see, she didn't even tell me she was fucking her manager. Even if she did, I wouldn't have cared. I move around too much to give her any actions, she may as well get it from somewhere else. But this was more than just sex. She'd gotten sick of my personality, and who I was. She had chosen a 29 year old manager at a sub shop and wanna be rapper over me. Within a month of knowing him she moves in with him, when I had been begging her to move out with me for the past 2 years.

Fucking Burned.

See, outwards I don't display how I feel. It's a sign of weakness. You joke about emotions, you don't care about people. The thing about me is that I can't feel anything, but she made me human, if only for a moment. She made me shake every time I talked to her, and now without her there's a hole inside me. The worst part isn't the fact that she broke it off, it's the fact that she won't even talk to me about it. She just lets me know "it's over."

But she wants to be friends. Friends.

It's impossible to watch the object of your affection get fucked by another, undeserving asshole. Every goddamned time I hear about it I want to tear my fucking hair out. I tell her "I can't see you together when I visit." I say "If I see him I don't know what I'll do."

You know what the bitch says?

"There's nothing you can do, he's protected."

THAT'S RIGHT.

A gang member.

Even one as militarized as me can't contest with that. I can fight, but how many? I can shoot, but who's shooting back? How am I going to let my ex get fucked into a gang? Am I in the wrong for telling her to stop fucking a loser? I can understand leaving me, but for the scum of society? For some asshole with six friends who want to kill me?

First off, the pain never really goes. Even after 20 years. You could have timed my walk down the road , after she ditched me, with a calendar. There will always be that ache.

Secondly, make a clean break. It'll hurt but its kinder on yourself in the long run.

Never see her again.

You can live in hope, if she does suddenly wiseup then she will come to you.

Thirdly, please excuse me I need to go change my trousers, I'm old and have a weak bladder. The phrase 'he's protected' made me piss myself laughing.

See, outwards I don't display how I feel. It's a sign of weakness.

I used to think like that, but you know what? it sucks dick.

It takes more balls to show how you feel and not give two shits if some mouth breathers say "lol omg he feels something"

Go back to your classical greek roots I say. I've said it before, but read the fucking odyssey. Those hardcore war veterans and sailors go around killing shit and living rough and being drowned and they cry all the time, you going to tell me they're not manly?

Supressing feelings accomplishes jack shit all in most cases.

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did you get my email old man? not hassling, just want to know if the bloody totse email send thing actually worked.

did you get my email old man? not hassling, just want to know if the bloody totse email send thing actually worked.

I'll check.

edit* arrived at 08:31 BST.

Sorry but i had my email closed while I was downloading the latest SUPERNATURAL!!!111.

God...that car.....*orgasms*

if you have balls put her boy friend in check. because hes in a gang dont mean shit. Trust me im from some violent streets. I live in new mexico and shit is violent over here pretty much anywhere in the desert from LA to here.

But just cause he is in a gang doesnt mean he is protected. I know people in streets gangs and they are in no way as close to organized as the media and cops make them seen.
Unless there the mafia or some shit there not really protected. Just beat his ass with a basee ball bat if he gives you static but move on if you have to.

He can't get revenge if he's dead.

if you have balls put her boy friend in check

What will that accomplish?

Why should he fight for someone who doesn't want him?

That fucking sucks, dude.

If she associates with scum, does she deserve you?

I feel your pain.
I've just split with my girlfriend of 3 1/2 years - rather, she split with me, and is about to get with some asshole.

She doesn't understand when I say it's painful to see her.

Whats worse is that she still loves me, I still love her, but she wanted to end things before we both hurt each (due to being 200 miles apart at University).

*begins cleaning guns*

I know, the worst part of this whole fucking situation is she keeps telling me she still loves me. She even went so far as to say she doesn't know if she loves this new guy. What the fuck am I supposed to say to that?

*pulls out a menacing looking glock and begins to dismantle it.*

I mean, really?

*puts my glock back together and looks down the sight*

Sometimes, people can just be so inconsiderate. And the fact that she dumped me? She's a stoner bitch, I don't do any drugs and I'll be done with my economics degree in a year or two. If she wants someone tough she should have went with me, too. I'm training to go into special forces. Can Miguel even swim 3 miles? That's right, Miguel.

*pulls out combat knife and begins cleaning it*

I mean, honestly, it's an issue of principle.

'Ketch, I have no idea but you've always been like a parent figure to me. I've never had a dad, and I learned from you instead of other people. Just so you know, I'm 19 now, but I've been watching and learning from you since I was 13.

And now I'm a sadist.

In september I was dumbed from a 2 year relationship. It was utter shit.

I have to say things started getting a lot better once i had cut all contact with her. I got rid of every single bit of her in my life.

Just chin up and move on.

If she loved you then she wouldn't of done this to you. I mean you love her right? Could you of done what she has done to you?!

I'm with Jack of this, it will never fully go away, but it does get a lot easier.

This thread makes me want to puke.

Not because its lame, but because it brings up too many thoughts.
Seriously, oh man it fucking hurts doesn't it. It's worse then any physical pain I've felt and I've felt a lot of pain. It's worse then my benzo withdrawal and that's saying a lot, a whole Fucking lot.

H4T3, strange, I also grew up following Jacks words and opinions as though he were a father to me. I don't think I really ever thanked him for it, but I think it's due, Thanks Jack, for doing something so fucking special, being a father-like figure to me and others.

All I know is that in the past it's been easier after I found new girls, so as soon as your ready go for that. I should really start following that advice too, it's been quite some time since February.

Be thankful you don't have her name tattooed on you... yeah, be thankful for that. At least you have that on your side.

Be thankful you don't have her name tattooed on you... yeah, be thankful for that. At least you have that on your side.

Want me to upload a picture of it?

What the fuck is wrong with us man.

Also, no need, I believe you and if you did I would feel obligated to and I don't really want to.
EDIT: Sorry I assumed you didn't BTW, I guess it's just not that common for guys to do at our age, at least from what I've seen.

Naah, dude, I was just fucking with you, anyways. I have no tattoo.

Something strange happened today. I woke up and felt nothing. It may have been that nothing reminds me of her anymore, or it could be that I finally realized what an opportunity this is for me. This is a sign: I need to stop living my life through someone who forgot about me long ago. I can't even see her, is it worth it?

It pisses me off that she chose a loser, but she's still young. She'll find someone better. Or maybe she'll die in a fire. I don't care anymore. I'm tired of this goddamned feeling. The way this started out, I didn't want the feeling to go away because I was afraid after it was gone I would feel nothing. But, I guess I still have memories. She's turned into a cunt, I was in love with who she was, not who she is.

So fuck it. I'm gonna wait until I find someone new, or until she comes crawling back. If I get any lip from her "protected" friend, I will fuck him up beyond recognition.

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post pictures of her

post pictures of you

If I get any lip from her "protected" friend, I will fuck him up beyond recognition.


And say goodbye to your SF dream?

So she doesn't want to talk to you...But she wants to be friends?
I'll never understand women.

Look mate...The best thing you can do is cut yourself off from her. She's made her decision. Let her fuck her own life up with Slim Gaydy over there.

Move on.

Even if she made you feel that good for a little while, she ain't making you feel good now. Do you think she ever will again?

Bollocks will she.

Like my brother said to me after my ex dumped me "You're better off without her. So stop being a pussy and get on with it. She's just another fish in the sea."

Walk away.

Not worth it. So, very much not worth it.

Walk away now and do your damn best to deal with it.

The pain wont go. Accept that pain and appreciate the fact it'll be a constant companion in your life.

You can do it.

you have to think of all the stuff that pisses you off about her, let me help you out;
she's trash
she left you for some trash
she's going to be fucked into a gang under her will
she isn't at all smart
no matter what she does theres a huge chance that she is going to lead a shitty life.(just sounds like one of those)

dude just improve yourself, and watch her get worse. then you need to open your eyes and see how many beautiful irls there are walking around that actually deserve you. if you've invested this much into her, and she does this to you, theres no way she deserves you.

this method helped me get over my ex.
i stopped drinking as much
i started improving myself all around
i became more friendly and social


oh, and try to have as much sex as you can. it helps a lot. just don't buy it, that's loserish.

hope it helped

if you have trouble heres a little more;

i got a fuck buddy and pretty much compare the time i spend with her to the times i had with my ex

my fuck buddy is super cool, rich, great in bed, and smart
my ex was a cold self centered bitch, poor, a dead fish, and not that bright(though she thought she was smart)

man...i feel your pain.TRUST me
a similar thing happend to me as well and she likewise said she never wanted tot alk but then called me out of the blue,while she was drunk and flirted with me for some 4hrs,so i like a novice believed i had a chance again-until she called back another time and was expressing her feelings for another guy,to me...lol..yea

but anywho-my advice is just to kinda have the attitude of ''well if shes going to put me through this,then obviously the person i loved is no more''
thats what i more or less think to myself,and then i realize,,hey,why am i doing this to myself,-its not worth it,and its makin my life miserable while hers is going smoother

seriously man,chicks like that are a dime a dozen-just blow her off completely,and move on,much like a muscle cramp,itll soon go away

This thread is like an episode of The Shield.


You're going to go to war for a bitch that chose to leave you.

Why?

You're going to go to war for a bitch that chose to leave you.

Why?

The person you love wants someone else. Tell me you wouldn't feel the exact same way.

I miss a few choice ex girlfriends, would love to be with them again. But there's new ones, often better ones. There's no use getting into a potentially deadly situation over a feeling we all experience.

Dude, just wait until she gets fucked over by the gang, then she will come crying back to you.

You then have two choices:


You can laugh in her face and tell her "I told you so" in many different ways
You could take her back.
Choose wisely, kind sir, and may the Force be with you.

P.S., I personally would start mocking her until she commits suicide, but that's just me.