Today is so fucking beautiful.

I've been clean for awhile, I've been turning down that white girl - I no longer let her put her nails in my back like she's always done.

No spikes, no pills, no poppers, no droppers, no nothing.

Fantastic.

Love for life, love for breathing, love for every single thing.

That's how it should be right?

Last thing I did was a week or so ago, and that was when I stopped.


To much Nitrous = falling over in my kitchen onto the hardwood floor, shoulda sat down! Ha!
I just woke up, walked downstairs, and took a hit from a balloon.

I realized after the 'crackles' of my brain wore off I need to get my health back in order.

Let's see how long this lasts.

I just feel like drinking some Boba, relaxing, and taking it eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeasy.

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^^^fuck you. amazing hazey, i remember reading your posts and i was like shit he's in bad shape.

In before dicksucking

Good job, Good job.

what did you have probs with, mainly??

shootin blow? smokin rocks? bangin dope?

i don't give a fuck

Here comes the anal kissing.

what does being clean have to do with BLTC?

lawlz.

fuck sobriety

fuck sobriety

I'd have to agree...Sobriety is over-rated.

but hey, whatever makes you happy. Good for you man.

Good to hear, man.

fuck sobriety

I concur.I honestly don't understand how someone can go years and years sober.

But good luck to you Hazey.

lame.

Godspeed captain.

GTFO, soberfag.

blah blah blah its always something new and epic with you ive heard it 100 other times whateva

I just feel like drinking some Boba

Fuck yea, man!!!

Thai Tea Boba FTMFW.

I just feel like drinking some boba, sitting back, relaxing, and smoking a super fat bowl.

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Good to hear, good for you.

Though if I may give you some advice… and I quote the poet Voltaire -“neither abstinence nor excess ever renders man happy.”

I’ve come to realize through my own trial and error that the most dreadful thing is routine. When ever one finds themselves becoming accustomed/enslaved by routine whether it be drugs, activities, work,… break the habit by all means and mix things up.

Aside from routine, I see no reason why one shouldn’t be able to enjoy all their desires at given times… as long as you are fulfilling a desire then your cool, BUT once desires are no longer desired but necessity that is good sign of addiction.

And I don't believe sobriety by any means to be the most sensible life decision (especially given this confusing world we've been unleashed to live in) but instead I think the things (and what ever they may be) which we consider to be fun / relaxing/tranquil / insightful aren't bad to include in the overall equation of things, it's just moderation that's the key along with the will power.

.peace.

Good to hear, good for you.

Though if I may give you some advice… and I quote the poet Voltaire -“neither abstinence nor excess ever renders man happy.”

I’ve come to realize through my own trial and error that the most dreadful thing is routine. When ever one finds themselves becoming accustomed/enslaved by routine whether it be drugs, activities, work,… break the habit by all means and mix things up.

Aside from routine, I see no reason why one shouldn’t be able to enjoy all their desires at given times… as long as you are fulfilling a desire then your cool, BUT once desires are no longer desired but necessity that is good sign of addiction.

And I don't believe sobriety by any means to be the most sensible life decision (especially given this confusing world we've been unleashed to live in) but instead I think the things (and what ever they may be) which we consider to be fun / relaxing/tranquil / insightful aren't bad to include in the overall equation of things, it's just moderation that's the key along with the will power.

.peace.

Good post...everything in moderation seems to be the way to go.

I love you Hazy, and I'm going to miss your posts.

Hope life works out for ya, great job on staying clean.

I thought Hazey was dead... and i REALLY mean it

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been a minute hazey. good to hear you're doin well. and just fyi so am i. on suboxone and not fuckin around, life's pretty damn good.

drop me an email sometime.

faggot

faggot

Fuck you, man. The guy is trying to sort his life out.

Fuck you, man. The guy is trying to sort his life out.

then he should take it to the fucking RY forum, the stupid shittard. don't be such a dickslave

your a stronger man than I

I don't mean to be a dick, but every couple months I see you post the same shit.

"I'm clean now,Lifes good, Peace love yada yada yada".

I know I'm not the only one who notices this.

I know I'm not the only one who notices this.

you're not

hazey is a fucking moron.

fuck, this shit is tired

take it to livejournal fag!

Hazey! Been a while since i've seen you around bro. Course I just came back as well..glad to hear your clean man, fucking great news. Try and keep it up...sobriety ultimately sucks because of our psychonaut ways..but that doesn't mean it isn't worth the hard work to keep that way. You'll be alot happier. Best of luck to you man.

inB4over9000pages

you're not

hazey is a fucking moron.

this.

fuck PLUR

PLUR 2 u!

im 26 months clean. i used to be a cocaine addict then later a crack fiend. it wasnt my choice to stop, but not that i have, i dont really want to use any more.