I'm through caring about what people think of me. I'm through making assumptions, I'm through feeling and behaving like I'm inferior. I'm through being just like everyone else and complaining, saying and thinking about things that "I will do". I'm through opening my mouth to motherfuckers. I'm through sharing my personal thoughts. I'm through being weak and not seizing what it is I want. I'm through being a victim. I'm through having to take a backseat. I'm through hating and feeling angry. I'm through being "nice" and I'm through being jealous of others. I'm through wanting revenge. I'm through not knowing who I am. Pain is a part of life but suffering is optional.

I am 20 years old now and I can't handle the bullshit anymore. Actually, no..... I am NOT going to handle the bullshit anymore because I don't have to. I am powerful and I no longer have to deal with anything I don't want to deal with. I know my place and I'm going to make sure everyone knows theirs when they deal with me. I no longer live in this prison that was once my mind. I am free.

I'm through living my life for somebody else's opinion of whats right and wrong. I know what is right and wrong for me. I do not rob or murder so that should be enough. I'm through trying to show people respect as I would like it...only to be spit on and not obeyed as I deserve it.

I'm through knowing I deserve the world and not taking it already. I have already figured out my purpose in life and that is to TAKE. I'm DONE.

Good.

You sound so defeated.

Most people who say they don't care actually do in the back of their minds. It's natural, no one can just not care.

And convincing yourself that taking is what you're here for is pretty small minded. Go back to the drawing board and think about that.
<3

At least he's on the right track. I think needs more time and to do more thinking (even though he said he wasn't going to do that anymore lol).

Enjoy it friend.
I took that mentality a while back...And God damn did I feel empty.
I felt without a soul...With out a meaning...Just to be an island and fuck anybody who tried to come close to me.
It's a tough existance mate but then again I went through it and learned. You have to go through it yourself to know how empty and alone it makes you feel.

My advice to you would be find inner peace. It's not hard to find. Just accept the world for its flaws an continue on your way trying to be a good person. Being good to people should make you feel good about you. I like making people smile. Why not you?

I got bumped (in a way) for £190 last night. I don't care. I'm not angry or pissed off and seeking bloody, painful revenge like I would've been at your age. I accept the world and all in it for its flaws and keep going.

One day I'm gonna be dead, as will you my friend.
Try to enjoy the good parts and not let the bad parts conquer you.

Take?

Take what? From who? Why?

And how long do you think you'll be able to simply take from people before you're classed as "that leaching dirty fuck of a user" and you lose your social life and friends?


Congrats on the new determined mind set though. What preciseley triggered this?

I am 20 years old now and I can't handle the bullshit anymore. Actually, no..... I am NOT going to handle the bullshit anymore because I don't have to. I am powerful and I no longer have to deal with anything I don't want to deal with. I know my place and I'm going to make sure everyone knows theirs when they deal with me. I no longer live in this prison that was once my mind. I am free.

I'm through living my life for somebody else's opinion of whats right and wrong. I know what is right and wrong for me. I do not rob or murder so that should be enough. I'm through trying to show people respect as I would like it...only to be spit on and not obeyed as I deserve it.

I'm through knowing I deserve the world and not taking it already. I have already figured out my purpose in life and that is to TAKE. I'm DONE.

Nice epiphany,
I hope you enjoy TAKING bullshit,
Dumbass
NOW I'M DONE.

I'm through sharing my personal thoughts.
ORLY?

I am powerful
I'm sure little girls run in fear of your mighty wrath

I know my place and I'm going to make sure everyone knows theirs when they deal with me.
You'll get bitch-whipped by the first alpha-male you deal with.

only to be spit on and not obeyed as I deserve it.
You deserve to be obeyed? What exactly have you done to earn this?

You sound like an angsty little bitch to me.

she dumped you, didnt she?

I was gonna post something much longer with actual consideration to his points/discussion there, but this about covers it.

Lol, ALL people do fucking care but notice how they only care about themsleves.

ORLY?


I'm sure little girls run in fear of your mighty wrath


You'll get bitch-whipped by the first alpha-male you deal with.


You deserve to be obeyed? What exactly have you done to earn this?

You sound like an angsty little bitch to me.


1. Lol, okay?

2. And what about you?

3. Yup. It's that simple.

4. I am angsty...oh well! I'm human aren't I?

Relax and smoke a bowl bro. Flaming me online is stupid.

I like making people smile. Why not you?


Because I feel they don't deserve it. I only make my true friends and true family smile. I respect what you do however and thats pretty cool too.

Congrats on the new determined mind set though. What preciseley triggered this?

What triggered it was that I felt like I had ZERO control.

What triggered it was that I felt like I had ZERO control.

So now you've gone to thinking that you need and will have total control. Alright.

I was gonna post something much longer with actual consideration to his points/discussion there, but this about covers it.

Yea, because a girlfriend is the MOST important thing ever! More important than family,money and self-respect!

Yea, because a girlfriend is the MOST important thing ever! More important than family,money and self-respect!

The right girl can feel damn important, trust me, but no, other people generally don't touch that list.

Wanting to be superior/overruling everyone else and wanting to be obeyed by people is something entirely different. Independent and successful can easily have nothing to do with any of the above, last I checked.

The OP sounds like Hitler without the oratorical skills or charisma.

I want a link to whichever audiobook you downloaded!

Motivation books ftw!

I am 20 years old now...


You sound fourteen.

I think someone skipped a few too many psychiatrist appointments...