do you feel like you have an emotional bond with some drugs, not love exactly, not an addiction, just like a best friend, I have real friends too, but I love weed, like the 4th member of our crew (me, my bestfriend/brother, and his girlfriend). Weed has been there for me longer and more consistently than anyone else, my father ran away when I was 13, when I first discovered weed, me and my mom would always fight and I'd get kicked out of the house.

Even my best friend, when I was 14 took advantage of me, I was cocked, and he stole 70$ from me, and my bike (equivalent to a car now). So parents came and went friends came and went, my best friend right now, I've only known for 2 years, for the past 4 years I've been smoking pot, and for the past 4 years I've had a dad every once in a while, a mom sometimes, and now an uptight stepdad, so I guess weed is my soul mate.

Marijuana I love thee.

Yeh, weed is nice. But you sound like an emotionally damaged teenager who uses drugs to escape from his problems.

When i was really strung out, id feel that everydrug had like a spirit.

My relationship with Salvia borders on...well...I don't know what. Somewhere become complete reverence, total love, and the fact that I would sacrifice anything to be in that state 100% of the time.

I used to love mary jane as well, and I've written NUMEROUS love poems to opiates...Whilst tripping on acid I've felt that I was the incarnation of LSD.

so yeah I know what you mean but honestly its mostly silliness.

It's kind of like a deranged form of Stockholm Syndrome.

anything? nah u wouldn't suck dick for salvia, lol.

i have much love for drugs. they rock. i know what you mean it's like part of the crew, haha, like in half baked.

Yeh, weed is nice. But you sound like an emotionally damaged teenager who uses drugs to escape from his problems.

idk i don't think so, i've had my mom kick me out and it's awesome to be like well fuck you and smoke a bowl. very stress relieving, and parents bitch all the fucking time.

I would nuke all of humanity to be in complete full blown salvia consciousness 100% of the time.

I think its the equivalent to fully raising kundalini. so I'll just stick with that.

move out, you won't fully appreciate your parents until you don't live with them...

anything? nah u wouldn't suck dick for salvia, lol.

i have much love for drugs. they rock. i know what you mean it's like part of the crew, haha, like in half baked.



idk i don't think so, i've had my mom kick me out and it's awesome to be like well fuck you and smoke a bowl. very stress relieving, and parents bitch all the fucking time.

Why is it awesome to say "fuck you" to your mother for kicking you out when you probably deserved it for trying to be a "rebellious" teen? Kids these days, no respect.


EDIT: If you love a drug you need to find a woman.

I didn't realize how much my parents annoy me until I moved away to college.

Why is it awesome to say "fuck you" to your mother for kicking you out when you probably deserved it for trying to be a "rebellious" teen? Kids these days, no respect.


EDIT: If you love a drug you need to find a woman.

no, i was not being a rebellious teen and i have plenty respect for my mom. she just has no respect for me. the other week i came home at 9:30 pm from work, i ate dinner quietly and then went to my room. it's like 9:50 and my stepdad and mom come out screaming "ALL YOU DO IS MAKE NOISE. MURPHY BARFED, U MUST HAVE GIVEN HIM SOMETHING TO EAT." -"it's 9:50" "SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO TO BED" ect ect dramatic bitching <smoke bowl & don't give a fuck about tyrannical parents>

and no. one can love drugs and a woman.

no, i was not being a rebellious teen and i have plenty respect for my mom. she just has no respect for me. the other week i came home at 9:30 pm from work, i ate dinner quietly and then went to my room. it's like 9:50 and my stepdad and mom come out screaming "ALL YOU DO IS MAKE NOISE. MURPHY BARFED, U MUST HAVE GIVEN HIM SOMETHING TO EAT." -"it's 9:50" "SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO TO BED" ect ect dramatic bitching <smoke bowl & don't give a fuck about tyrannical parents>

and no. one can love drugs and a woman.

You gathered the data and concluded my hypothesis all in one.

I love drugs and I love women both at the same time

Don't mean they love you.

weed because i like it and its not addicting at all...

i love lsd because its the only thing ive done that i feel made me change in ways i only consider positive.

Euphoria, don't ever grow pot. Seriously, you might fuck your plants.

I know what you're talking about, though. I have a horrible attachment to mushrooms. I even call them "babies" especially if I grew them. I talk to them, even asking them questions (and yes, they can answer, you just have to speak the language - same with dogs) I'll usually kiss them before I eat them. I'm a little weird, though.

Soft.

Addiction? probably

But instead of being angry and upset because I don't have any, I feel happy to know that I will eventually get to "be in her arms" again.

If that was true wouldn't you spend all your money on salvia?

You should try smoking salvia on acid, when you look around outside you can see the infinite facets and dimensions of every single particle while living a million parallel lives. Definitely the most spiritual thing I've ever experienced.

OP: I definitely know what you mean about personifying drugs. I certainly feel a spirit or entity of sorts with almost every drug, that I usually learn to either love or respect. I had a bad trip last night cause my first pipe I ever bought broke. I felt like it's spirit was now gone and it was like I lost a pet or something. Weird I know but that's mushrooms for you.

Weed was like my big brother for a while. Now he's almost force of habit.