Another life torn from this world way too soon.

He was fighting an uphill battle, and losing.

Gone, but will never be forgotten.

R.I.P. Evan "Cobranaut" Wills April 11, 1987 - March 4, 2008

"<cobranaut> hello guys, this is not cobranaut. this is his brother, wesley. i have some terrible news: last afternoon at 3pm my father went upstairs to find evan (cobra) in his chair with xbox controller in hand, dead"

killing also called his cell phone, and got his voice mail. Evan's brother called him back shortly after telling him what had happened.

Rest in Peace homie. I'm going to miss you.

Mods, please don't move this. He was a friend to many of us.

What'd he die of?

And my condolences regardless.

See, this is why I don't play xbox.

No details are known as of yet. But I imagine it is an OD. Whether or not if it was intentional - if that's what it was - I don't know either. I do know he was very depressed the past few weeks.

This is the Pharmacist and z3m all over again.

He recently got back into his heroin habit, and was mixing large doses of opiates and benzos. If I were to guess, I'd say that was the cause.

I'm sorry to hear that.

Not only that, he was mixing booze too....

FUCK.

I've known him for what seems like forever, he talked me through some tough times....

This is fucking unbelievable.

He was someone I considered a good friend, even though I had never met him...


fuck.

I didn't talk to you, but RIP.

I don't really know what to say.

I've felt like i've known the guy for years, and learned alot through his words.

Far too young for this shit.

You will never be forgotten.

A beer will be poured, a joint smoked, and a prayer said in your remembrance tonight. I hope whatever is past this world, if anything, gives you peace.

RIP Cobra

I would not believe this if it was anyone else saying it.
He was a great guy.

He was a dear friend to me, and someone I really cared about, almost like a brother.

I saw him go down the spiral, and tried to help him as much as I could, as quite a few of us did, but he just couldn't beat it.

Maybe someone else on here with a similar problem can take something from this, and it can help you, so that he hasn't gone totally in vain.

I'm devastated that hes left our lives, but I'm more grateful I ever got to know him at all.

Rest easy, bro. I won't forget you.

I always hear people say that since they didn't know someone, that it doesn't matter to them that they passed.

I spoke to him a few times through MSN and seemed like a good guy... but I did not really know him... I still just about shed a tear and yelled "fuck" through my house several times... that ball of sadness is clogging my throat, and I didn't know the guy... I have no idea what his family is dealing with (it sounds like he was plenty young and still lived at home with a younger brother)

Fuck... I feel so sorry for the family and his friends that have to find out about this.

RIP Bro

This is a sad sad time.

God dammit, this is too much.

I knew he was going to be dead, but I didn't think he was going to die so suddenly. He's given us a couple of scares, but I'm in shock. He was a great friend and always had a good attitude. I hope we can all learn from this. Peace out, Cobra. We'll miss you, man.
R.I.P. Evan "Cobranaut" Wills April 11, 1987 - March 4, 2008



Goodnight, sweet prince.

:(

What else is there to say? :(

nevermind.

This bowl I'm about to smoke is dedicated to you..RIP

Fuck.

I remember him posting here.. i really do not what to say..

This is terrible news; he was a good poster, something that is sorely needed around here these days.

Oh my God.... I can't believe this happened :(. He was a great friend to everyone he met. He's way too young to have something like this happened. I wish we could have stopped him from getting back into this downward spiral... My condolences to his family and I hope he is in a better place.

RIP Cobra

Alright cob, here's when you come back and tell us it was a joke

Fucking A man, I knew the guy from IRC and here. Last I heard was a couple years ago something innocently stupid about him plugging nutmeg, not fucking his life up!

:(

These couple of shots and bowl I'm taking later tonight are for you bro.

RIP, like the huge one I'm gonna take out of my pipe.

Even though i didn't know him personally, he was a good and well respected poster imo. From what everyone else is saying, he sounds like he was a good guy all around except for the damn monkeys on his back.

Things like these just tear me apart because I've lost some really close people b/c of the fucking drug "culture". If you're not watching, she'll blind you out of all your respect... some people recover, some don't get the chance. I'm almost speechless, this will be on my mind all night while i work in the lab...

RIP Cobranaut, even though I didn't know you.

Please, everyone learn from this. Let his legacy be a nurturing one, not another forgotten soul...

Aye. Godspeed, Evan. May your passing leave a positive impact on the rest of us.

FUCK! RIP cobranaut.

Fucking A man, I knew the guy from IRC and here. Last I heard was a couple years ago something innocently stupid about him plugging nutmeg, not fucking his life up!

That was Quantum.

Don't attribute that kind of stupidity to Cobra.

I didn't personally know him, but from what everybody is saying, he sounded like a cool dude, R.I.P :(

I knew the guy very well, I'm still in shock by all of this.

I haven't been around for a while, but Cobra was a stand up guy. I enjoyed talking to him via irc. He will not be forgotten. Cobra, i'll miss you mang, but i'm happy you're in a better place. POS

The only motherfucker worth talking to during the day in mIRC.

That was Quantum.

Don't attribute that kind of stupidity to Cobra.

Ah good good.

Shit, I saw this earlier thinking it was a joke and now reality sets in. I didn't know him but he was a very good poster and I could tell he was a very genuine person. I can't even begin to imagine what his family must be going through. RIP Cobranaut

May you finally get the rest you deserve. I hope we can bang shots together in the afterlife man.

he seemed like a cool fuckin dude.
RIP
p.s my next lines for you.

agreed r.i.p cobranaut

That's awful. He was in IRC all the time. He was a great guy.

RIP.

Cobranaut was good people, I liked that guy
Another one bites the dust.
RIP

wow, and there goes another one.

another pharmaecopian, another totsean, another friend.

too many are dying. it sucks.


rip

this bottle's for you bro.

...rip...

Wow that sucks; I know of him from lurking BLTC myself over the last year or so.

Always sad to lose a good Totsean.

Man this is like heart breaking Im in tears and I havent cried sense I stood over my fathers dead body with his brains blew out.

Cobra (evan) was like a brother to me and we did everything alike for the mostpart. He was into everything I was and would always be there to hand a helping hand, We even had plans to travel around this summer he was gonna crash at my place.

I am getting customs dogtags made this weekend with his DOB-DOD and Full/nick name a lil extra shit that is jokes between us.

But after I save like $300 Im going to get a cobranaut tattoo. This will be a cobra in a space suit and helmet slithered around a rocketship shooting to the moon on my right arm. It will take up the whole area from my elbow to shoulder. It will also have a nice message with my feelings towards Cobra. I call him cobra because thats what we did on the phone when I would talk to him

Man the most fukced up part is me and him joked about him ODing and Dieing and me posted a fake thread as a joke a few days ago and it actually happens. Man I miss the kid he was like family to me. I called his cell and hopefully his brother can get back at me when he heards the heartfelt message I left/

From what I saw you were a good guy Cobra. I had just recently started talking to you in IRC lately, I hope this is some kind of joke. I hate when this happens, I hope you rest in peace.

-Xye

R.I.P. man!

I did'nt know him but he was definetly one of the better posters on here.Tomorrow I'll smoke a bowl in his memory(since I'm smoking anyway).

Man, I've been pouring beers out all day for him....

I still just can't believe this... It's fucking unreal.

I dont know what i can say that hasn't been said.

he was a smart and respected poster and we are all going to miss his contribution to the forum. I hope that in death he finds whatever he was seeking in life.

even though, i never met him, or knew him, he was apart of Totse, and on Totse we are all family.

Rest now, brother.

Wow, just wow. Cobra was a real cool dude, I'll deffinitley miss talking with him about pretty much anything. Peace cobra, i'll be sparking this bowl up for you man.

While each person can take what they want from it, I have a feeling this is all just a part of a cycle that isnt going to stop anytime soon. Its something weve all come to expect...to accept. And it shouldn't be. Anyone who knows me knows that Ive traveled the same road most of us have. Its been harder for some than others, but for some reason, we could all take solace in the fact that were were fuck-ups together. The Brotherhood of Dysfunctional Drug Abusers. Great.

Ive been gone from the boards a long time. Mostly because im battling the same illness. I say illness because thats what it is. When it ceases being a desire, and it stops being fun...it is a disease. Its a cancer and a plague to the body. To wake up hallucinating, vomiting, in a cold sweat, wanting to pound your face through the wall.

I never thought I would ever let it get this bad. From a 3.9 GPA student, a writer, a musician...to this? Lots of times drugs cloud ones perception...like that disease...that sybiote...it controls your mind and makes you see normalcy. But in the moments of clarity I can see how fucked up things really are. So I have one question for you all...




Is it all really worth it?




Are those molecules, chemical compunds absorbed into your bloodstream really worth your life? Im not trying to say that theres no good use for drugs, but like this young man, so many are throwing everything away because...well I dont know why.

But I know that this isnt normal. Some nights, here by myself in the apartment, I think itd just be the most peaceful thing in the world to just melt down the entire gram and put it into my arm. To feel the warmth glaze over me....to sleep forever. to dream. And thats not fucking normal. Thats not who i am and thats not who anyone should be.

So is it worth it? Start taking stock in your life. Theres something each one of you can do to help. Stop glamorizing everything and making THIS the norm. 20 year olds overdosing in their rooms is not what anyone should aspire to. We should all be here for each other for something other than feeding each others sicknesses_even if it is just from across the country, behind a keyboard. Who knows, maybe you could save a life?

I dont know what else to say. Try. Live.

CaspeR

QFMFT, man.
I think we all knew what we were getting into. I don't think we understood the magnitude of it though. Think about it: any one of us could die at ANY time. Drug related or not, every totsean's death is a sad thing, and we are all on the same path as him. He didn't want to die. RIP Evan; you were an amazing guy, a good poster, and a better friend. I propose a toast.

QFMFT, man.
I think we all knew what we were getting into. I don't think we understood the magnitude of it though. Think about it: any one of us could die at ANY time. Drug related or not, every totsean's death is a sad thing, and we are all on the same path as him. He didn't want to die. RIP Evan; you were an amazing guy, a good poster, and a better friend. I propose a toast.

Its almost cliche...being young, you think yourself invulnerable. I remember when I was little, I didnt realize that everyone had to die. I thought people only died when other people didnt like them and killed them, or they werent careful and got badly hurt. Subconciously i think that carries on for along time, until something jolts ones conciousness into realization. For me, it was when my heart stopped after a night of heavy cocaine usage. Longest 10 seconds of my life. Someone can tell you till theyre blue in the face all the trouble and misery that comes with any one decision a person is liable to make...but it really doesnt mean a damn thing until you experience it yourself. I guess its one of the curses of being an alive, experientail being...we have to see everything for ourselves, no mater the cost. Im not suggesting that anyone is going to learn a damn thing from any of this. Each will have to discover ones oown enduring truths. Im just saying that rather than sit here and toast to another bright, promising life turned to dust, we start being real about whats going on.

CaspeR

yeah, man. it's all fun and games until your friend overdoses.

To one of the last of the good posters in BLTC



Rest in Peace Cobranaut.

The Dillinger Escape Plan are a good band.
anyway, yeah, we'll all miss him. i keep checking this thread to see if it was a hoax.

Man.... I was in such a shitty mood when I herd this yesterday. Called up a few a people smoked an OZ between me and 4 other people 2 fifth's of JD a pint of dry gin and a 30 pack of miller high life. This hang over is for you.

Rest In Power.

rip
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ksjaDQRyLug

RIP. Atleast he passed high as fuck. Maybe he will meet BIGGY its biggies death day on sunday. This hit of h is for you cobra.

RIP fellow psychonaut =\ i wish u well in ur otherworldly endeavors bro. best of luck to you and your family. Sorry to hear about the loss, you've my condolences.

Fuck man,that guy was good and knew his shit.I cant believe it i just remember him posting some days ago.wow.Now when I think also about people posting shit about committing suicide,even if you are joking you should never encourage or condone it in anyway.Taunting actually pisses suicidal people off.Well a lil off topic but damn rip.COBRA This 0c80's going in my vein for you.

this is shocking... it really is sad to lose a dedicated member of the community in such a way.

hopefully the end was/is good for him.

this really sucks. he was a great guy. im very glad i got to talk with him one last time recently. i always had a lot of fun talking to that guy on irc, he was a good dude. this is terrible new. RIP

i keep checking this thread to see if it was a hoax.

Me too, i keep looking for him.

Wow, cobra helped me through a lot. This actually made me cry. I am really gonna miss him. He was such a good person.

Rest In PEACE

dude, wtf?


I was a month away from meeting him, he lived not to far from me, and we were gonna meet up.

with out a doubt I dont think this can be real. This is insane.

wow.

RIP. I was so late to find this. wow.

I am shocked.

he lived not to far from me, and we were gonna meet up.

Same here

I didn't know him well but he seemed like a nice guy.

Requiescat in pace.

I didn't know him well, but he was a good poster. RIP.

To those of you that did talk to him, was he depressed? Or was it more likely an accidental OD?

To those of you that did talk to him, was he depressed? Or was it more likely an accidental OD?

He was very depressed recently. He was losing his will to live, but with that said I don't think this was an intentional overdose. He simply went over his limit.

Just a few days ago he was telling me his plans to turn his life around.

I'm gonna miss you, my friend. I'm still in shock from all this.

RIP Evan, I love ya man. :(

That sucks :( That makes me feel sad even thought I didn't knew him. I have been struggling with addiction for a while now... I just stopped and things are going much better and this reminds me to be careful and that I made the right choice.


R.I.P

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Cobra has been around for years; he's one of the handful within IRC that remembered when I used to post in BLTC.

There was more to him than the drugs he used or the people he knew. He was always around and never less than a good guy.

hmmm... I have been thinking about this for the last few days... I guess just ANYONE dying at such a young age seems to affect me.

Such a bummer man.

hmmm... I have been thinking about this for the last few days... I guess just ANYONE dying at such a young age seems to affect me.

Agreed.

Maybe I can sympathise with how people who knew him, on here and real life, are reacting, cos I had a friend who tragically died when he was 16. It was such, there was so much pain and hurt and sorrow around everyone my age who knew him. It sucks, young people shouldn't die, RIP sam and cobranaut.

R.I.P Cobra, at least your in a better place now

Once again, Darwin needs to eliminate me, a useless bottom feeder from society.

Once again, Darwin has eliminated a useless bottom feeder from society.

No, you're a bottom feeder.

Once again, Darwin has eliminated a useless bottom feeder from society.

I hope you fucking rot.

Once again, Darwin has eliminated a useless bottom feeder from society.

Cobra was a much better person than you'll ever be.

Once again, Darwin has eliminated a useless bottom feeder from society.

Was this really necessary man? Really? Do you feel better now?

This is a person we are talking about here, a person that was my friend, and you are going to be an asshole like that for no reason?


I really wish it had been you.

I hope your whole family dies.

I hope everyone you ever fucking love dies before your eyes.
I hope your children are stillborn.

Shit man. I've been around, on and off, for years.

I never knew him but I know the name, cobranaut, one of the dudes that would faithfully post here.

That's fucked man. Sorry.

R.I.P.

You will be missed Cobra...

holy shit man, are you serious? thats fucked up man, he helped me through a bad trip once, why do the good die young?

Once again, Darwin has eliminated a useless bottom feeder from society.

you son of a bitch. anyone who says anyone who dies is a bottom feeder deserves to be kicked in the face by a horse.

:( :(

Cobras gone?? Fuck! He was my boy and he will be dearly missed!

I only hope your in a better place now. RIP friend!
_________________
--KP

Once again, Darwin has eliminated a useless bottom feeder from society.

Fuck you.

You're a useless piece of shit and Cobra is 10x the person you'll ever be. I wish you had died instead.

Lets stop feeding the troll guys. He was only trying to get a rise out of us.

fuck.I regarded him as one of the better posters here.
RIP

(we had the same birth date btw WTF)

Meta fakes being hetero...

Just thought I'd share that here and now....

Oh and also, Cobra is faking it.

Love you cobra

R.I.P. man

xx

Rest In Peace

didnt know dude but from what ive read, he was a hell of a person who had a losing battle with drugs. rest in peace unknown brother

I really miss you man. You died way too fucking young.

Just too fucking young.

I couldn't have expected anything less than this from distortion.

Im going to be hosting a memorial party for Evan (cobra) for all the florida members of BLTC mostly the people in #bltc. There are a bunch of florida memebers. Its basicly just gonna be a gathering down at the beach at night with a bon fire some music, some chemicals, and we can just chill and remember how Evan touched our lives. The dude was really one of my best friends. I think about him all day sense he died. I can't sleep really because when I lay down to sleep I just keep thinking about him. Im not sure on the date of the memorial party but it will be in a few weeks to a months. Anyone interested contact me via #bltc and we can set a date that will be good for everyone.

I am also getting a tattoo in the next month or so for cobra. I have the design thought up I just have to draw it up. Its basicly a cobra in a space a suit wraped around a rocket blasting off to the moon Its gonna cover my entire right arm from my elbow to my shoulder. Ill scan up the rough draft of the drawing this weekend when I get it done up when I have free time.

Evan, I blame myself everyday for what happened seeing that it was partily my fault for what happened and you will always be in my heart and soon to always be in my skin. I blame myself everyday for this happening, and I can only hope that your family can forgive me.

RIP my soul brother I hopefully we will meet up again either in the afterlife or in a trip. I just want to say good bye and sorry.

I love you man.

pour some brew out for my homie.

R.i.p.

God bless his soul <3

Shit. Though I never knew him well, he was still a brother and a Totsean. RIP bro.

That's shitty.

Cobranaut.

Last time i was on here i asked him a question and he answered straight away even though i knew he had some shit going on at the time.

RIP

Gone but never forgotten.

I hope your next life gives you more joy and happiness than your last one did.

I send my condolences to the family and all of those who had known him. I did not know him personally, but reguardless.. Rest in Peace

You know, I had a long, long post going but I wasn't able to really articulate what I'm feeling well, so-

Cobra, you were my closest friend in BLTC, man, and one of (if not the) coolest motherfuckers around. You'll be deeply missed by others, certainly including myself... I'm not exactly a devout believer but I truly wish, hope, and damn near pray that you're in a better place, man, at peace. I'm not going to forget you, man, and I'm sure nobody will- sorry I hadn't been around more towards the end, man, honestly. I'm sorry.

Quoted for truth. I didn't know him, but Totse really is like one big family. :(

RIP

Oh my fucking god.

Not much to say but I am going to dedicate a bowl to him today and the song Sixx: A.M. - Van Nuys to him also.

If his parents saw the response to this topic they would be flattered.

He was so young, 1987! He was a year younger than my little brother. I haven't been around here too often to remember him per se, but I remember quite a few TOTSE members leaving too soon, whether it by their own hand or by accident. I feel for his family and anyone who was touched by his short time here. You only have one life,it doesn't take much to lose it. Godspeed, onward upward.

Another fallen soldier. Another star is born.

I'm having a really hard time putting into words what i'm thinking. My third eye has shed a tear this day.

Yet, I am optimistic. He has set foot on another rung of the ladder. He is not in heaven, he is not in hell. He is in a place we cannot fathom with all of our being. He is in the cosmos, he is of the cosmos. I never knew him. I never had the pleasure of directly speaking to this person. I will one day have that honor. He is at an understanding we cannot foresee or ponder.

I love and respect every ounce of your being brother, but to say you have been taken too soon is ignorant. You have risen above us all, and I hope when the rungs of our cosmic ladder cross, our understandings will become one for only a moment, so that I can know you in every way possible.

My best friend is relatively new to totse, but he shed a tear for this man he never knew. From him, "Keep climbing the ladder, we shall meet soon enough."

All the best to you bro, we love and miss you. I hope your family is as ok as they can be, I know this is so hard for them, but my heart is with them just as it is with you.

All the love we can give brother.

We'll meet up soon enough.

Once again, Darwin has eliminated a useless bottom feeder from society.

And to you, my friend, you are the one that will vanish. You are of a kind that can not and will not ever understand. You are garbage in every way, and there is nothing about you I would not spit on and laugh as you writhe in pain for all eternity. Yet, you are not worthy of even that fate. You are forfeit and I love that fact. Fuck you and everyone who loves you.


We love you Cobra.

Benzos... Opiates... and Booze...

May we always remember.

Rest in peace, not that he had much choice.

damn only 21........poor guy, even though i never knew you, i hope you R.I.P

Never even knew who he was, but I'm sorry for him, his family, and all his friends.

R.I.P you will be missed.

We've never met, Cobranaut, but TOTSE will miss your wisedom.

you could at least make sure the subject if your sentence is properly spelled in a topic like this.. idiot.

I am emerging from the shadows to post here. I havent even visited BLTC in over a year, probably. Anyone here remember me?

What a bummer. I didn't know him too well, but I did know him a little bit, talked to him a few times, and my deepest symapthies go out to him, and his family, and everyone.

I've had quite a bit of experience with this shit lately. Back in June '07, I OD'd myself, on methadone. Got locked in a theater overnight while I was ODing, puked, choked on my vomit, and caught pneumonia because my clothes were wet and the theater was cold. Doctors thought I'd be dead or significantly braindamaged for like 6 hours after they found me. I woke up in the hospital in so much fucking pain, with no clue what happened. I spent the subsequent 2 and a half months in rehab.

And then, not too long after I get out of rehab, my good, good friend (my best friend at one point), also OD'd, only he wasn't so lucky as to wake up in the hospital, or wake up even at all. I went and saw his family the night it happened, and they were totally torn up. I hadn't realized how bad it is to lose a kid (and I still don't...but I have more of an idea) until I saw them. So sad.

And now Cobranaut. And my sister's all fucked up on oxys and coke. Like, badly.

It's too much.

But I digress. Cobranaut, I always knew to be a real solid guy. Rest in peace, man. My thoughts go out to you.

I remember you as one of my favourite posters!!! Infact you helped me a lot!!!

It is a shame to hear about your friend and your sister, but hopefully you have the shit to get out of this kind of situation.

If I ever see thread stating that YOU overdosed.... I would actually be affected... stop by BLTC more often!

I don't know you but I think that you were a great guy judging from the totseans who posted here.
R.I.P. dude... you deserve it.

wow. i'm glad i have real friends instead of internet friends.

low blow dude, low blow.

Cobranaut, R.I.P, i didn't know you but you sound like a good guy from everyones response.

Ok, well as much as I liked the guy too, I think it's time to close the thread and let it fall to the bottom of the page.

No, tell you what. I will only unstick this, not lock it. That way if there is more interest it can stay on the front page...

Nevarr!!!

I refuse to do anything that will keep this on the front page...... oh wait.

You are one post away from a temp ban from this forum.

- Meta

lol

Happy easter!

oh wait..shit :(

how are you expecting to ban anyone?.. you're not even a mod.. and who the fuck are you talking to anyways? meta? as in metaphysicist?

how are you expecting to ban anyone?.. you're not even a mod.. and who the fuck are you talking to anyways? meta? as in metaphysicist?

You might want to edit your post because its embarassingly stupid.

You might want to edit your post because its embarassingly stupid.

Once again , I look stupid because other people are stupid. congratulations to you.

I found out yesterday that my old dealer died(OD).He was the one who introduced me to weed and showed me how to smoke and whatnot.He used to get me the BEST bud.

R.I.P. Homie, you and your bud will be missed!

I talked to him a couple times. Not enough to remember too thoroughly, but he was a good guy in my book.

Rest in Peace brother.

One less reason to come on here.

Once again , I look stupid because other people are stupid. congratulations to you.

You look stupid 'cause you couldn't read who edited the post.

You look stupid 'cause you couldn't read who edited the post.

OH MY FUCKING GOD. I'm aware that his post was edited by a mod. that's why i said it you stupid moronic fucking idiot.

lets just drop it. this isn't the type of thread for a stupid argument.

Haven't visited for a while. Cobranaut was one of my most favorite posters though. He always talked about doing a ton of poppers. Rest in peace. I gotta get out of this shit while I can, drugs taught me enough but fuck they can fuck up your life.

Fuck it. People die. He's probably having a better buzz where he is now anyway. ;)

I actually think this should be kept a sticky because people need to remember that shit can be fucked up for all of us (well I'm being pedantic, it's not so much on my end, but it could go the wrong way for anybody) and this place should give us some help.

GTFO


no.

How does one get banned from a forum?

How does one get banned from a forum?

If in a moderators opinion you are breaking the rules.

Do you really think i give a fuck? AT ALL?
Please don't ban me from wasting time.

Do you really think i give a fuck? AT ALL?
Please don't ban me from wasting time.

banalicious

Do you really think i give a fuck? AT ALL?
Please don't ban me from wasting time.

Have some respect and take this argument elsewhere.

Have some respect and take this argument elsewhere.

Yea man Evan was one of my best friends so respect the man and leave this thread to be for his memories.

RIP You Crazy Motherfucker. Guess Im not gonna have to pay you that $50 I owed you. I will always miss you.

As for everyone else I am getting a tattoo in memory of Evan anybody wanna donate a few bucks to help me get it done soon?

It's sad that he had to die so young like that. I personally have ODed a few times and actually died once but was lucky enough to have a miracle happen and I was brought back. What happened to him could happen to any of us. RIP.

Youve all learned absolutely NOTHING. fucking super. Lets all dedicate this next round of ravaging our bodies to death with drugs...to the guy who did just that! Somehow I dont think hed want that...to "inspire" a whole new generation of abusers to look for excuses to use.

Im reminded why I stopped coming on here so often.

CaspeR

I agree that the posts saying "this next *insert administrartion of opiate*(or whatever) is to you!" were in poor tastes, and were completely against the only positive that can come out of something like this, and thats others not having to go through what happened to him by looking at this for what it is.

Cobra died due to his addiction, with serious depression due to his struggle with his addiction. Honoring him by furthering your own destructive tendency is down right disrespectful, and insulting. To him, and to yourself.

Don't let his death be in vain. Take something away from this, people.

Good, well fuck off then.

Man, when I opened this thread I was really fucking hoping it was a really bad joke.

No matter how many times it happens, it's always a shock. So long, Cobra, you'll be missed.

Wow, I remember seeing him posting around. It's very sad, and being an opiate addict is nothing anybody deserves to suffer through. I hate how people are dedicating drug use to him. I think I'll dedicate one more day of me getting my life back together to him. My skin is fucking crawling, my muscles feel like they're being ripped apart, and I can't get comfortable.

My track marks are fading and I'm starting to get my peace of mind back together. Reading this thread gave me goosebumps. Being off the drugs has me an emotional wreck. Almost anything has me on the verge of tears, and my family has no idea why I've changed so much.

I think I'm going to go for a walk now and think about things. It's sunny outside.

Sorry for bumping this old thread but fuck. When the fuck did this happen?

:(

Cobranaut, we used to talk on IRC. You used to make me laugh a lot, and I just thought you moved on not fucking died.:(

Rest in peace, at least you died like Jim Morrison and Janis Joplin.:(

Peace.

March 3rd or 4th an OD of methadone and benzos and maybe H or other opiates too but def methadone was involved,

Did you read the first post becaus ethat would probably tell you when it happend.
Another life torn from this world way too soon.

He was fighting an uphill battle, and losing.

Gone, but will never be forgotten.

R.I.P. Evan "Cobranaut" Wills April 11, 1987 - March 4, 2008

"<cobranaut> hello guys, this is not cobranaut. this is his brother, wesley. i have some terrible news: last afternoon at 3pm my father went upstairs to find evan (cobra) in his chair with xbox controller in hand, dead"

killing also called his cell phone, and got his voice mail. Evan's brother called him back shortly after telling him what had happened.

Rest in Peace homie. I'm going to miss you.

Mods, please don't move this. He was a friend to many of us.

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On a serious note, we should either keep this shit stickied or deleted.

I'm getting pissed seeing (insert totsean here) get ping-ponged in bltc.

I sure do love ping pong.

Is "Darkus" dead???

Is "Darkus" dead???

Tragic gardening accident. The authorities said it was one of those things best left unsolved.


Cobra's been gone for a little over 3 months now, and I'm still missing him like crazy. IRC hasn't quite been the same since =(

Tragic gardening accident. The authorities said it was one of those things best left unsolved.


Cobra's been gone for a little over 3 months now, and I'm still missing him like crazy. IRC hasn't quite been the same since =(

Man go see a psychologist or somehting. Get yourself into a support group. That must be really hard man. Didn't you say you new him in person? i hope you are not getting heavy into the drugs because of his death. Let it be a learning experience for you.

Man go see a psychologist or somehting. Get yourself into a support group. That must be really hard man.

Why? His death has affected me as it should anyone who knew him. I am merely in grievance of his passing. He was a wonderful human being.

Didn't you say you new him in person?

I spoke to him on the phone a few times, and we had many plans for this summer. We were supposed to go to a bunch of concerts, raves, and music festivals together. He was even going to shack up with me for a few weeks.

I hope you are not getting heavy into the drugs because of his death. Let it be a learning experience for you.

I've been clean off opiates for 7 1/2 months now, and sober from everything else for almost just as long. I occassionally use LSD and MDMA, but haven't smoked weed in quite some time because I'm looking for a job.

His passing HAS been a reason for me to stay clean, and hopefully has taught many others the value of youth and living, and even though you think you may know your limits and what you're dealing with, you can never been too careful.

I will miss you and so this next shot of Heroin an huff of ether and the few pills next to me are for you KP!

Oh and if you can read this KP, your daughter is HAWT!

Quit crying over a fucking internet death you fags, he is dead, his body is rotting in some grave and he was a stupid junkie. Grow some balls and move on.

Thanks for your attention,

God

You don't deserve a TOTSE account.

You don't deserve a TOTSE account.

lol

boo fucking hoo, you know how many of these idiots like him die everyday? Not gonna cry a tear for a dumb fuck who can't use drug responsibly and has a family.

He deserves a place in hell, nothing more or nothing less.

inb4shitstorm

Another lost soul. If the drugs didn't kill him something else probably would have.

Didn't know you man; see you in another life, yeah?

RIP