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 #1 
Old 2008-03-17, 09:04
citrus-cobra citrus-cobra is offline
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Default I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

I've taken e like 3-4 times before this, just sticking to e, taking like 2 in total each time. I've never done ANything like this..

so on friday i drank a pint of beer at 8pm, popped two smiling budah's (just some red e pills with smiling buddah's..most likely cut with shit, which is why it's always like 5 dollars a pill) at 10:30pm, smoked a fat bowl of ganj, and then went back to the dealers room in res where my buddy is going to university. All turned into a fiend. I ended up taking another one, and then another one, and then two pure caps of mdma (which cost like 25 each) In total i took somewhere between 7-10 smiling buddah's throughout the night, two caps of pure mdma, the initial pint of beer and copious amounts of weed.

at about 2am i had to piss, but i couldn't go...it just wouldn't happen. I sat in there until 4 trying to piss, while talking to people, almost like day dreaming in my head. I would blurt out random words i was saying in my conversations in my head. people were like wtf because i was just sitting in the stall saying random shit once and a while and people in there could hear me. I sweat like mad from about midnight to around 8 or 9am.
I tongued the bag of my throat all night and made a sore that is healing but is still very sore right now. I couldn't piss until 11am on saturday, but it was still fucking difficult. I hallucinated almost all night with sketchy outlines of things, and weird transformations of objects. I couldn't go to sleep at all....My hallucinations and panic only stopped at like 6 or 7 in the evening on saturday when my buddies told me weed helps bring you back to a good level and alleviates those e downs. I felt really good and finally went to bed at around 4:30am sunday morning when i was calmed down.
The light headedness and weird waves and shit happened throughout the day today, especially when i got out of bed . I'm still feeling really freaked out and depressed about all of this, and it's 2:47am on sunday...

I'm wondering if anyone here that has taken alot of e like that and have come out ok after a few days? or if i should be really worried and going to a doctor or something..

I was also thinking of the possibility that maybe it was cut with a lot of k, and i'm in a k-hole or something...

anyways, thanks for reading all of that, if anyone can hlep me out or give me some advice, i would really really appreciate it. I need some piece of mind from someone with experience.
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Old 2008-03-17, 09:13
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

Yeah, high doses of mdma will cause hallucinations. Next time don't be the annoying fuckwit who eats more pills than they can handle and just mungs out, giving everyone around them the shits.
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Old 2008-03-17, 09:30
Fidens Fidens is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

Like everything else, this too shall pass.
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Old 2008-03-17, 09:31
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

You'll be fine. You didn't k-hole. You took too much, spazzed like a motherfucker, and learned a valuable lesson. Slap yourself for being a dumbass and tell your dealer buddy that he's a dick for letting you take all that shit.
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Old 2008-03-17, 09:39
moonmeister moonmeister is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

The best, the very best thing to do is man up & start telling everyone how cool you are. Tell 'em you pop the buddhas like candy.

Make out like you're the Original Buddha Buddy & start scoring the chicks like mad!

Are you staying hydrated? Drinking enough water/juice?
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Old 2008-03-17, 09:55
citrus-cobra citrus-cobra is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

i've been drinking as much as i've felt like drinking.
I've started eating now that my throat feels a bit better.
I have chapped lips and i'm dehydrated all over.

and i am pretty chapped that he let me keep going.
that's not my style ever..i've just been bored lately, and mixed with hardcore dudes at the uni, i just got extremely greedy and went off.

But serious, how long can these odd feelings last for, aka. depression, anxiety, and like light headedness.
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Old 2008-03-17, 10:15
moonmeister moonmeister is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

And are you depleted of nutrients by not eating?

It's better to eat a little than not at all. Have you taken a bath? Feeling all that dried sweat isn't pleasant.
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Old 2008-03-17, 10:21
citrus-cobra citrus-cobra is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

yea I've been eating all day since this morning.
it's not that i'm not hungry, my throat is just haggard.
it's been like 2 full days since i dropped so i'm just getting nervous. I don't deal with not being in control of my mind or body 100% well at all. I freak when i trip hard on shit. that's just my personality u know.
I keep getting weird feelings all over my body, i can't go to bed.
I'm freaking out so hard.
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Old 2008-03-17, 10:23
citrus-cobra citrus-cobra is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

I'd be so much more at ease if someone was around with me to like, help me chill.
I need someone to watch me until i sleep so i dont have to feel helpless and panicked.
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Old 2008-03-17, 10:23
Fidens Fidens is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

and i am pretty chapped that he let me keep going.


C'mon dude we all make our own beds.

Have a shower, smoke some grass, eat a little food, relax. Put on some chill music. You'll be fine.
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Old 2008-03-17, 10:33
citrus-cobra citrus-cobra is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

C'mon dude we all make our own beds.

Have a shower, smoke some grass, eat a little food, relax. Put on some chill music. You'll be fine.

you're right.
It was my fault.

i've learned my lesson, but it just blows being this fucked up 2 days after. I've never had something like this happen to me.
like, felt so violated and toxic. That shit raped me.

I'm going to blaze a little nug, grab a little food, and just lay down with something chill playing on tv until i'm relaxed enough to turn it off and pass out.

it just blows because it's 4:30am right now here. I need fucking sleep.

I'll be back on here in like 5 minutes when i'm a stoned and have food in front of me.
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Old 2008-03-17, 10:50
citrus-cobra citrus-cobra is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

ok. so the ganj made me feel much better. I'm more at ease now.
I've got a bowl of strawberry yogurt in front of me.
and im laying on my comfy couch with blankets and pillows.
i'm just playing some low volume cnn, i'll just zone and relax on the dull morning shit.

i'll post tomorrow about my condition.

any more suggestions or words of advice are welcome all night, i'll glance over once and a while until i pass out.
 #13 
Old 2008-03-17, 10:51
moonmeister moonmeister is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

Weedzors might help... It is well known to make any last vestiges of 'delics stronger though... EEK!

Did you "rock out" during your high? Have you burned off your high through physical activity? I know that I never feel normal unless I've been physically active enough.

If you can't sleep, you might consider a walk around your area...if you have a quiet, safe path you could take. Of course, it's getting to be "get up & go to work" time & thus: more noisy. I find that a walk where I look at the ground (watch out for people/dogs/traffic/poles etc too!) about 6 to 10' in front of me is reeeeallly soothing.

You can really quiet your mind this way. You've got to walk at a good pace though. Walking like you're an old, sick retiree will just bum you out. You've got to move like you're going somewhere. This will, like being in a vehicle moving fast, really saturate your brain with stuff & thus not let your mind wander too much.

I walked for an hour from 030 am to 0130 doing this & it really mellowed me out.
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Old 2008-03-17, 11:00
citrus-cobra citrus-cobra is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

Did you "rock out" during your high? Have you burned off your high through physical activity? I know that I never feel normal unless I've been physically active enough.

Um, well, not really, it was just chill and full of sitting, laying down, driving for a while..parking and blazing.
I duno, it was pretty chill, until i started getting psychotic at like 2am.

But I had a basketball game today at 7 in my mens league, so i decided to do it to try and get my body working again.
i was weak and light headed for most of it.

I feel like shit now. ugh, this blows.
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Old 2008-03-17, 11:14
moonmeister moonmeister is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

There is a lot to be said for the rhythmic dancing at raves for burning off the high. You get exercise & lots of oxygen. Walking does similar stuff. You where you get www.ckua.com? It's mellow...but not too mellow.

If lying down doesn't work...try a walk while listening.
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Old 2008-03-17, 11:30
plainclothescop plainclothescop is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

Noone fucking cares what you're doing minute by minute dude. Seriously, noone fucking cares. You're a little bitch who went harder than he could handle, flipped out, and is now looking for someone or something else to blame because you don't want to accept that you're just a fuckwit with no self-control. Grow the fuck up or fuck off.
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Old 2008-03-17, 11:35
moonmeister moonmeister is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

He's "too cool" to walk around the block. Instead of whining he could try walking. Heck...walking by/watching running water somewhere nearby & not whining might help his head.

Will he do it? Too easy to post & sit with his sweet thumb up his bum though.
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Old 2008-03-17, 11:56
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

You, sir, have a pilly willy.
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Old 2008-03-17, 11:57
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

while talking to people, almost like day dreaming in my head. I would blurt out random words i was saying in my conversations in my head. people were like wtf because i was just sitting in the stall saying random shit once and a while... I hallucinated almost all night with sketchy outlines of things, and weird transformations of objects. I couldn't go to sleep at all....My hallucinations and panic only stopped at like 6 or 7 in the evening

Mad as a hatter...

I sweat like mad from about midnight to around 8 or 9am.

Red as a beet, hot as a hare...

at about 2am i had to piss, but i couldn't go...it just wouldn't happen. I sat in there until 4 trying to piss...

...and dry as a bone.
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Old 2008-03-17, 15:19
Ed Lister Ed Lister is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

Been here. Done this. You'll be okay. And you'll probably end up doing it again. Next time do it with something that is meant to be abused like that. I suggest meth.
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Old 2008-03-17, 21:11
Ljudska Ljudska is offline
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Default Re: I'm freaking out, please someone with a similar ecstacy experience help me!!....

The best, the very best thing to do is man up & start telling everyone how cool you are. Tell 'em you pop the buddhas like candy.

Make out like you're the Original Buddha Buddy & start scoring the chicks like mad!

I LOL'd!
 
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