I took like 300-500mgs of Zoloft?

I'm feeling so fucking depressed right now, I just want to either die from an overdose or somehow escape this reality.

I'm feeling so fucking depressed right now, I just want to either die from an overdose or somehow escape this reality.

Escapism resolves nothing.

Face your problems head on. Rid yourself of fear.

Tell us your problems. How's reality got you down?

DON'T DO IT!!

Damn, i'm sorry to hear you feel this way, and I don't really know what to say? Don't do anything stupid man. Talk to some friends for now; maybe talk to a doctor if things don't look up for you. Hope you feel better soon.

Peace.

EDIT: Get an ounce of some great pot and some butane. Make some Butane Honey Oil. Smoke this up and get your mind right, then think about what makes you feel depressed and try to find ways to eliminate these things for a more stress free life. Don't forget to make some time in your day to include those things that make you happy; make some YOU time, some time to relax and let your mind unwind.

Escapism resolves nothing.

Face your problems head on. Rid yourself of fear.

Tell us your problems. How's reality got you down?

It doesn't matter what my problems are, I'd just get flamed for them anyway. Fuck it, I'm taking them.

It doesn't matter what my problems are, I'd just get flamed for them anyway. Fuck it, I'm taking them.

I don't know the facts about the amount you're taking and that, but come to your senses man.

Getting a few flames > Risk of a potential OD.

Talk about it. You'll get flamed, but you're also likely to receive some priceless advice. Do it in another forum like S&A (http://www.totse.com/community/newthread.php?do=newthread&f=152) if you feel it neccassery.

I don't know how serious you are, but DO NOT kill yourself. Imagine the horror of wanting your life back in the last few seconds of life. You can still find help, find some random person to talk to about it online, fuck I'll even talk to you if you need it!

It doesn't matter what my problems are, I'd just get flamed for them anyway. Fuck it, I'm taking them.

And you would rather OD then get flamed?

Your problems seem to fucking matter, if they drive you to escape from them.

Overcome them, don't run from them. Take the bullet in the brain, don't piss your pants and curl up in a ball.

Who gives a shit what those fuckers think, tell me your problems.

I don't know the facts about the amount you're taking and that, but come to your senses man.

Getting a few flames > Risk of a potential OD.

Talk about it. You'll get flamed, but you're also likely to receive some priceless advice. Do it in another forum like S&A (http://www.totse.com/community/newthread.php?do=newthread&f=152) if you feel it neccassery.

I already took them... man I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me lately. I don't know if its just hormones from growing up as a teenager like everyone fucking says it is or if I'm just nuts. I'm doing terrible in school because I just can't bring myself to get up in the morning to go... I don't see a point in anything anymore... I don't like my friends, I don't like anyone... I really just want to die.


And the other side of me.. the side I wish I could listen to is calling me a fucking idiot right now. I want to be like my old self, happy, and carefree. I want this stupid fucking depression and anxiety to just go away. And I want a friend that actually has my fucking back, and that I can talk to about anything... and trust completely. I hate this place, I hate people and I hate this world.


I think i need some severe help

just shoot your self.

thats the input you needed.

You won't die. You might get a minor case of Serotonine Syndrome, but the ER won't even bother pumping your stomach. You'll get a mouth full of charcoal and 3 days in the mental ward.

My email is peterlahaderne@gmail.com if you want to talk. AIM: peteskeat96

Whats California like? I bet its nice as hell

I think i need some severe help

Naw man, everyones like that. We all hate the world, and everyone in it.

I can relate with how you feel man ... life seems pretty fucking meaningless, doesn't it? All this fucking shit we're expected to go through, all this pointless crap we're fed since our pointless births.

Nobody in their right minds wants to deal with that shit. Nobody enjoys it. Some people just decide that they have to be miserable.

But you know what man, you don't want that. Obviously. So why don't you change it man?

Everything you've been given, everything you've been told, it's pointless? Why not give it purpose?

Why don't you make your life mean something?


You don't have to buy into all this shit man. You don't have to be miserable. You have the power to change all that, by yourself, just by intending to.

You can't change everything man ... yeah, some things you can't control, and you have to accept them. But you don't have to be miserable. You can change that, and you can change a lot.

What are some of the changes you want to make?

Naw man, everyones like that. We all hate the world, and everyone in it.

I can relate with how you feel man ... life seems pretty fucking meaningless, doesn't it? All this fucking shit we're expected to go through, all this pointless crap we're fed since our pointless births.

Nobody in their right minds wants to deal with that shit. Nobody enjoys it. Some people just decide that they have to be miserable.

But you know what man, you don't want that. Obviously. So why don't you change it man?

Everything you've been given, everything you've been told, it's pointless? Why not give it purpose?

Why don't you make your life mean something?


You don't have to buy into all this shit man. You don't have to be miserable. You have the power to change all that, by yourself, just by intending to.

You can't change everything man ... yeah, some things you can't control, and you have to accept them. But you don't have to be miserable. You can change that, and you can change a lot.

What are some of the changes you want to make?

I dont know what it is about what you just said but it makes me want to cry.
I do want to change, I dont want to be miserable anymore, I dont want to fail school... i want to be a better person, and i want to get a fucking clue

so many people have been trying to help me and all ive done is waste their time.. i mean my mom cares so much about me and im putting her through hell

Whats California like? I bet its nice as hell

i bet im gonna see you in the news tomorrow.

oh and if life got me down that bad, instead of suicide, just be like fuck it im becoming a criminal, then just go steal a bunch of shit

I dont know what it is about what you just said but it makes me want to cry.

Whoops. I'm sorry. Thats not my intention.

I do want to change, I dont want to be miserable anymore, I dont want to fail school... i want to be a better person, and i want to get a fucking clue

so many people have been trying to help me and all ive done is waste their time.. i mean my mom cares so much about me and im putting her through hell

You have to help yourself man ... others are unreliable.

Its not their waste man, because these people care about you so much, that they are willing to spend the time to help you. It is well spent time, to them.

Do something nice for your mom. Show her that you appreciate it. Or, at least let her know how you feel.


What causes your suffering?

I wish i could talk with you more... but im not really with it right now.. i fel zombified


you have aim?

Naw man, sorry.

But there you go, thats why escapism doesn't help man.

You need to relax and think about your situation.

You're not alone. We're all in this together. I'm here, all over totse, almost everyday.


But, like I said ... you can't rely on others, you need to take charge of your life. So get to it. And make it everything you want.

This thread is damn near bringing me to tears. Dude i honestly hope you turn shit around

I already took them... man I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me lately. I don't know if its just hormones from growing up as a teenager like everyone fucking says it is or if I'm just nuts. I'm doing terrible in school because I just can't bring myself to get up in the morning to go... I don't see a point in anything anymore... I don't like my friends, I don't like anyone... I really just want to die.


And the other side of me.. the side I wish I could listen to is calling me a fucking idiot right now. I want to be like my old self, happy, and carefree. I want this stupid fucking depression and anxiety to just go away. And I want a friend that actually has my fucking back, and that I can talk to about anything... and trust completely. I hate this place, I hate people and I hate this world.


I think i need some severe help

Been there done that.. if fyou've had this before like I have chances are it will never leave for good. I feel worrthless all the time, but it's okay man. It's okay.. You need to do shit you like and fast. If you kill yourself no one is going to remember you from schooollll so whoatever! Anyway it's best to just smoke weed and avoid your problems for as long as you can until you burst. I did tonight it felt great. I punched the shit out of a car hop at Sonic and got a free meal. If you truly believe your life does not matter, you are right. Sorry kiddo. You will find time for the good times in between all of the capitalism you will be a slave to in your life. that is what is worth living for.. find your niche.. I am actually clinically depressed so it never ever gets better but you can ignore it while with friends then slip into negative thoughts.

Seriously I would go with smoking some weed, it does a world of good when you're feeling sad. But that's for now, what about later? I dunno kid. *sparks lighter* I really don't.

- The Full Jew

Man you are setting up some great behavior patterns right now. Got a problem? Throw chemicals at it.


Don't be a faggot and solve your problems with drugs, especially shitty drugs like that. Suicide will only cause pain to those who love and care about you.

Or, fuck it, go drink some random shit under the sink. What the fuck do I care? One less dumb motherfucker to cut me off in traffic, or sit there for ten minutes trying to figure out what the fuck you want to eat at McDonalds while I stand behind you wanting to fucking stab you.


Darwin for the fucking win. Go do it. It might just be the only thing you'll ever succeed at. Then again, I doubt it.

First off... I just want to say that man, if I was going to off myself, it deffinatly wouldn't be OD... AT least off pills. I could maybe OD on heroin or something, where my lungs stop before I get the plunger all the way in... But ODing on pills is some horrible shit man... Adn that dose won't kill you anyway.


And everyone goes through that in highschool and shit man. I did. My situation is much worse off than yours. In the last 12 months my brother died, I got arrested twice, best friend shot himself in the mouth(Which works by the way), my grades in college are suffering now, I have some bad alcoholism, and on and on.

I have more shit than you I garentee it, but I stay happy. Know why man? Cause you fuckin' gotta. Don't let your pussy ass hormones or anything get you down. Find meaning in shit. If people don't like you, get through highschool and go to college, get a good job, and take it out on them then(best revenge evar by the way). Do some drugs, have some fun, get laid, smoke pot, drink untill you can't think. Etc. etc. These are the years you can have some fun man. Once you get 25 that shit stops. You get married, have kids, a job that means something.

LIve it up man. And if you have to kill yourself, wait untill your 25. My plan is, if I ever feel like I need to kill myself, I"m going to wait until I'm 29.... and go to the top floor of a huge building, shoot myself in the mouth to the point I would fall over the side. Scaring people emotionally rocks. All the cool kids are doing it.

It could always be worse.... You could be living in ethiopia where they dont even HAVE zoloft.


Or food.

EAT SOME BOOMERS. I TOOK MUSHROOMS FOR THE FIRST TIME WHEN I WAS FEELIN SHITTY, AND IT TURNED MY WHOLE PERCEPTION OF LIFE AROUND. AT THAT POINT I STARTED TO PICK APART MY LIFE, START FROM THE BOTTOM. AND THE FIRST THING THAT I WAS GRATEFUL FOR WAS SIMPLY BEING ALIVE. THEN I WENT THROUGH THINGS I ACCOMPLISHED. ONCE I LISTED ALL THINGS GREAT, I FELT LIKE I COULD TAKE ON THE WORLD. JUST REMEMBER, SUICIDE IS A PERMINIT SOLUTION FOR A TEMPORARY PROBLEM. and one more thing that you should always tell yourself. its all good man, its all gona work out. have nothing but that set in you mind and bam, problems fixed.

fucking caps lock, sorry i aint retyping this shit

This thread contains a larger amount of emoness, teenage-angst and retardation than the entire site of my-fucking-space.

First: OP is an attention whore, he's never going to go through with it.

Second: Fuck you.

Third: Fuck you.


Also, your amount of knowledge on anti-depressants is depressing in itself - It takes 1-4 months for an anti-depressant to kick in, eating a bunch at once will result in nothing but liverfailure, but for all I care, go ahead and do it, you might even score some pity and attention from your family.

I'm not an attention whore, you ass.

Anyways... well I took some zoloft and basically laid in my bed convulsing for a while with terrible nausea, fuckin puked like 4 times. I'm sorry about this, I really have some bad depression issues.. either thats or I got BD from my dad. =(

Anyways, I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders... I got shit straight with this girl I've been fond of for a while, and I'm going to be started on homebound schooling really soon... so at least I don't have to worry about failing sophmore year.

Uh... thanks guys, I appreciate the kind words.

THANK YOU

The first sensible person makes a post!

Although I am empathetic towards many of the peoples' intentions who posted, the OP is either

A) Full of shit and just wanting attention
or
B) Actually ridiculous enough to take large amounts of anti-depressants to try to end his life or escape, as he put it.

I've tried killing my self many times before, and each time I was about 10 minutes away from dying before my parents found me and rushed me to the hospital.

And when people give you sympathy and try to help you out of it, it just has a chain reaction and it makes everything worse for you. You need someone smart, like SN, to make you realize that if you are seriously pathetic enough to post online for help, that you should give things a second thought. Only about 5% of people I've met are truly that stupid, and advice of the *tough love* sort is the the only cure for the other 95%.

The other 5 will just kill themselves because of it.

Killing yourself is definitely worth it; I won't lie. But it also says some terrible things about yourself. Yes, this life is bullshit, we are all put on this fuck-of-a-planet to fend for ourselves without any idea what it all leads up to, and the weak-minded people just want to escape.

What you need to do is realize that no matter why were here, or how badly it actually sucks, killing yourself just isn't fair to everyone you know. If you actually take the time to sort things out in your life, you will feel a million times better. And you will be unbelievably proud of yourself for doing this.

We're all in this together, right? We might as well make it as good for ourselves as we can, by treating each other with respect and love, and understanding that everyone, EVERYONE has something priceless to offer to the world, and need only be motivated.

As far as the "can't bring myself to go to school" bullshit, well, I used to be like that too. School is very pointless. We have to learn all this stupid shit JUST so we can do good in the government's eyes, which is pointless. Its conformist, and its just straight up bullshit. You have to try to find the real good part about it though. In a sense, school is good for you because it helps you learn how to solve problems rationally and properly. I agree that the problems we have to solve in school are nowhere near as important as problems in real life, but its a start.

One morning I just decided to completely override my instincts and judgment and say "fuck it, I'll go today." I actually had to force myself to get out of bed, force myself to get a shower, and force myself to get my ass to school. Was it worth it? No. But damn I felt good about it.

And people, THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DO DRUGS.
If you haven't started, don't start. If you have, learn to cope with the revolutionary ideas they give you, and learn to understand that you are being the bigger person for conforming and still knowing the truth.

Damn good post chad.

School is very pointless. We have to learn all this stupid shit JUST so we can do good in the government's eyes, which is pointless. Its conformist, and its just straight up bullshit.

YEA, like LITERACY and stuff!!!!! ROBBLE ROBBLE ROBBLE SCHOOL SUCKS ROBBLE ROBBLE ANARCHY ROBBLE ROBBLE

Anyways... well I took some zoloft and basically laid in my bed convulsing for a while with terrible nausea, fuckin puked like 4 times. I'm sorry about this, I really have some bad depression issues.. either thats or I got BD from my dad. =(

This improved your situation...HOW?

I'm sorry about this, I really have some bad depression issues.. either thats or I got BD from my dad.

Don't try to lay the blame on some dumb fucking disease. They're your problems, you can fucking deal with them.

Deal with them.

I generally like your posts, and tend to look out for them in any thread. Sometimes though, it is like you just decide to be a total dick for no reason. Stop trying to grow your E-cock and maybe actually help someone once in a while.

I'm not an attention whore, you ass.

Anyways... well I took some zoloft and basically laid in my bed convulsing for a while with terrible nausea, fuckin puked like 4 times. I'm sorry about this, I really have some bad depression issues.. either thats or I got BD from my dad. =(

Anyways, I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders... I got shit straight with this girl I've been fond of for a while, and I'm going to be started on homebound schooling really soon... so at least I don't have to worry about failing sophmore year.

Uh... thanks guys, I appreciate the kind words.

....I'm bi polar and you don't hear me wiping my cunt across the floor crying for mommy. Pick your shit up off the floor and stop being a pussy.

God I need a fucking beer.

op are you female? cuz thats how your acting. man up and shoot yourself or apply a kitchen knife to your jugular.

CLean up aisle two... Pussy leakage... aisle

You're my angel,

You're the only sunshine in my life!

Feels like heaven when you take me in your arms,

in your arms...!

Best post by far.

Why are some people so god damned sane?