Do you really think about Heroin your whole life?
Not really about using it or buying it? Just It?

Meta if you're still here I know ( think ) you had intense back pain
and used heroin for shit doctors not giving opis where they're due.
The exact same thing I too went through ( car accident ) .
Until I turned the Pain off. Turkeyed.

I've been off almost 2 months I still think about it multiple times a day. I have a strong will and I was able to quit once ( because I didn't need It anymore ) . I think I could actually feel it now ( I still even felt my back a little bit on heroin )

Love ,

Grats, not everyone can dig their selves out of a hole...

Yes you think about it your whole life. But it does get a bit better over time. It's been 3 or 4 years since I quit using it every day [I did still do it maybe once every three or four months for a while after that], and about a year since I've had any at all. And I still think about it kinda often.

Well I think that means I WILL do it again sometime...
I was probably sure already anyway. I'm kind of pissed.

Hole ? God I think that coffin's almost always nailed shut as well.

"He who drinks the tears of the sleep flower will cry their entire existence"
Ancient chinese wisdom (chinese voice)

Love

edit
Shit I KNEW the first time's always free ;)

btw Meta y dun u like the term swim what are you a hydrophiliac

Wow that would suck to think about it for that long of a time, I am never trying motherfucking opiates

Believe you me you can try opiates if you think you can.
You can't try Heroin. Unless you don't feel it the first time , like I did.
Like pot kind of , lol.

Hell , you can even try morphine ( well that's just a guess tried it after H )

Love

Congrats, and yeah, it gets better with time. Good luck.

Thanks man cause I know you don't mean staying off it

Unless you don't feel it the first time
what do you mean by this?

i didn't feel it the first time and you can guess where ii am now.

Think of it like a scar on your molecular neurochemistry.