I definitely forgot how fun it was to have a innocent (except in reality not so innocent :P) crush.

I have definitely been waaaaaaaay too heterosexual these days. It is boring. And to top it, I have a quasi boyfriend that gave me a flower delivery (a candy gram) for valentines day (ugh! who cares!)

Anyways. I have two girl crushes. One I could make out with in a week tops if I wanted (my thread: does my friend have a crush on me) and another one...

We have a class together and are in the same social circles. We always save each other a seat and we're like "friends" except not really at all... except I didn't even really like her as a friend until a couple of days ago. I was very like...meh about her. And then a couple of nights ago I had a dream about her.

We were in this competition in a swim meet were we had to kiss and move throughout the pool (I don't know why but apparently this was normal for everyone) and then we liked it. We really liked how we were kissing so then we started using tongue and getting more aggressive and then she moved her hands down to my pussy to touch me, but then all these guys came and we were like "oh fuck" and we stopped. Cut to a later time and we're all hanging out and I leave and I'm thinking "I really want to ask her to go for a walk with me or something, I really want to makeout with her again" and then I run into this other chick (who was the first girl I ever had a quasi lesbian dream about {we just pecked} which to me is so symbolic) and i dunno we walk back into the room and my crush asks if anyone wants to go for a walk but she's clearly looking at me, and asking me. I say yes. We get busy.

So I wake up and cannot get this girl out of my mind for a couple days now. I just think about how we could start up, secretly just try to think if she's bisexual, think about fucking giving her the best orgasm of her life. And then I walk into class and I barely talk to her lol. It's weird like I think about fucking her, and then I just feel awkward.

Anyways why I love a crush is it's just soooo much fun to think about fucking and it being funny. And also we had class together and then later that night I saw her and I made her laugh and I was like: YES! I MADE HER LAUGH!

I feel like the biggest loser in the world. 20yr olds are not supposed to feel this way, but damn I forgot what it was like to have a crush because I've just been in constant relationships for like 5 years.

Anyways... anyone's dreams make them like someone?

Yup

A bunch of times.

Dreams also have made me stop liking someone, which is kinda weird. But it was never like I had a choice, it was like, well, you really, really like her now. And it was pretty cool. It fucked a lot of shit up. But it was pretty cool.

Listen to the voices within.

Well your topic line is barely related to your subject matter, but, yes, I have liked someone because of a dream. She was also really pretty and exactly what I look for in a girl.

However, to adress you personally:

"I have a quasi boyfriend that gave me a flower delivery (a candy gram) for valentines day (ugh! who cares!)"

You're a fucking cunt. Somebody tries to tell you they give a shit and all you can say is, "Ugh, who cares!" Yeah how boring. It sucks everyone can't please you all of the time. You deserve it after all that... oh wait, you haven't done ANYTHING TO DESERVE ANYTHING.

Sorry ma'am. Sorry not everybody could be perfect to you. I guess the gesture and attempt to please you doesn't count. I guess the heart behind it doesn't count. You probably mean alot to him and you just don't give a fuck back. I hope he realizes you're a piece of shit and leaves you. I hope everybody does that at once and you're left alone with nothing. Literally nothing since you obviously can't rely on your own wit to keep you company or make you new friends.

You try to make yourself sound important. You're not. You're an ugly, shallow bitch that surrounds herself with a world of stupidity. I wouldn't be surprised if you were also a racist.

Twenty years old and you still haven't figured anything out. Good luck with the next twenty years while your learning capacity and looks only go further downhill.

Bitch.

It has happened.

Hahaha, that just reminded me of that part in Kids where they beat up that black guy and Casper is all like "Now get in my way" *thinks for a while* "Bitch."

yeah women like you are the reason i want to start hitting women.

i mean everybody needs a little ass woopin' sometimes.

hahahahahaha.

Well that's the first time I've heard someone say I have no wit... and for the record it's highly likely I'm richer than you, cooler than you, have more friends than you and am hotter than you.

I didn't say I wasn't appreciative of the candy gram. You choose to read it like that. I was actually very touched by it and it made me like him anymore... My paragraphs are not haphazard. They are organized for a reason.. "my ugh who cares" referred to how I hate how heterosexual I have been, because that is the most heterosexual thing that can happen to you... a boy sending flowers.

I immediately called him and made new plans with him I was so touched, if just made me pause and be like, "shiiiiit what am I doing"

You guys have to be less sensitive.

Obviously some girl in your life did something to disrespect you on valentines day and now you have a vendetta (oh and for the record I think boys can hit girls as long as it's an agreed upon fight)

Oh and I really hate racists. A lot. I think that's the only offensive thing in your post about me.

I'm a minority. I am white so I'm not a racial minority. But I am a minority because of my sexuality. Of course people don't know so it hasn't effected me yet, but I realize one day it will, and I can't stand"intolerance" and I'm very passionate and pissed when people say "I am tolerant of ______" because no one should "have to be tolerant" to anyone else because no one is inherently better than anyone else. You should just be and love everyone, not needing to give your stamp of approval on them.


Oh and that other guy... yea I had no idea what to call my topic, I was gonna call it that or something about how much fun crushes are to have. I was just interested in others dreams so I chose that.

After some self analysis for like 2 minutes:

I think I may be a little harsh on men and valentines day. Like in the moment I love whatever I get, but I did a LOT of romantic stuff for my ex. Like I'm a romantic at heart. Anyways... she's burned me about it on more than one occasian since our break up. Like I did some crazy shit like writing her poems, buying her gifts for her birthday I knew she would really want, one time on her birthday I spent over 100 on flowers and completely filled her room in flowers and chocalate (I got soooo laid after that, it was awesome, she loved it more than anything... actually she never burned me on this..yet) but yea she's burned me and I don't know why, so it makes me feel like all these romantic gestures are useless if some bitch is going to be mean about it, and indirectly tell you the romantic things you do are really trite, why do we have this tradition.

Actually I guess I'm like you in that regards that I've just been scorned by an unappreciative bitch who has made me unappreciative in some way as if it's been ruined for me.

I had a crush on Quagmire from Family Guy after having a rude dream about him :[

Only lasted a day or so though so I'm not insane

LMFAO! the Q man...