“Soon She Is Coming”



I drifted back into my seat as the I began to move/slide/fall/descend?

I don’t know how to describe it.


Transitioning out of mind and into consciousness.

A chanting off in the distance.

I..I.iI (pause) I..I.iI

(in that type of rhythm)

The loud/softness of it was difficult to understand.


Suddenly the tracks
And the train

Came closer

And closer


[This is where it gets very strange]


Two men, each on different trains pass through the infinite “I” that I was perceiving a small piece of.

Into and through me as they chanted rhythmically and indecipherably I..I.iI

These two eventually morphed into one after the second pass through.


The chant: Soon She Will Come?

They were weaving? forming streams/groves in my view? of the Infinite.

Groves in preparation for Miss Salvia


I remember wondering why more attention was not paid to the tracks?
It was not the conductors who were guiding it?



The seemingly twisting track/s where guiding the conductors.

BUT WHAT? WAS GUIDING THE TRACKS?!!?


The tracks where long gone but streams have been formed.



soon she will come was still being chanted very silently fading away.


I felt a presence shifting closer and closer to my frequency.
It was like a hole?/dark train? (in the æther) Coming closer and closer

My attention was forced away and blanked? as I returned

She had completed her pass through me.



Afterwards, still connected to the infinite consciousness stronger than before I began my exploration, for 45 minutes I contemplated and tried to find understanding in that extraordinary experience I had.



(it’s written so strangely to mimic how my writing looked once I turned on the light)


More exploration will be done in these passing weeks, a deeper understanding will become.

Man, nothing that strange has ever happened to me on salvia.

Vanhalla, I added you to MSN. I wanna discuss writing scriptures sometime.

Heh, one time I was lost in a labrynth that went into infinity, and when I was finally coherent enough to realize what had happened, I had been staring at the fibers of my jeans and they were the labrynth

Heh, one time I was lost in a labrynth that went into infinity, and when I was finally coherent enough to realize what had happened, I had been staring at the fibers of my jeans and they were the labrynth

awesome

yay another excuse for some gay dungeons and dragons type orgy fest!!!!!!

So much anger, i'd hate to see what kind of salvia trips you have

Trying too hard;didn't read.

6/3/08

1:10 a.m.


This is the first time since the last research paper.
I recorded three takes on my voice recorder some time after the main part of the experience was over.
Words do not exist that can describe this.
Here is what followed:




Take One



Just go with it man

Just uh. . .

Just fall

Just continue going/its not a fall

It’s not a fall

Continue

With the. . .

[long pause]

Transition

Um

Transition through uhh

*sigh*

Yr on yr own man

Yr on yr own



Take Two



Your falling away

You look up and you, see you

You see someone, but you don’t realize it’s you at first

And then you realize it’s you

you realize that, it’s a different part of you

It’s a different part of you

But the you that you are now experiencing, is like

[pause]

You. . .

In another dimension

In a different field of energy

In a different field of perception

Yes/no

[pause]

And when your in this different field of perception, its like a. . .

Its like your stuck

Stuck on the. . part, of the. .

Energy thing that moves, Up and down you

Side of you/part of you on uh…

You turn into all these parts I suppose but then you realize their all you

All these parts and your like still them

[gasp for air]

And then you just like [undecipherable] and then your like What the Fuck man

What the fuck man

Wtf

And it’s a goin down continuing in that hushu hu

Continuning in that thing

And its just fucking crazy man

Fucking crazy/You just gotta GOWITHIT

You just gotta GOWITHIT

Go with it

FALL

No./Get unstuck

Try that, try getting unstuck

Maybe that’s the problem

You want nothingness

See if you can get unstuck and see what happens.

I’ll see what happens, I’ll see what happens





Take Three



It’s like part of my field of energy part of that field a plank of it

A plank of that field

[pause and swallow]

That’s what its doing, that’s what is happening to it

That’s what the planking

That a plank of it in that. . .

[pause]

Is. . is. . in that dimension I guess you can call it

That flat plank of energy

Tha, that’s my signature of energy

Is in that. . . frequency

That small part of my field

Plank of my field

Is. . .

[pause]

That plank of my. . my energy field signature is in that

Frequency

In that frequency of consciousness

Thatthat

When that drug is indulged

When its consuuuuumed

When it’s smoked in

And it triggers my mind to go into that. . .

It triggers my mind to move my consciousness.

Is that really what happened?

Or did it trigger my consciousness?

[pause]

To move into that, to connect to that,

Part of the energy field.

And then when that energy field, it moves towards. .

Moves towards that frequency

It’s like a plank through my field

It’s like a board that goes through my field

That goes vertically down my field

[pause]

I don’t know how far it goes

Its like a. .

Theres no distance in consciousness.

Thers no up and down, but there is still a sense of up and down.

You look at it further and your like oh shit, theres no up and down.

Your like, you look into it further, and what happens?

I don’t fucking remember

What happens when you look into it further?

Its like a. .

[pause takes deep breath in and exhails]

Maybe it’s moving through it alright

And that’s where its going

Maybe

I don’t fucking know

I don’t fucking know

Your gonna have to try this again dude

Your gonna have to try this more.

In about a week time

Your goanna do this again

And we’re gonna learn more about this buddy.

We’re gonna figure this out

Its worth it/its worth it

Its completely absolutely 100% worth it

[pause]

Hare Krsna

Trying too hard;didn't read.

Why do you have to center your text in that mysteriously unique way? Lame.

Your lame. He/she wants to express their point uniquely. Unconventional is not lame, it shows uniqueness, and character, more power to them.

.peace.

Why do you have to center your text in that mysteriously unique way? Lame.

Your lame. He/she wants to express their point uniquely. Unconventional is not lame, it shows uniqueness, and character, more power to them.

.peace.

Unconventionality for the sake of unconventionality, however, IS lame. Whether or not this is what he is doing is another story.

Red??

Unconventionality for the sake of unconventionality, however, IS lame.

Exactly.

this whole thread is lame