i can't really tell if this belongs to B and M or S and A


i fucking hate myself for this i hate me i hate me so much. i am the complete fucking definition of a loser.
i don't study enough, i lie all the time to everyone , everyone i ever meet I'd at least lie to them one at least once.
i am such a fucking slacker but i really don't want to be.
and I'm a very jealous person. i don't really care about what people have materially , i just want what they have emotionally.
I'm extremely jealous of people who have such a miracle called reciprocal love.
i just really want to know why doesn't he love me?
i love him so much, I'd give him anything, i love him ,i love him, i think abut him all the time , and I'm so fucked up for him.
i want to run away with him and just run and live my life with him.
i love him so much it hurts.
i just wanna know why he doesn't want me.nobody will ever feel this way about him.
not even his stupid ex that he loved so much , or anybody, not even his future fucking wife.
i want to forget about him so bad and at the same time i don't , i feel so trapped.
GOD i hate myself so much.
I'm such a moron. i let him treat me like dirt play with me, but he's the only person i felt free with.
i felt like i could do anything with him, as long as he was there with me i could live forever.
i fucking miss him so much that i feel like I'm not even alive anymore.
life seems so empty these days i feel so lonely and empty.
I've tried so hard to forget him, but nothing can fill the void.
i feel completely fucking dead on the inside.
my life feels like wallpaper.
just completely fucking meaningless.
i have no ambitions.
i have no feelings ,except for him.
i feel useless like no one needs me, because everyone has their love with them.
I feel that if i were to move to the other end of the world
no one would care or miss me anyway.
and then after i feel so fucking guilty for thinking that.
i hate myself so much for pitying myself because i don't deserve the pity.
I'm so fucked up.
i just want everything to go away

haha.

Srsly: Michelle?

michelle??

stop being emo, and grow up. when you can mentally support yourself on your own, then you should be worrying about love.

seriously. go get drunk and party.

pics?

pics?

God I love this place.

Uh I'll raise you one.

Ditto to all that, change he to her and make it "I'll never have you and never have, and I will leave the city before long and the 0.011% chance will be reduced to 0." Then stop crying, just learn that you are worthless and occassionally have manic episodes where you picture your picture on a billboard like you own the city. make you feel good man.

listen, peace, im fucked up now but its true i feel the same way btu i guarantee your not as hopeless as me and some of the other folks on here.

why did i write that? who knows man, im prodcratinating on an essay which doesnt matter i might die before i get to turn it in
from driving drunk to school in the morning. Peace, hopee you feel better.

I wish some crazy bitch was that obsessed over me. I'd just be like "worship mah cock!" and she'd be like "oh heavenly cock give us this day my daily facial" and I'd bust in her face.

Some day.

"you'll be given love
you'll be taken care of
you'll be given love
you have to trust it

maybe not from the sources
you have poured yours into
maybe not from the directions
you are staring at

trust your head around
it's all around you
all is full of love
all around you

all is full of love
you just aint receiving
all is full of love
your phone is off the hook
all is full of love
your doors are all shut
all is full of love!

all is full of love
all is full of love
all is full of love
all is full of love
all is full of love..." - Bjork - All is full of love.

^ I lol'd

i lie all the time to everyone

Why?

he's the only person i felt free with

Why?

I can almost gaurantee how you feel has very little do with him and a whole fucking lot to do with you.

OP I feel the exact same way.

'cept instead of "he" replace with "she"

strangely enough "she" is named Michelle.

I'd just be like "worship mah cock!" and she'd be like "oh heavenly cock give us this day my daily facial" and I'd bust in her face.

I lol'd so much.

Lords Prayer jokes are win.

I feel that if i were to move to the other end of the world
no one would care or miss me anyway.


You are free.

haha.

Srsly: Michelle?

Why did you say Michelle?

If it's because of my thread then that's pretty fucking awesome.

If it's a meme I missed then :(

Stop being a pleb...Once you realise you don't need anybody as long as you have you, the world is your mother fucking oyster!

Stop being a pleb

if by pleb you mean plebe or plebeian.

this.