This is regarding your post about your psychological state and your troubles you posted about I hope I can provide some help and shed some light on your issues.


16 is awfully young to analyze family backgrounds and to fret about your current psychological state and worry, don't worry be glad your not in iraq getting killed. but 16 is the the age I was diagnosed bipolar and the doctors started putting me on all sorts of drugs I used to be creative and smart in my own way and felt unique then they put me on all sorts of pharms because I was different And called bipolar, I belive I am not! I started using illicit drugs as a way to escape the anxiety, feelings that mood stabilizers and anti psychotics brought on, I questioned my sexuality around your age but later realized that I was straight. 16-21 is a difficult age gap Ive surpressed most those years with alcohol and other drugs ( mostly cocaine sometimes OC and lately 10mg methadone.) And who could forget marijuana.

Today I am 21 live with my parents have been to rehab twice have 2 felonys on my record barely graduated highschool and smoke 4 grams or more of weed a day and Am a compulsive alcoholic I lack longterm motivation And feel I am stuck in a suffocating hole that drugs induced. On the brightside I fucked a lot of girls but never could hold a relationship and usually my daily priority is getting fucked up Take this into context and let it soak in your highschool years go so quick and are basically the prime of your life cherish them and enjoy yourself. I fucked up those years in more ways than one and to this day I regret it I have wasted the past 5 years on drugs and it seems like yesterday I smoked my first joint. ( remember that)
SO give yourself a great big hug smoke a victory joint and count your blessings your not me. Because if you don't play your cards right and look to totse for advice in 6 years you could will be another burned out 21 year old living with his parents wishing he could turn back time and change the mistakes of the past. Your 16 give yourself a break and stop tripping! Enjoy life.

-trainWreck

I shmoke rocks

I shmoke rocks

cool man

Attn: TrainWrecked425

This thread is stupid.

This is regarding your post about your psychological state and your troubles you posted about I hope I can provide some help and shed some light on your issues.


Lul thx. It's cute that its in its own little thread too.

why didn't you post this in that thread?

Attn: TrainWrecked425

This thread is getting stupider.

Trainwrecked, you didnt offer much advice to that kid. You pretty much just said your life story as far as I can see.

But seriously, smoking MJ is probably not going to be helping out someone like that, someone in their own head so much with that much mental/psychological baggage. Weed wont numb you from that or make it easier to handle, it'll probably make things harder. Look to pills to help you out but really you need something nondrug to help pull you through in the long run. Taking some stimulants or something, some adderall/dexedrine, something to make you feel more self-confident and assured. It wont get you fucked up though, you can use bud for that probably but like i said could just make your shit worse in the long term.

It's not like you're 70 years old. Get off your lazy ass and get a job.

Fact: TrainWrecked sucks dog cocks to completion.

Fact: Kenton, if you make shitty decisions you'll end up posting pity threads on Totse 5 years from now.

Does that scare your ass away from drugs or what?

Fact: TrainWrecked sucks elephant cocks to completion.

Fixed.

Oh yes sir, thank you sir. No moar crack for me, no sir. I'm clleeeaaan as a whistle.

Honestly though, yes it does.