I seem to be going around in circles at the moment with my life, and i think i need a good slap to realise what im doing wrong or what i should be doing more of in my life and also think about what i want in the future....

Is it a good idea to get a few pills and have a good fucking brainstorm?

Save the X for a good party, take some acid or mushrooms if you want some introspect.

I cant get hold of acid, never even known anyone in the UK who deals or had it. But would they even have a better positive effect more than the way mdma can?

I cant get hold of acid, never even known anyone in the UK who deals or had it. But would they even have a better positive effect more than the way mdma can?

I think so. MDMA is just temporary love/happiness for me (although it's very strong) with an icky depressed feeling for a little while after (only couple of hours for me but some ppl it's worse).

Acid/shrooms will make you feel "enlightened" and things will start to click in your head and make sense maybe.

Have you done E before? The feeling of my first roll stuck with me for some time, and gave me a more positive outlook on my life.

Mushrooms will slap you in the fucking face and let you know what you need to do to change into what you wanna be, it could be a good experience, it could be horrible, but either way its just gonna fuckin hit you with it.

MDMA is gonna let you think it through and have a good experience, lay it on you lightly, if you will. There will most likely not be as much introspection though.

Personally, I think mushrooms would do you more good, you will learn more. Maybe right now is not a good time for a mushrooms trip in your life though, then maybe MDMA would be better for your situation. Think it through and see what you think is best for you at this time. Good luck.

Yes, it very much can be.

Usually, I tend to use empathogens as a tool in either brainstorming the building of a better society in the course of supplanting this one, or in political work - drop a clean roll and try to figure out my enemies, construct solutions which are responsive to the needs, boundaries, and fears of all sides - and psychedelics for the raw, "rub my nose in my shit" bit that better living through chemistry (the philosophy, the forum may vary) is about.

...OTOH, you're pretty much fucked when it comes to finding proper psychedelics, and a few rolls might teach you something, even if it's more of a "holy crap I can make the world a better place" than the "holy crap, I can make myself the better person I already am" that psychs will give you, which is much more aligned to your post...

So... fuck it. Can't hurt anything, right? Might even do what you want to do.

IF you dont smoke a lot of weed then you even might be able to get some introspective feelings in relation to your life if you get incredibly stoned. If you dont smoke marijuana often or at all, it can be a pretty strong psychidelic trip, especially if you smoke a lot of bud or hash. It might be more of a happy fun trip with less of an introspective angle than classical hallucinogens like psilocybin mushrooms, mescaline/peyote cacti, or LSD, all of which would definately be the best answer to your post.

A good reason, however, to forgo the hallucinogens in favor of Ecstacy is so that you can guarantee that you'll have a happy and positive experience. If you dont have experience with hallucinogens, you'll have a much more difficult experience than if you were to instead try Ecstacy for the first time.

i would go with mushrooms on this as you cant get acid...

a good trip every now and then can really put things in perspective...

we've got to remember children, drugs are not hte answer to all of life's problems... just most of them ;)

on that note, maybe you need a little bit of intense meditation. have you ever meditated? lol, sit on your ass and not think. eventually all that non-thinkin will lead up to a really great thought. haave fun with it, or consider smoking a LOT of weed and just filling the bottle of problems in your life with smoke.. and then all the haziness in there makes it hard for you to even tell it's a problem xDD... then again though you kinda wanna bong instead of a bottle because how would you get the smoke back out of it? xD everyone always needs more smoke ;) that's where you turn to Dr. Greenthumb's grow tips.. and voila! your life isn't any worse than ti originally was :D

johno said some shit about a difficult experience, he's kinda on the hright track bein's as my first mushie trip was like 4+ hours of nonstop laughing. the only difficult thing about it was keeping a straight face xDD

Have you considered doing it..without drugs? Drugs have their place and all, but they're not essential to deep thinking.

If I were you I would just go relax outside, at night, when it's dark, without all the hecticness the day brings. Smoke a cigarette or pick your nose. I prefer the former. Reflect. Watch the smoke drift upwards, away from you, just like all your cares and worries. Reflect. Let the thoughts form in your mind.

That's how I would do it anyway.

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Maybe hippyflip to get the positive outlook from ecstasy and the introspective from the mushrooms?

Don't over-analyze. This has probably been said before but...Just Do It...